Judge Me

S1E3: All We Do Pt.3

I wanted to be different.

"This is a first, I guess," My hands reached up to run through Jax's blonde locks. He turned to me and leaned down to peck me on the lips. "You always were a special one."

"How cute."

Jax's phone went off and I groaned in annoyance but understood that I wasn't his girl so I had no say in what he did or did not do.

"Yeah, I'm there."

He hung up the phone and cursed silently. I already stood up and made myself more presentable.

"Club stuff," he explained.

"Yeah. I should probably head home. We can talk more later. Um, can I....", I was hesitant to ask because it seemed a little personal. "Can I see your baby?", Jax stared at me and I just gave him the most hopeful look in the world.

He finally nodded and reached his hand out to me. We walked out to the front where a few croweaters were strutting around handing beers to the men fixing up cars. I got a few nasty looks but nothing too worth wasting my time or energy on.

"I can have someone give you a lift," Jax offered.

"I'll call Daddy. He's probably still in town anyways. There's talk about someone trying to buy out our acres. But I'm sure Dad's not selling."

Jax looked thoughtful before he pulled on his helmet and started up his bike.

"Come to the hospital tomorrow. Ask for Tara. She's Abel's doctor," He didn't see the look I gave him once he said Tara's name.

Why did it have to be this bitch?

- Episode Change -

S1E4: Wives, Exes, and Babies Oh My Pt. 1

"She ain't think I can. She ain't think I can. Imma steal her man...."

- Taylor Girlz 'Steal Her Man'

The next morning, I showered and sat up in bed going through my personal stuff from when I was a child.

My phone rang and I answered it.

Yes, the prepay again.

"Alex, como estas?"

*Alex, how are you?*

He sounded upset about something and I tried to figure out what it was but he just kept changing the subject.

And when he asked me how Charming was, I didn't want to tell him. Not because he was being evasive with what he had on his mind but because he hated guys like Jax. He thought I deserved better.

"Echo de menos a mi azul bebé. ¿Como es el?"

*I miss my little baby Blue. How is he?*

Alex actually was the father of two beautiful kids but I had only ever met his son, Blue. The kid was about two years old and loved cars like his Daddy. He kind of reminded me of myself when I used to love everything my Dad liked because everything he did was so interesting.

Before I could finish talking, I got a FaceTime call.

"Oh my gosh! Where are you?! He looks so cute," I squealed as Alex and Blue showed on my laptop screen. They both waved at me and I literally started tearing up. "Was all of that earlier talk a distraction for this awesome surprise?"

The brown haired Dominican shrugged with a huge dimpled smile. I immediately noticed that they were standing beside the Welcome to Charming sign. And my jaw dropped.

"You came to Charming with my baby! Oh, that's too sweet..."

"You have a baby?!", Mickey just forgot her basic manners and rushed into my room to stare into my computer screen. "Oh, my gosh! He's adorable and is that the Dad. He hella sexy, Stasi. And I though you were-", I pushed her out of the way and gave her a harsh glare.

She raised her hands in defense.

"Um, Alex.... I have to go. Come over though and meet my parents and sister. There's room here if you plan on staying for a while."

He agreed after I assured him that it was no problem.

-

Jax stood in the room looking at baby
Abel. I didn't want to interfere so I just stood out looking at him as he admired his child. He looked scared, but so grateful.

Then he looked up and saw me.

I waved unaware of what to do until he came to the door and opened it for me. Following his lead, I stepped inside and walked over to the incubator.

"He's so tiny, yet so strong."

"Has to be. He's a Teller," Jax stated with a crooked smile on his face.

"And Tara got to help you get this. Why am I here and not her?", I wondered aloud.

The blonde haired boy I knew from back then had grown up. He had seen things that I could only imagine. Why was he so sure that I should be here by his side instead of Tara?

He took my hand.

"She's just a friend."

"And.... What am I?"

Jax chuckled softly before taking my face in between his hands. I didn't want to be his second choice. Now that Tara was back I wasn't sure if he chose me because she left or because she genuinely doesn't want him that way anymore.

"You're Nastasia Casey."

He pressed a kiss to my lips and I rolled my eyes up to the ceiling as laughter escaped.

When Jax slipped my hand back into his as we turned to look at Abel, I felt someone's eyes on mine. And then I looked up to see Gemma and Tara staring at me.

Tara looked happy?

Gemma looked conflicted?

All I know is that I wanted to be with Jax and if I had to go through them both, I would.

😈😇😆😁 More to come! 😈😇😆😁