attraction // na jaemin

t h i r t y ? n i n e

Out of no where, a feeling of curiosity hits me. "Um where's Jaemin?" I bluntly asked which i soon regret asking. "Oh, he's with Soojung. I swear to god he's very lucky to have her. I mean don't you think it's weird?" Mark answered.

"He sure is lucky. If only i make a move on her faster than him, i can have her first." Jeno said. Donghyuck immediately smack Jeno's head and in result, Jeno groaned. "Don't you dare say that, it's triggering me." Donghyuck said.

Jeno rolled his eyes in result. "Eun-ah! I want you to come with me after school. I want to go to the book store i told you about, there's something i need to buy." Chenle said. I nodded in agreement.

"Can i come?" Renjun said. We both nodded and smiled.

•••

"What are you going to buy from there?" I asked while taking all my stuff from my school locker. "That one rare dragon ball figurine. I need that in my collection." Chenle said while putting his hand on his chest.

"I think your dragon ball collection are awesome." Renjun said. "See what did i told you? People just don't understand how important it is to collect stuff. I personally like dragon ball and i like all of their figurines." Chenle explained.

I chuckled at his statement. "Good luck on finding that rare ones." I said while patting his shoulder. He smiled and chucked. "C'mon let's go!" He said.

We both making our way to the school gate, until something caught our attention. It was Jaemin and Soojung under the tree.

"What are they doing?" Renjun asked. "Yeah i've been wondering that too." Chenle added. I didn't say a word because i'm too broken hearted to even say a word.

He smiled. He smiled because of her. He pat her head and chuckled. He put one of his hand on her cheeks and slowly making his head closer to her. And i can see that Soojung's head is also getting closer to him.

And from that moment i realize that,

I will never be able to make him smile again like i used to.

•••

After 30 minutes of spending time inside that book store and me spending my time trying to distract myself from crying, me Chenle and Renjun finally made back home. I walk in front of them alone and when i open the main door, it's all nothing but darkness.

When i turned on the switch,

"Surprise! Happy birthday Eun!"

Then a lot of confetti being thrown from upstairs and they start to sing Happy birthday, even Chenle and Renjun. It left me shocked. My eyes widened and my heart beats fast from shock.

There's mom, dad, all the boys, even Soojung. "Make a wish sweet heart." Mom said. After i regain my senses back, i made a wish and blew out the candles. They all clapped and cheered.

"We have a surprise for you." Mom said, but i notice something different in her eyes. She doesn't look happy.

Dad opened the door and an unknown woman was standing there. The woman immediately cry and hug me. I didn't hug back because i don't recognize her.

"Oh how i miss you my little Eun." The he broke the hug and have her eyes on me. "You don't remember me, but i'm your aunt." Then she hug me again.

I widened my eyes, shocked. "Oh i missed you so much. I've been looking for you every where but i couldn't find you for 14 straight years." Then she cried even more. I feel like i want to cry too.

I immediately hug her in return. "Where are my parents?" I immediately ask.

"Listen honey, your mother died after you were born, and your prick father didn't have the strength to take care of you so he put you inside an orphanage and left just like that. I don't know where he is now." She explained. I cried even more when i hear that. So my parents didn't die in a car crash.

"But now that you're safe, i'm going to take you with me." She said. I widened my eyes once again. "B-but-"

"Eun-ah." Someone said. I turned my body and 7 of the boys are standing in front of me holding an envelope. "We made this letter for you so you'll remember us in the future." Jisung said while crying.

They gave me the letter one by one. "That's our present for you." Mark said, forcing to smile. Then out of no where they hugged me in circle and cry.

"I will never forget all of you."

After that we broke the hug and all my stuff are already inside my aunt's car. We bid goodbye for the last time and i gave Jaemin a weak but real smile for the last time.

When i open the car, a similar person is sitting next to the window. It was Sanha.

"H-how-"

"Hey um you must be surprised, your aunt was my step mom and i'm sorry for the lost contact." Sanha said. Everything about this made me shocked. With no other words, i went inside the car and i gave the mansion one last goodbye and the car finally move.

But after a couple meters away, i saw someone is running towards the car, trying to keep up.

It was Jaemin.

I want to hug him so bad, but i couldn't say a word. I have a hard time finding what to say. And after that he stop running but instead he put both of his hands on his mouth.

"I love you Eun! I will miss you!" And after that the sight of Jaemin disappeared.