Fading, Binding, and Secrets (Book 1)

Hikaru smirked. I watched as Kaoru’s eyes drooped as he saw what was happening between us. Kaoru was in love with his brother and we all knew it, all accept Hikaru. The way Kaoru stares at his brother, the way he acts around him, like he’s trying to impress him. Even the girls that come to the host club notice. You can hear them all gossiping and talking about it from time to time. But Hikaru never seems to notice. My eyes drooped as I thought about this situation. I always thought Hikaru and Kaoru were perfect for each other, but I never thought past it sense I sort of like Hikaru.

Half of the time I wanted him to notice me, but the other half I wanted him to notice Kaoru.

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*the next day*

Every day went by, more of Kaoru crushing harder and harder on his brother. I could tell how deeply in love he was with him. it’s honestly not that hard to notice. Hell even the host club knows. Tamaki thinks it’s so cute and makes a big issue of it when they aren’t around. He goes on and on and on about how we should get Hikaru to notice. Every time we tell him no. Hikaru just has to notice it on his own. Eventually he will, right?

By now I’m sitting in math class with the twins right next to me.

“Hey Ruka!” they greet in unison as always. Hikaru has a huge smile plastered to his face, but Kaoru only has a deep blush on his as he stares at his brother like a science project. Staring deeply I notice him blushing harder.

*Kaoru’s POV*-(NOTE!!!: slight BoyxBoy! Read at your own risk!)

I stare hard at my beautiful brother. I can’t help but notice his smile. That smile that gets me aroused. Every morning I wake up to that smile. That face…that body…I sit here thinking about what it would be like for him to be on top of me…’HikaRU!’ I want to shout in his ear. I want to make him love me as much as I do him. I want him to protect me like the big brother he is…

“Kaoru! Kaoru!?” I hear my favorite voice say. I shake my head from my day dream as I bite my lip. I look up to see his big brown eyes close to mine. His lips aren’t that far either…close enough to kiss…

I recollect my thoughts, once again shaking the thoughts of him out. Trying to pay attention when he is so close…is really hard.

“Kaoru, what’s got you so focused?” he teases me with his soft voice that I love.

BRIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNG!

Sounds the bell.

“Please take a seat, everyone.” The teacher says. Though all eyes are on me and Hikaru, I bite my lip harder and just sit there. Big brother, why don’t you notice my love for you? Do you even notice me as anything more? Big brother…

*Ruka’s POV*

I watch as Hikaru cuffs Kaoru’s face in his and whisper something in his ear. Why does he tease him so much if he doesn’t love him that way? Or does he notice but pretend he doesn’t care? Or does he do it for the attention from all of the host club’s customers?? UGHH! WHY HIKARU WHY?!?

I want to shout this at him but I bite my tongue and turn to face the teacher as he states “ Please take a seat, everyone.” WTF? How is Hikaru the only one who doesn’t notice the looks his little brother gives him like EVERY DAMN DAY?! I look back at the twins and smile. Today were supposed to teach Kyoi to be a host but I don’t see that happening, since he is…only a baby. I mean he’s already going to get enough customers from just being a baby! :3

I look back once more to see Kaoru staring at his brother in a deep thought. UGHH!! AGAIN! HIKARU! WHY?!?!?!?!?

“Am I like the only one that sees how obsessed Kaoru is with his brother?!?!” I shout as I stomp into club. I know the twins aren’t here yet, because I ran past them in the hall, in a hurry to get here and throw my temper tantrum at the guys, and Haruhi.