The Sixth [Keith x Reader]

XV.

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We played Uno at first. Allura, even though it was her first time to this game, win it whereas Keith had lost totally with more than fifty cards on his hands. After we decided to played Twister, I was the one who told them where to put their hands and legs. It was really fun to see everyone tangled together. And I think I saw my brother and Allura blushed as their proximity. After the Twister, Allura and Shiro claimed to be tired and went to bed whereas Keith, Lance, Hunk, Pidge and I stayed. Hunk and Pidge ate mostly of the things that Hunk and prepared while I drank the whole bottle that I find behind an old box of food with Lance. While Keith drank a little of it.

"All right, time for truth or dare," said Pidge with a mischevious smile on her face.
"I begin," said Hunk. "Lance, what is the most embarrassing thing you've done?"
"Dare!"
"Already," I said a bit shocked. It must be really embarrasing then.
"Uh, you have to eat my cookies then."
"Okay."
"Really, Hunk," intervened Pidge. "For a dare you have to order something better," she added as she looked at me smirking before murmuring something in Lance's ear.
"So it's my turn," said Lance. "Y/N what is the color of your underwear," asked Lance that made me blushed and made Keith choke.

I have a bad feeling if I said dare. Guess I'll have to say the truth.

"So," paused Lance.
"... Black," I answered. "What? Do you want to check if they are black too," I added when Lance and Pidge looked shocked by the fact I choose truth. "My turn. Pidge, what is the most embarrasing thing you've done?"
"Dare."
"You can't play this game any longer."
"What? You can't do that!"
"Yes, I can," I said smiling. "It's your turn Keith."
"Uh, Y/N," he said unexpectedly. "Why were you with Lance yesterday night?"
"!!! Dare," I can't tell him that I had a crush on him.
"I don't know."
"Tell her to put me back in the game," said Pidge.
"All right," I answered as I drank a little.

We played a long time. Eventually, Pidge fell asleep next to Lance and Hunk. Keith and I were the only ones awake but we didn't talk.

"Why are you avoiding me," he asked as he took a sip from a water bottle.
"I'm not avoiding you."
"You are."
"Don't begin," I said as I stood up and stumbled a little my vision a bit blurry.
"Wait Y/N," he said but I didn't wait.

Keith POV

Y/N walked out. I have to talk her. I want to know if there's something going on between Lance and her. No, I don't want to know. I need to know.

So I walked toward her in the hallway.

"Y/N wait," I said as I grabbed her hand but she pulled it away immediately.
"Leave me alone, Keith."
"Why? Tell me why I should then."
"Why? Why," she repeated looking almost hurt and near the tears. "Please, leave me alone Keith."
"I won't, so tell me why you look like you will crying in anytime? Is it because of him? Did he do something to you?"
"Him?"
"Lance. I saw you two hugging last night. I understand if you live him but why are you like that then."
"I...We're not... The reason that I want to cry, the reason my heart hurts every day, is because of you," she yelled as she cried.
"What?"
"It's because of you. Because you hurt me. Because just seeing, hearing you hurt me. I can't support it anymore. It hurts so much! You made me like that."
"I don't understand..."
"Of course, you don't. You made me believe you loved me when in fact you don't. You played with me and my feelings. You tried to kiss me and then act like it never happened. And I was tge only one who couldn't get a hold of herself. Because I fell in love with you and because I know you don't want to hurt me you just played along. But it hurts! That's why, I decided to end this. That's why I don't want to see you because it hurts. Everything is your fault! And you know because now that I told you everything and that nothing could be back then, I will end it for good with this," she said.

Before I could understand every words she said to me, she grabbed my collar and kissed me. I didn't understand a single thing that has just happened. The only thing I know is that she was kissing me. The only thing I heard was my heart beating so fast that I thought I was having a heart attack. And the only thing, I could felt was her lips on mine.

Then she pulled away. But something broke inside me. I stopped listening to whatever she said afterwards, which wasn't much because I kissed her back almost immediatly. I love her. I've been holding back since that time when we were training and I thought that I would have like it if we kissed.

I could feel her, clutching her hands on my shirt while I deepened the kiss. I could feel everything and I never expected a kiss to be this good. I love her and I want her for myself. I don't want to see her hugging another guy. I can't believe I tried to tell myself that if she lived Lance then I should let him have her. I'm stupid. There is no way I'm letting her to anyone.

When I pulled away for taking my breath, I looked at her. She was red from her neck to her ears. She was cute so I kissed her back but more gently this time.

"I love-" I said before she put her hands on her mouth. Did she hate it?
"Y/N are-"
"I...think..I'm going... to threw up," she said as she ran to her room.

What?