I Will Love You Forever ??

9: A Dramatic and Depressing Night

She took a deep breathe, and ruffling through her hair.
" I almost got raped. " She said. Raped?  She almost got raped? 

" How do you expect me to not be freaked out by this, Lay?? You almost got raped? Are you hearing yourself?? Why ar-" She cuts me off. 
" Listen to me first, I'm not finished. " She commented. 

I didn't say anything back as I'm just speechless, and I waited.

" I just finished doing some grocery shopping for my mom, and you know I have to get past the alley right? So I walked into the alley, not sensing any danger around me. I just foolishly walked and a hand clasped my mouth and dragged me to the other side of the alley where no one can see us. He have a dark brown curly hair, his eyes are insanely beautiful blue, and out of no where, he started to rip my clothes off with that fucking dirty smile on his face. I tried to stop him, but I can't. Whenever I tried to escape, he grabs my wrists and slaps me. I kept crying out loud but no one could hear me. Until Edward came. " She takes this moment to look at him, awfully bashed up Edward. 

" He saved me. He beat the shit out of him, but the guy got beaten up the most. He kicked him and punched him so hard. But Ed still received some punches from the guy. And that's how it went and I started to call you when the guy ran away. " She started crying as her face was covered with her hands. I went to her and hugged her. 

" Shhhh, it's okay now.. I'm sorry that I snapped.. I'm sorry, Layla... " I comforted her with me soothing her back as I hugged her. 

After a while that Layla is calm now, she went to the same bed as Edward was on and laid on it for a nap. Now, it's time for me to clean his terrible beaten up face.
" Hold on, I'll be quick.. " I dipped a clean q-tip with the orange ointment, and gently rub onto those bruises, he flinches from the stinging sensations. 

" Sorry.. " I said sadly. After that, I just go get some warm water for him to quench his thirst. I fed him the warm water no matter how much he insisted that he could have drank it himself which eventually gave in to me. " How did you find her? It can't be a coincidence.. " I asked.

" Well, believe it or not. It was fortunately a coincidence. Instead of shopping, I was actually on a drive. I drove until I passed the alley, but I sensed something was wrong. So I drove back and got out of my car, and went to see what's going on. Then I found out that a girl was being sexually assaulted, but little did I know, that girl turned out to be Layla. It was heartbreaking to see her going through that. I was furious and I let it take over me. I charged against him like a bull and I didn't know it. I could've killed him if Layla didn't stop me. " He explained while groaning as his busted lip was deterring him to talk normally. He grabs the cup of water from my hand and drank a few sips. 

" But you could've gotten yourself killed, if you weren't careful. " I said slowly and quietly as I fed him the water. I hold the cup as I squeeze it tightly, imagining what would have happened to him if the rapist weren't that weak. Seeing that Edward would take such a huge risk for Layla, he proved to me that he would be capable of something much more riskier than that from now on, and that thought worries me. 

Edward was taken aback by my sudden comment as he almost choked on the water. He just held my hand and gently hold it between his warm palms. His knuckles are bruised as well, it's kind of red and dry blood is on it which I assumed it's the rapist. " Let's clean your hands.. " I said softly as I pull my hand away from him and keeping a straight face. Don't cry, Jade or I swear to god I'm going to kill you. . Edward looked at his hands and shook his head, saying that it's fine. He looked at me, and I found myself hard to look at him because of the bruises on his face. He lifted up my chin so he can meet my eyes. He wiped the tears of betrayal that came out using his thumb. 

" I'm sorry that I made you worried, you know how much I-" I cut him off. 

" Layla is here. " Shushing him as I realized that Layla's presence is still acknowledgeable. 

He just nodded and he looked back to Layla, lifting her head up and put his arms under her as a pillow, and soon Edward also falls into a deep sleep like a small puppy. 

I admire the scene I'm looking at. Layla's head was lying on Edward's arm as an arm pillow, and her arms were wrapped around his waist, as if she can't let go of him, both of their faces shows a small smile as they're asleep. If only did Layla knew Edward's feelings for her, and how I wish that both of them will be together since they looked perfect for each other. He loved her so much. 

I take this moment to go down to my living room, with my laptop in my arms to continue to watch my Vampire Diaries from where I stopped, to not disturb their peace. No one was home except for me, Layla and Edward. Dad went to work and Asher hung out with his friends from school. So I'm all alone in this big living room while the other two was in my room resting. I looked at the clock, it's already 6.55 PM.  As I positioned myself onto my couch that I can finally feel relaxed, now with the laptop that was on top of my stomach, but suddenly, I was not in the mood for it.

How am I supposed to find love in the future with me looking like this? 

I'm a fat bitch, no one will ever love me.. 

I'm such a pathetic bitch...

Maybe everything that I thought is true in the end. But maybe not. 

I have two amazing best friends, having Blake Riley as a friend now as well as T5M, having a Dad and Asher.People don't know how happy I am to have them in this fucked up world. Life is already perfect as it is, right? What more could I ask for? Right? So many damn questions that made my mind felt heavy, I unconsciously closed my eyes, letting myself drown into the darkness that surrounds me. At that point, I don't care about anything but peace, waiting to dream about something happy and forget about all the bad memories and negativity. 

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A/N 

Yes, this is a very depressing part of Jade. 

Love yourself.

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