Oops? ? Zouis Talik

Chapter Five

"I tried-"

"Obviously not hard enough if he didn't even know they existed til last week and still doesn't know they're his kids. It's been almost four years Zayn, you aren't a twenty year old kid anymore, you're twenty-four almost twenty-five. You've got to stop havin petty spats with Louis and tell him. He deserves to know!" Liam rambled off almost forgetting to breathe.

Silence...

That's all there was for ten minutes, Liam sat there staring at Zayn wanting to know what was going through his mind but was too scared to ask. Zayn sat there vigorously picking at his nails, he only looked nervous on the outside but truthfully... he was livid. He was trying to calm himself by taking deep breaths, thinking of his boys, his boyfriend, even his job, but nothing worked.

And eventually... he snapped.

Zayn quickly stood up and walked over to where Liam was seated and stood right in front of him forcing the younger lad to look up at him. Zayn's nostrils were flaring and his cheeks were becoming flushed from the anger flowing through his veins.

 "First of all Liam!" He seethed "How dare you try to sit here and tell me how I should behave! Secondly, I did try! I called him almost everyday for six months after he left and you would know that if YOU answered any of the calls or text I sent to you, Harry and Niall! No, you all fucking abandoned me!" At this point fresh hot tears were streaming freely down Zayn's cheeks as he looked down at his best friend finally spilling everything that he had been holding inside for almost four years.

"I needed you Liam, I needed all of you! But you all took his side and you all left me like I never fucking meant anything! Do you understand how that FEELS!? Do you?" He paused to wipe away his tears only to have them replaced by new ones almost instantly. "No you don't! I was left alone and pregnant! I was scared and I fucking called all of you! I cried myself to sleep almost every night for the first six months! My mum had to practically force feed me. I didn't leave my room for weeks! You have no idea what I went through Liam! So do not sit here and try to act all high and mighty and fucking tell me how to handle my situation with my fucking kids! Don't!"

When Zayn finished his breathing was ragged and his chest was quickly rising and falling, tears still freshly fleeing his eyes.

Liam looked up and Zayn, he was speechless. He didn't know them not speaking effected Zayn like this, he didn't know Zayn needed him. He would've been there if he had known what exactly was going on...

But like Zayn said, he never answered.

And with that Liam stood and pulled Zayn by his wrist forward making their bodies crash into each other. Liam quickly wrapped his arms around Zayn's waist and held him close. At first, Zayn didn't respond he just stood there trying to wrap his brain around what just happened, what he said. 

Once Zayn gathered his thoughts he wrapped his arms around Liam's neck and held him close, almost as if he was scared Liam would disappear out of his life again. The thought of that made Zayn's tears come even faster.