You Know I Can't Make It On My Own

-Terror-

"You'll see follow me" Daniel says 

You were out in the front of the dojo, Daniel was cutting a bag of flour, making a circle around in the dark tan dirt 

"If were gonna play in the sand cant we just go to the beach" Sam jokes 

"Not today, its been a long time since this dojo's had more than one student and you figure with these two people you have twice the defense right? Wrong, one of the cornerstones of Miyagi-Do karate is always moving in a circle and worth the wheel technique you'll soon see that two people can be as strong as twenty" Daniel rambles on boring you 

You rub your eyes as you frown sadly as Daniel and he notices your sad mood 

As Robby and Sam get in the circle, bowing to each other you look off sitting in the sand sadly 

You looked down at the tiny grains and traced your finger, you then noticed you can draw 

You started to draw Robby and then you drew you, then you drew Johnny as you all were holding hands as you sniffle 

You sigh as you can hear Daniel behind you, critiquing Robby and Sam about how they're supposed to move in union 

You got bored and crawled a bit before wandering off to the back of the dojo, with the big beautiful pond and the punching bag, 

You stood on your feet looking into the water and then you stuck your hand in the water, making you shiver as the water was chilly 

You tear up and stim your hands whimpering, you felt your emotions and thoughts were too loud and Robby was spending more time with Daniel than you and it made you lonely 

Robby was always careful with you, he knew that when your emotions could get to be too much you can have self harming tendencies because you didn't understand the feeling in your head and you didn't understand how to stop them 

You start to hyperventilate as you cover your ears and squeeze your eyes tight shut, 

You couldn't breathe and you didn't know why, you couldn't feel your hands, it was terrifying 

You start to cry hiding your face and pulling your knees into your chest

Your hands shaking as you reach for a sharp rock you see, you look at it your vision blurry as you bring it to your arm, slowly hesitating ...

Robby's POV

It was hot, and this training was tearing me apart, 

I look over to see where Y/n was and I see nothing but a sand drawing I panic and rush to it seeing Dad me and Y/n, 

My heart starts to beat out of my chest as I could tell Daniel was seeing the panic rise to my body, 

I bolt along side Daniel to the back of the dojo seeing Y/n with a sharp object...

Your POV 

You drag the rock across your arm, making a slight cut 

Then you see out of the corner of your vision a frozen Robby and a scared Daniel 

You look over your vision still blurry as you start to bawl 

Robby dashes over and yanks the rock from your hand throwing it deep into the pond, as it suck to the bottom 

Robby holds your head to his chest, he can feel you shaking and your erratic breathing 

Daniel hurry's over and gently grabs your arm, looking over the cut, it wasn't bleeding too much it was more of a scrape