Lets Break Each Others Heart -Major Editing-

Lets Break Each Others Heart- Chapter- Four

Only if he knew I was doing less than great. After I left L.A. I went through depression, I became a heavier drinker. There were times when I didn’t even want to live anymore. I know its sounds dumb to say that but Jeydon he was the only guy I have ever loved with all my heart. He knew the real me and he didn’t judge when I was a complete mess.

“Im pretty sure she is” I tried to smile.

“I know, so what are you doing here?” He asked.

I saw that one coming. I lean on the rail and I stared at the snow. “I came here to think”

“About?”

“A lot of things” I whispered.

He nods. “ I see”

I glance at him. “Can I ask you something?”

He nods. “Anything”

“If your girlfriend was your best friend what would’ve hurt you most loosing her as your girlfriend or loosing her as your best friend?”

He stayed quiet. “I think both”

I nodded. So my feelings weren’t playing games with me I hated that I lost the two Jeydons I became close with. So now I was more confused than ever. Was it worth breaking his heart when Jeydon seems broken already.

“You’re a mystery you know that” I heard Jeydon say out of the blue.

“Why do you say that?”

“Because, you seem to have a lot of things to hide and I suppose you dare not to tell no one”

Typical Jeydon. He always knew how to read my face expression clearly. “I’m just a strange girl”

I shook his head. “No, you’re a girl who has a lot to live for”

I nod. I suppose he was right. “Bella?”

“Yea?” I stared into his dark eyes.

“Would you like to come to my house, I love the snow but my body is extremely numb” He laughed.

I laughed softly. “Yea sure”

He grabbed my hand and he pulled me through the snow. I glanced back to the bridge and I sighed. Its time to move on its for the best.

I turn around and I see as we walk into his old home. He still lived her? Then why was he going to school on the other side of L.A?

He opens the door and the blast of heat hits our faces. He quickly throws his jacket on the hanger. I stood there glancing around the house. It hadn’t change one bit. The peach colors were still plastered all around the walls. The vases that Jeydon’s mother collected were still organized my color and size. It hadn’t changed one bit.

“Hey you can take off your coat. Ill go make some hot chocolate” He says. I nod and I take off my coat and I placed on the hanger. I walked along the hallway and I glanced at every picture. At the end was the picture Jeydon and I took at the homecoming dance freshman year. I pass my finger through it. We were so happy back then and I suppose we still are.

“She was beautiful” Jeydon says. I turn around and nod.

“She was your girlfriend?” I ask.

“And my best friend”

I smiled at him and I place back the picture where it was at. He hands me the cup and we walk inside the living room.

“We can sit by the fire until we warm up”

“Sounds great” I smiled. Jeydon grabs the lighter that was on top of the stand and he burns a piece of paper and he throws it in the fireplace. He sits down and he pats the seat next to him.