If You Only Knew {Gene X Reader} [PDH]

~~Chapter 38~~

"Z-Z-Zenix...?"

He looked me in the eye. His dark brown eyes boring into my E/C eyes.

His arms around me,pulling me into a hug. I hugged back.

"Y/N...?"

"Yeah?"

"I li- Nvm,"Zenix said sheepishly.

I looked up at him confused,but I quickly brushed it off.

My eyes widen...

"Oh shit! I have a test on Monday! I need to study!!" I panicked.

"Y/N,Shadow Knights don't study...,"Zenix said softly.

"Well I do!!" I said. I started pacing around the room. I started murmured nonsense to myself.

"Y/N,it will be okay,"Zenix said.

"I only have 2 days to study!" I said,forcing myself to stop pacing around the room.

"Won't that be enough...?" Zenix muttered.

"Gah! My test scores are terrible!!"

"My parents will kill me if they see my test results,"

"I used to be a high mark student!"

"I'm never going to graduate!"

"I'm never going to get into (University name)!"

"I won't be Valedictorian!"

I repeated over and over again out loud ignoring Zenix.

"Y/N,Calm down! Please,"Zenix begged.

I looked straight at Zenix,"I cannot fail this test!"

"Why?!"

"Because!"

"Because why?!"

I took a deep breath,"If I'm applying for (University Name) in a couple of years and they look at my test scores,and they're low. I WILL NOT BE ACCEPTED!"

"Y/N...?"

I heard Gene's voice by the doorway. I looked over in that direction.

"H-Hi!" I stammered.

"Zenix...let me speak to N/N...,"Gene said softly.

Zenix simply nodded.

Gene came over to me.

"Y/N,what's wrong...?" He whispered.

"I don't want to get a low score in my test...,"I whispered.

"Y/N,you'll do beautifully. You've even encouraged me to do my A-Levels,"He smiled.

I looked up to him,"I h-have?"

A small pink appeared on his face. I smiled gently.

"Y/N,Don't worry,Lets just enjoy the company of the others for now."

"O-Okay."

I followed him back to the living room.

I encouraged him to do his A-levels...? When did I do that? :3

"Omi! Y/N! I thought you were dead!" Rionach laughed.

I laughed along with her, a weird feeling filled me,

Is this the feeling of happiness...? C:

I sat down beside Zane and looked around the group. I seen some laughing faces,some wtf am I doing here faces but I'm still glad I have them as my friends.

I them started humming 'Why worry' by Set it off to calm my nerves.

🎶 I know you're thinking
No No No No It is easier
Said than done. But please
Let me a test. I know it's hard.
You're feeling like you're trapped but
That's how you react. When you can't
See the light. But try and see the light🎶

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