Why Should We

47

"Wow, calm down there guys, i was just kidding, Autumn you can date them, its just a big brother act, Jake stop." Logan said trying to snap him out of it, but he just kept staring at Zach.

"Oh please, your just jealous that your little sister has a more real relationship than you." Zach said and i started getting mad.

"You bitch!" Jake yelled and lunged at Zach, but Logan grabbed him and pushed him up against the wall.

"What the fuck man, you took this way to far." Logan said yelling at Jake and I turned to Zach.

"Zach, that was so fucking unnecessary." I said.

"Im sorry, i was just pissed." He said and I grabbed his arm.

I was gonna take him into his room when Logan yelled at us.

"Yoooo, im not as insane as this idiot, but you better not fuck my sister or ill beat the shit out of you!" He yelled and I laughed.

"Yeah, like id let him." I said back and that earned a chuckle from Logan.

I closed the door and turned to Zach.

"Come on, you know better than that." I said to him and he looked sorry.

"Im sorry, i was just pissed because Jake was being way to over protective." He said and I just looked at him confused.

"So you made fun of his relationship because he was being over protective?" I asked and he had no answer, he just looked down. "Because i would like to remind you that were not actually dating," i said and was about to say something else when i noticed some drips of water on his shirt, and i realized he was crying.

I immediately ran to his side.

"Im sorry, sometimes Jake is a bitch, i just didn't think it would effect you." I said and he still just looked at the ground, like he didn't even acknowledge my presence.

"Thats not why." He said and a few more tears dropped.

"Oh, its my fault, i yelled at you not him, im so sorry." I said and he still didn't look at me.

"Thats not it." He said.

"Then what is?" I asked.

He looked at me. "Im crying because for a moment there i forgot we were fake dating, and i was really happy, then i remembered." He said and my eyes got wide. "Autumn, i dont want to fake it, i never did, but you already made your decision on Ash, so i tried to block my feelings, but then i realized that i was falling for you, and im being a wimp and crying because i fucking dont know what to feel, ive never liked someone like i like you before." He said and a few tears fell down his face.

I looked at him for a split second before hugging him.

We stayed there for 10 minutes with my head on his shoulder and him in my arms.

Before someone bursted through the door.

Jonah's POV

Autumn took Zach's hand took him into our room.

I stood outside listening.

"Come on, you know better than that." I heard Autumn say to him.

"Im sorry, i was just pissed because Jake was being way to over protective." He said back.

"So you made fun of his relationship because he was being over protective?" She asked and he didn't say anything back "Because i would like to remind you that were not actually dating," she said and my jaw dropped.

Oh my god, they haven't been dating this whole time, they've just been faking it. And I've been a fucking bitch to her this whole time, because i was jealous.

I was about to bust through the door when i heard sniffles.

"Im sorry, sometimes Jake is a bitch, i just didn't think it would effect you." She said witch means he was the one crying.

"Thats not why." He said.

"Oh, its my fault, i yelled at you not him, im so sorry." She said and I god mad, why would anyone be low enough to get mad at someone for telling them what they did was wro- oooooh i did that.

"Thats not it." He said.

"Then what is?" She asked and then there was a pause.

"Im crying because for a moment there i forgot we were fake dating, and i was really happy, then i remembered. Autumn, i dont want to fake it, i never did, but you already made your decision on Ash, so i tried to block my feelings, but then i realized that i was falling for you, and im being a wimp and crying because i fucking dont know what to feel, ive never liked someone like i like you before." He said and I realized, this whole time I've been jealous because, because, because i

------------------------------------------

Sooo, i bet a lot of you hate me for leaving it like this, and just so you hate me more im not gonna update tomorrow, your gonna have to wait two days, your welcome.

BUT EARLIER WHEN I WAS JUST CHILLIN IN BED AND FUCKING BIG ASS SPIDER CRAWLED UP MY LEG AND I SMAKED THAT SUCKER SO HARD.

What do you think he said?

And as always love all of you💚💚