Newt imagines

4?Behind your back pt.1

You dramatically placed a hand over your heart,letting a touched gasp escape your lips. " Oh min min,that's so sweet. You said in exaggeration and he shook his head and rolled his eyes at you.It made you laugh even more.

"Newt's still not back from Jessica?" Teresa hissed,as she and Thomas came back with food and she handed a plate to you.
"Teresa just because your not the new girl anymore does not mean you have to be a shank to her or my boyfriend for that matter." You said with a chuckle.

"I don't like her vibe, especially when she's with Newt." Teresa said seriously.

It suddenly seemed like the while glade got quite when she spoke.

"You're overacting.It's Newt's job to spend time with the greenie. It doesn't mean anything. I spent my whole day with Newt when I first got here,so did Chuck!"

Usually Teresa speaks first but Thomas beat her to it." But Teresa has a-"

"No. Y/n's right. Shanks just doing his job." Said Minho sternly and you beamed at him and nodded. The keeper was always in your side. Teresa gave him a look and Minho returned one to her but you didn't notice as you glanced at Newt laughing with her.
You were right. Newt's just doing his job.

You loved newt and trusted him. You knew he felt the same way,with the way he slept in your hut even though he had his own,how he would give you passionate kisses when no one was looking. You weren't scared of losing Newt because you knew you never would.

***
Teresa would have screamed " I told you so!" If she found out the doubts you every moment in the Glade.

When Newt returned to your room you were barely awake. But you quickly snuggled into him. He told you all about her. Back then it made you smile. He always had funny stories about her but looking back now,it just made my heart ache.

He was usually with her but you couldn't blame her. Jessica was a track hoe and since he was too. It wasn't odd that they were always together. You were a med jack so it wasn't weird that you and newt shared glances but know those don't even happen.

At nights, however,were much harder. When you knew that only the darkness was there to greet you, that's when the thoughts came. You remember seeing them pull weeds together, laughing, and their fingers brushing.It was easier when Newt wouldn't come,because then,you would cry.cry for real.

You always used sleeping in as excuse if anyone asked about your tired looking during the days. You had an idea that everyone in the Glade really knew what was going on. Newt wouldn't always sit with you during meal times,it was like he had an entire different schedule with Jessica.

As you left your dinner table with your friends you knew that you were broken inside, in every single way,but you didn't let it show.

"Y/n!" Someone suddenly cried.the deep voice belonged to Alby. "What's up boss?" You responded "I can't find Newt anywhere. He isn't in your room or in his or with Jessica. Can you find him and tell him to see me."

"Sure!" You said "I think I know a place."
Minho is about to follow after you but Alby put a firm hand on his shoulder,shaking his head.

Teresa butted in " Newt left dinner with Jessica. Did you really not see them?"

"Y/n needs to know herself. I didn't want to butt in but I can't keep watching this anymore. She's not going to believe us,she has to see it for herself."

"You shucking sent her to look for Newt, probably with Jessica sucking each other's faces off." Minho asks and their leader didn't respond.

***
You and Newt had a special place in the deadheads were you would go to be alone or be alone together.
As you approached the towering tree. You heard a deep chuckle that was all too familiar." Newt-" you said happily as you turned after the tree trunk but then a flash of red hair found your eyes and knocked the breath out of you.

Startled green and brown eyes found yours as they pulled apart from a passionate kiss. Their heavy breathing echoed in your ears.

"Y/n." Stuttered Newt. your eyes tore away from newt's for a moment and you saw her smirk at you, forcing you to look quickly at the ground.

"Y/n,I can explain." His accented voice cooed,as he pulled away from Jessica's arms that were wrapped around his neck." N-no...Nothing....To explain." You stuttered.

"I'm so sorry....A-alby wanted me to ...Find...You."but,you know what? I-ll just tell h-him you're b-busy." Yeah I'll just go."

"I'll go tell him that!" You tell and you run ignoring the cries of your name that you hear. You quickly got out of the forest but realize the others have not moved from their spot. You could already make out their concerned faces and you knew you couldn't handle it.so you ran to your hut. You ran as fast as you could not wanting anyone to catch up to you. Minho got really close but you ducked under his grasp.

You made it to your hut and closed the door and locked it before Minho got there. He slammed his fists on the door,feeling the impact as you slid down and covered your eyes.

"Y/n! Open the shucking door!!Please!! It's min min." He begged but you just Shaked your head even though he couldn't see. You don't know how long Minho was at the door but you do know that Alby and Thomas literally had to pull him before he broke down the door.

Teresa gave a gentle knock on your door before saying" hey you're alright.everything will be alright. He wasn't worth it." Then you heard soft footsteps fading.

You don't know how long you cried, but at one point you had moved to your bed and lay there waiting. To be honest you were waiting for Newt.waiting for him to knock on your door,explain it was all a misunderstanding.but no one knocked.

***
You didn't sleep and you avoided Newt like a plague. You didn't even eat breakfast,and went to work in the med-hut not really wanting to see anyone.No one asked if you were alright or spoke a conversation too long. You spent most of the time doing inventory. As you called it a day,you quickly excused yourself , wanting to avoid anymore interactions before dinner you came face to face with the person you least wanted to see.

"Y/n we need to talk." Said Newt" about last nig-"
"It's okay." You interrupted.
He wore a confused expression.
"What?"

You forced yourself to breath and say" I'm okay."it's okay.you and Jessica.i'm okay with it."

"No you're not." He responded
Those three words was all it took for me to remember how he could tell when I was not okay. All those times. Together.

"Yes I am." You presses.he let out a frustrated sigh and ran his fingers through his hair."look newt, it's fine, okay? You like her."you made that very obvious last night. And I'm okay with it." I know or at least I think I do,what you look like when you're in love. A-and you have that with her. You smile more and your eyes sparkle when you look at her. And i want you to be happy. And if you're happy with her...Then I'm okay with that."

"But, love-"

You let out a bitter laugh." I don't think you should call me that anymore."

"Y/n I ju- i'm- " newt stuttered. Every stutter felt like a spear piercing your heart.

"Look newt. I'll say it for you..... "You looked down hopping to stop the tears threatening to spill over your eyes."it's over." You finally choked out.

  He didn't say anything.he just stood there staring at you and finally you couldn't take it and gave himself nod and walked off.then it turned into a jog.

"Y/n!" Someone said but it wasn't Newt. You looked up to see Minho standing a couple of feet away front  you. A son escapes your lips and you run to your best friend. He met you half way and wrapped his muscular arms around your shaking form, stroking your hair and shushing you.

Minho looked to where you came from and saw the second-in-command . He glared at him,who looked at him with a blank expression. If you weren't there who knows what he would have done to him,but instead he led you to your hut.
And Newt just stood there as he watched Minho lead you away.

This story is not mine. This is from an account: MyDigitalKaila. Part two is also from this account.