Killua x Reader - I cant believe I tried to kill her

Part 15

"Only if you shut up."

I nodded my head and he took the potato out of my mouth. I still didn't understand how he managed to stuff that potato in my mouth. He sat on his bed and started staring at me. I titled my head to the side, confused on why he was staring at me like he was. "What?" I couldn't help asking.

He looked away. "Nothing, it's nothing."

I rolled my eyes. Then he slapped me. "Ass head."

"Watch it. I'm the one who's taking care of you."

"Why? You don't seem to like me."

"Mother made me. And I don't like you because you've messed up my brother's programming, along with that little green haired brat. Also you're mouthy." 'But cute. And simply interesting.'

-Killua's POV-
I woke up and Y/N wasn't lying next to me. "Where is she?" I wondered aloud. Alluka was still sleeping. I tried not to disturb her as I walked over to the bathroom door and knocked... no answer. Then I walked over to the door that separated us from Kurapika and Leorio. I opened it to see Kurapika lying on the edge of the bed, about to fall off with Leorio on the other side. 'Maybe they aren't into each other' I thought. I scanned the rest of the room and saw no Y/N. That's when I started to worry. She would've left a note or woke me up if she was leaving then I notice it's like one pm. "What the he-"

I get cut off by Alluka, "Onii-Chan? Where's Y/N?"

"I-I don't know Alluka," I say and it kicks in. I start to panic. I finally understand how horrible this situation is. I feel like crying. 'But why? Why do I want to cry so bad?'

I then wake up Kurapika. "Kurapika! Y/N is missing! I need her! I need to find her!"

"What?!" He jerks up.

"Help!" I yell at the blonde wanting to cry.

Alluka runs in and hugs me sensing my pain. I wouldn't cry. Not in front of her. I couldn't. Besides I didn't love Y/N any more than she loved me. We're friends. Nothing more. Then Leorio wakes up "What's going on?!"

"Y/N's GONE!" I yell.

"Killua, calm down. The people in the room over are going to think someone died in here
if you don't."

"B-but wu- what if she's dead!?" I say angrily. "Are you saying you wouldn't care!?"

"No Killua. I just don't want people to think something bad happened and get involved in this."

"Okay. I'll try to calm down."

"You love her."

"No I don't! I hate you, old man!"

"Wrong time Leorio," Kurapika says.

"Geez, Killua must be on his period," Leorio mumbles, which pissed me off a little bit. I didn't say anything, though.

"Okay, Killua do you have any idea who might've taken Y/N?" Kurapika asked.

"No, not really."

Alluka grabbed my arm. "I had a bad dream last night, Onii-Chan. In my dream mother was yelling at Illumi and telling him she needed you to come back. And he came here. Do you think it means something?"

"I don't know... Should we go look at the mansion?"

"Yeah," Leorio said. "Anything to get my little cousin back."

I glared at him. "Okay. Alluka I can't risk taking you with. I can't loose you. I might've already lost Y/N. Here," I gave her my phone, "Call (you can choose Alluka's friend's name) and see if you can stay for a week or so."

"Okay, Onii-Chan" she dialed the number and talked for a minute. "I can stay for nine days. How long will it take?"

"Five, tell them I'll call if I need you to stay longer."

"Okay."

Wow! Longest chapter ever. Word count:1130