Lets Break Each Others Heart -Major Editing-

Lets Break Each Others Heart-Chapter-Seventeen

"What the hell what were you thinking?" I questioned him. Jeydon stared at me as he digested the question.

"I felt guilty, J-Janely killed herself because me. I felt like it was what I deserved," He whispered staring at the floor. I grabbed his face and I made him stare at me.

"Killing yourself wasn't going to help you in anyway. It wasn't going to bring her back!" I cried. Jeydon nodded in agreement. He grabs my face and squeezes it.

"Why didn't you tell me that you were sick?" He questioned me hurt written all over his face. I stayed quiet.

I never told Jeydon because I was afraid he was going to worry about me. I knew if"Because, I didn't want you to stress about me. I didnt need you to feel sorry for me" I whispered.

"Then why are you worried about me then?" He asked me as if he didn't know the answer.

"Because at least when I passed out I was thinking of you! Did I ever crossed your fucking mind when you overdosed yourself?" I asked him pushing him softly.

"I gave you my necklace. I took you out of the tub, I changed you! You never left my mind that night!" He cried grabbing my face. I ran my hands over his hair and pulled his hair softly.

"Then why did you still do it? I have slept for two weeks having nightmares of how you died. I turned into this suicidal girl!" I screamed at him.

He stayed quiet.

"I never meant to hurt you!" He whispered. "When my mom called and told me Janely died I didn't know what to do. Then I began to feel like I didn't have the right to live but I never meant to hurt you!"

"I t wasn't your fault and I know you didn't mean too" I whispered leaning my forehead on his. He stared at me and smiled softly.

He wrapped his hands around my waist and pulled me towards him. I let out a sigh, how much I had missed him.

"I love you" He whispered in my ear. I glanced up at him and smiled.

"I love you too"

"But Im leaving" He responded...

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