Undefined (Book #1 Joshler)

CHAPTER 22: Stuff

Josh got really close.
He gently grabbed my hips, pulling me toward him and pressed his lips to mine.
He pulled away and locked eyes with me for a few seconds.
He cleared his throat and stepped back slightly.
"Uh lets go back to the room..yeah?"
He turned and started walking out of the room.
"Josh."
"Hmm? Yeah?"
"I'm still in a towel."
"Hm?"
He's gaze dropped to the towel.
"Oh right.. Uh... Get dressed I'm uh."
He looked me over again.
"I'm gonna wait outside."

I looked over at the guard with a confused look.
"What?"
"Um... Why was Josh acting so weird?"
"He was checking you out kid."
"...oh."
I blushed.
"Need clothes?"
"Yes please."
The guard grabbed some clean clothes and handed them to me.
I quickly changed and walked out into the hall.
Josh was leaning against the wall.
"Hi."
"Oh uh hi."
I smiled and bit my lip.
"What?"
"Nothing."
I grabbed his hand and dragged him to my room.
I shut the door behind me.
I grinned and walked over to Josh who now sat on the bed.

I sat down on his lap.
"What are you doing?"
"Nothing just sitting."
I felt his hands move from my hips and travel up my back.
"So." I tilted my head at him.
"Hmm?"
"Do you like checking me out?"
He blushed and looked away.
"I didn't make you uncomfortable did I?"
"A little at first but I'm okay with it."
"Okay. I didn't mean to..just.. You know.. You were... And .. Yeah."
"It's okay... Your my boyfriend right? Your allowed to do that."
"Yeah.. Your right.
"Besides.. I'd be lying if I said I never checked you out before."
"You have?"
"Mhmm." I nodded.
"I couldn't help it."
He blushed again.

"... Josh?"
"Yeah?"
"... I..um.. I want to do stuff... With you..."
"You want to do stuff with me?"
He furrowed his eyebrows.
"....yes...."
"What stuff?"
"Like.... Stuff..."
"... I'm going to need a little more then just stuff."
"Um... Like.."
I bit my lip and timidly rocked my hips up a few times.
"Oh! That kind of stuff."
"..yeah.. I want to do that stuff... With you."
"We will one day okay?"
I bit the inside of my cheek.
"What?"
"I want to do it now." I whispered.
"We could get in a lot of trouble."
"..but that's only if we get caught."
"I don't know Ty... I want to.. I really do... But I don't want to risk anything."
"Please?
He bit his lip and nervously looked around the room.
His eyes landed somewhere in the corner of the room where the wall meets the ceiling.
I followed his gaze and spotted a camera.
"They have cameras?" I whispered.
"..yeah."
"You knew about them?"
"........yeah."
"... Why didn't you tell me?"
"I don't know."
"I don't like it Josh. I don't want the camera in here. I feel uncomfortable now."
"I know baby.. I don't like it either. It's invasive."
"Can you tell them to take it out?"
"I could but I don't think they would actually do it."
I hid my face in his chest and whined.
He hugged me.

I got of his lap and went to the buzzer thing and pressed it.
Josh stared at me curiously.
A guard came in a few minutes later.
"What do you need?"
"I want the camera out."
The guard looked up at the camera then back at me.
"I can't do that."
I furrowed my eyebrows and crossed my arms.
"Then get someone who can."
"It can't come out."
"I want it out!"
He sighed.
"I'll go get Dr. James and you can talk to him about it."
I walked back over to Josh and sat next to him.
"I'm not a child I don't need to be watched every second of everyday."
"I know."
Dr. James came in then.
"What's wrong now Tyler?"
"Take the camera out."
"That can't happen."
"I don't care make it happen."
"I can't."
"Then give me a room without a camera."
"All the rooms have cameras."
I was getting angry now.
I turned away from Dr. James and shoved my face into Josh's side.
"I'm sorry if you don't like it Tyler but that's just the way things are."
I ignored him.
"Can't you just disconnect for a bit or something?"
"No. I already told you why we need them Joshua end of discussion."
"I'm pretty sure Tyler won't do that. Especially while I'm in the room with him."
"Do what?
"Nothing."
I huffed.

"Take the camera out!"
"No.
"I thought being here was supposed to be a comfortable experience?"
"It is."
"Well I'm uncomfortable with having cameras in my room and I want them out."
"They can't come out okay so suck it up. We need them in here to keep an eye on you."
"I don't need you keeping an eye on me! I'm 18 years old! I'm not a baby!"
"Well your sure acting like one right now."
I looked down at the floor.
"He's not acting like a baby. He's acting like someone who's personal privacy has been invaded. I would be acting the same way if I were him."
"Your starting to get an attitude Josh and it better stop. Your lucky I even let you come in to visit him at the times I let you don't make me have to stop."
"Are you threatening me?"
"Yes."
Josh stood up and walked over to Dr. James.
"I wouldn't if I were you."
"Are you threatening me now?"
"No I'm simply telling you not to threaten me."
I ran over and grabbed Josh as he got in Dr. James' face.
"Josh no."
"Listen to your boyfriend Josh. I'll get the guards in here right now and you won't be allowed back here ever."
Josh's jaw clenched.
"I would so knock you out right now if it wasn't for Tyler."
"Josh come on. Lets take a nap or something."
"Yeah.. Okay."