Fading, Binding, and Secrets (Book 1)

I earned a few responses and a nod from Mori.

“Nope.”

“Not at all”

“Of course not, Ruka-chan!”

Everyone stared at me as I sat on the club’s couch in anger.

“WHY DOES HE ACT LIKE HE DOESN’T NOTICE HIS LITTLE BROTHER AT ALL!?!” I shout again before crossing my arms over my chest. Haruhi makes her way over and sits next to me. The others went back to their low chit chatting and Haruhi quietly said, “It’s not that he doesn’t act like he notices, he just likes…somebody else.” She said the last part with a smile at the corner of her mouth. Someody else? Who?

“A girl?” I ask curiously.

“Heh, yeah…” Haruhi stopped short and stared around the room awkwardly.

The door opened up as the twins came in.

“WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?!?” Tamaki blew up.

“We got held back,” Hikaru started.

“by the teacher.” Kaoru finished. For what? I wanted to question them but I just continued sitting there sulking at the unnoticed love between the two. Hikaru caught sight of my sulking and sat next to me, as Kaoru’s face began to mope and fall once again.

“What’s wrong Ruka?” he said with a reassuring smile. WHY MUST YOU BE SO HOT YET SO STUBBORN?! I want to yell, but knowing what might happen I decided not to.

“Nothing.” I replied bitterly, pulling my legs close to my chest and placing my sorrow face between them. Like he even cares! He hardly realizes his brother...so why would he notice me? I stared at him in disbelief.

Kaoru continued standing by himself all awkwardly. I looked up at Hikaru, as he was closer to me than before. Wtf? I gripped his arm tightly and pulled him close, “Can I speak to you, alone.” I said more bitterly than before.

He nodded and sat back as I let go from my death grip. I was tired of him not noticing his brother! One of these days something was going to happen and he won’t care…

As I looked over at Kaoru with soft eyes, he burst out of the room and ran for his dear life.

“KAORU! WAIT!” Hikaru ran after him. WTF?!?

*Kaoru’s POV*

THAT BITCH! HOW DARE SHE PULL MY BROTHER THAT CLOSE AND WHISPER IN
HIS EAR?! My eyes began to fill up with tears as I ran for the door. She has been seducing him ever since her sorry ass got here. I ran all the way home without stopping for air. FUCK THE CLUB! I’m just so sick and tired of her trying to take my brother form me like that! It pisses me off! He’s

MINE.

And she of all people should know this! I pushed myself all the way to our- my home. I ran all the way up the stairs and all the way into

my

room. I slammed the door and locked it.

My lungs were on fire, as well as my eyes. They felt like someone had thrown hot sauce in them. I sat on the bed and pulled my knees close to my chest. As close as I can. I sat there for a few minutes in the comfort of my own body. I finally calmed down and reached under my side of the bed, pulling out my box of personals. Inside I found my journal, I ripped it open and immediately began writing with my special pen:

                                                                                           March 21