I swear, I'm not suicidal

7 : n e v e r

"As if I'll listen to you" He said smirking.

"Oh honey, you really should" I said. I kneed him hard where the sun doesn't shine and he fell to the ground holding his crotch. "You know, you deserve that" I said kneeling down next him.

"Don't worry, I'll get you back. Hard" He managed to choke out.

"Is that a challenge?" I asked.

"Cupcake, it's called war" he said, finally managing to stand up.

"Then war it is" I said standing up. Thankfully I was wearing heels. I walked away towards my next class which was history.

*~*~*~*

These last few days have been hell! Absolutely hell!

First,  my mom hasn't awoken from her coma. Second, Liv and I are still not in speaking terms until her eyebrows will grow back which will take sixty four days. Reece and I have a prank war which has ended me up in three detentions and a two day suspension from school. That's the most trouble I have ever been in one semester. Of course, I have had detentions and suspensions before but not all in one week! I had detention from Monday to Wednesday and Thursday and Friday, I was suspended.

I have to admit, his pranks were good but it wasn't helping me with the fact that Liv helped him a little in one of his pranks. She told him where I lived and my stupid sister let him in! He dyed my hair blue so I dyed his hair green. Whatever he did to me, I did it back but I was still creative by adding my own pranks. This prank war has been going on for two weeks and it is killing me! I've had so many public humiliations this past two weeks! Anyways, his was also hell so that kind of makes me happier in a way.

Since Liv was mad at me for the prank I told her brother to do, I have been eating with Blake and Alex while she has been eating with Lexi and Liam. We splitted in two and Alex took my side and Blake just joined us for some reason. One time while I was eating spaghetti, Reece 'accidentally' poured his food over me which made me 'accidentally' slip, making my orange juice pour over on his favorite white polo shirt.

I stood up from bed and I got in the shower. After my shower, I looked at the mirror and my hair was still a faded blue which irked me so much. I dried my hair with a blow dryer and applied some light make up but no mascara or eye liner because who knows what pranks Reece will do today. I chose my outfit- which I made sure that was either old or ugly so that it can be ruin worthy- and wore black skinny jeans and an over sized grey sweater which said "ha! you're not me" in the front with black converse.

I left the house and drove to school. Once I arrived, I scanned the area to look for Reece or his two other friends to check if they were going to do some car prank on me because that's what I did last time. I covered his car in glitter...

Buzz buzz

Buzz buzz

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket so I opened it to check who's calling. It was Zoe. This must be about mom because why else would she call me. "Hello?" I answered.

"Hey Aubrey, I was wondering if you would like to pass by the hospital to see mom" she chirped.

"Why?" I asked, completely confused to why.

"Secret! But you'll love it! I promise!" She said. Before I could say anything, she hung up.

There should be something good happening there. I started the engine again when someone opens the passenger seat and sat down. I turn to see Liv sitting down. She faces me with an apologetic face and hugs me which caught me off guard but eventually I hugged her back. She pulled back and we had a silent conversation just by staring at each others eyes then I hugged her again. No words were needed to be exchanged. I started to leave the school premises and go to the hospital with Liv by my side.

We finally arrived at the hospital and we exited the car. We went up to the fourth floor, room 417. I opened the door and went in and Liv followed after me. I looked over at Zoe who had the biggest grin I have ever seen her wear. She nodded towards mom and I walked over towards her. She didn't look as bad as she did last time. Actually, her face looked more alive. I moved closer towards her to check her features even more. Then I saw something I did not expect. She opened her eyes and shouted "Booh!" which made me yelp and jump in surprise.

I had the biggest smile on my face, just like Zoe. I am extremely happy that words can not define.

"Mom? Are you actually awake?" I said walking closer to her.

"Yes, Baby, it's really me! But there's a little bit of a bad news..."

"What is it mom?" I asked with so much worry.

She sighed and said "I think there is something wrong with me. I am unable to move my limbs." What the...

As if on cue, the doctor comes barging in, holding a piece of paper which is most likely my mom's results if anything else is wrong. The doctor looked up from the paper and looks at me and my mom and sighs. "Ms. Summers, there may be more complications than expected. I took a look at your x-rays and there is something wrong. The impact during the crash may have been a lot stronger than we thought which caused your spinal cord to tear up. You are undergoing a health disorder called Quadriplegia. This causes you to be unable to make any movements with any body part below your neck. You are lucky that you can still move your neck  because some people cannot.  Unfortunately, there is no found treatment for this kind of health condition."

Tears are pricking my eyes as I hear this news. That means that she will be unable to move at all! I look over to my mom who is already crying her eyes out due to the news given to us by the doctor. Mom will be unable to do anything at all! She can't walk, She can't write. She can't do even the simplest things. She will only be able to talk and turn her neck. I look over at Liv who is also crying with Zoe and that's when I break into a sob. Ugh! Why is life so difficult right now!

I reach out out to hold my mom's hand but then I remembered that she won't be able to hold my hand back. Why can't the government save funds to help find cures for diseases like these?

"Mom" I sobbed. "Please don't give up" I whispered, crying.

"Never" she whispered.

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A/N

This is such a sad chapter:(

Did you cry? Because I did. Wow... I cried at my own book. I'm so weird.

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