Lets Break Each Others Heart -Major Editing-

Lets Break Each Others Heart-Chapter-Twenty-one

“Can we talk?” He asked me. I shrugged.

　

“I guess.” I stepped out of my house and closed the door. “What do you want to talk about?” The question was stupid, because I knew, in the back of my mind, what he would bring up. He sighed.

　

“About you getting married with Alex.” Great, here comes the arguing. I shook my head.

　

“Why do you want to talk about that? It doesn’t concern you.” I was surprised to hear a rude edge to my voice. He nodded.

　

“It does. What in the hell are you thinking, marring him?” I rolled my eyes and raised my eyebrows at him.

　

“He’s my boyfriend. I love him. I can do whatever I want with him.”

　

“But you still love me,” He tried to reassured me. I could hear the strain in his voice. I rolled my eyes. When was he going to give up? This couldn’t keep happening, over and over again. I took a deep breath before talking again.

　

“Jeydon, I told you in the hospital to not come back. I don’t love you anymore,” I whispered. He shook his head in disagreement.

　

“Your marrying him because your trying to forget me.”

　

It dawned on me that Jeydon thought I missed him. As a boyfriend. Truthfully, I didn’t. I loved Jeydon. Yes, I did, but as a best friend.

　

“Jeydon, lets not go there again,” I responded. Biting my lip, I waited for him to explode.

　

“Aldabella, you love me! I know you do!” His whisper was urgent, defiant. I stepped closer to him, grabbing his face to make him look at me.

　

“You have Krissy and I have Alex. It’s time for you to move on,”

　

“We are meant to be together.” He repeated the phrase over and over again. I felt like screaming. How was I going to make him understand?

　

“God damnit, Jeydon! You were the one to let me go! You were the one you broke up with me! Why the hell do you care what I do with my life?”

　

“Because, I know you still love me! Letting you go was the worst mistake ever!” He was begging me to understand. I ran my hand through my hair.

　

“Why realize it now? Why when I’m engaged? You left me one December night in the fucking pouring rain. With no excuse.” I spat out.

　

“I was afraid! I didn’t know what to do! I was just a kid.” Jeydon cried. I sighed deeply.

　

“Krissy loves you, and apparently, you love her too.”

　

“I love her! I do, but not like I love you!”

　

“You love her enough to sleep with her,” I cried. He stayed quiet. He thought I wouldn’t find out, but I did. And I cried, when I did.

　

“This is not a movie, Jeydon, not everyone gets their happy ending.” I whispered.

　

“I need you!” He cried. I punched the door before screaming my lungs out.

　

“God, Jeydon! Why cant you just leave me the fuck alone? Why cant you go die somewhere?”

　

He stayed quiet, looking down. I covered my mouth, mad at myself. Why did I say that? It wasn’t supposed to come out like that.

“Do you want to know why I left you?” He talked softly.

　

“Jeydon, I’m-” He cuts me off.

　

“When I found out, I didn’t know what to do. I was afraid, but I didn’t care what happened to me. I was afraid of leaving you,” He whispered.

　

“Jeydon, I didn’t mean to say that,” I told him. He shushed me.

　

“I had cancer, Aldabella. That’s why I left you. I found out I had cancer. But thank you for letting me know you wouldn’t care,” He said.

　

“You had cancer?” I whispered. But it was too late. He had turned around, had started to walk away.

　

“Jeydon! Come back!” I screamed at him. He stopped and glanced at me.

　

“A minute ago I loved you. Now I wish I never did.”

I watched his figure walk away, leaving me alone. Alone, and hopelessly filled with remorse for something I couldn’t change.

　

　

　

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