Alpha Adam |

3. Adam

There they were, Harry, Jackson and Adam.

I look up at them with pain in my eyes and before I knew it, I see Adam in wolf form slashing Daniel's throat before he had time to escape.

The last thing I saw before passing out was Daniel's bloody head on the floor right in front of me.

I looked down at it and all the blood, it looked horrible.

If you'd ask me a few minutes ago what was the nastiest thing I've seen, I would've said watching my blood gush out of my body; but if you ask me now, my answer is watching Daniel's headless body.

It looked like it came out of a super gory movie.

Oh god, I'm gonna have nightmares about this.

Daniel is dead and soon enough so can I.

I am so not ready to die.

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I woke up to the sound of a beeping machine.

I look around and see the 2 guys, Harry and Jackson, scattered around the floor and Adam on the sofa next to my bed.

They are here with me?

Why?

I don't understand, I need to get out of here as fast as I can.

I sit on my bed and groan, I look around once again and everyone is asleep.

The pain in my stomach got worse, I look at my stomach and see blood.

The memories from before had come to me, I hit reality.

I almost died, Daniel almost killed me and these guys right here saved me.

I try to get up and then fall weakly to the ground.

"Fuck, ow"

I see everyone sit up as fast as they can.

I look to the floor and start to cry.

I'm weak, I've always been.

I couldn't defend myself from Daniel and I almost died.

I was weak yesterday, I'm weak today and I will be weak tomorrow.

I'm nothing but weak, a weak beta wolf.

"Come on, back to bed" I hear Adam say while grabbing me and putting me on the bed.

He looked up at me and smiled, he used his thumb to clean the tears from my face.

"You'll be okay," he said softly.

"What am I doing here?" I try saying, since I still have a sore throat.

"You were weak and we brought you here, your pack couldn't find you but we did so that makes you ours" He explained firmly, if course I was weak, I've always been weak.

"I'm not yours!" I growl.

"You are, we saved you" He says clearly getting angry.

The voice he had when he started talking was gone, that soft tone was long gone.

"That doesn't make me yours!" I scream.

The anger was stronger than my pain at this point.

He looks into my eyes with his eyes full of anger, his body was tense, if looks could kill I would've been dead, and screams, "Then I should've left you there to die!"

I stare at him with teary eyes and his body relaxes and his eyes soften.

I felt a jab to my chest, he regrets saving me?

It was like a bullet to the heart, all the pain I had disappeared and the pain he just gave me remained.

Why would he say that?

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it," He said kneeling down in front of me, looking at me with teary eyes. "I won't say anything like it ever again, I'm sorry".

I looked at Harry and Jackson and they had a face that was shocked.

"No, You did mean it! Get out!"I said and he got up and left the room.

"He apologized?" Jackson said in pure shock.

"Holy cow! That was wow!" Harry exclaimed. "Woah that rhymed".

"Why do you guys make a big deal about it?" I ask curiously.

"He has never apologized to anyone, never" Harry said.

"He did mean it right?" I ask the boys.

"Ashley-" Harry started.

"It's Astrid" I clarify.

"Sorry, Astrid, he didn't mean it. He was just so worked up at the fact that his mate talked to him like that. He has his soft spots, you just have to give him a chance" He explained.

"I've heard what he has done, I don't think he has a soft spot for anyone. Not even his mate" I growl.

My thoughts suddenly shifted to the day I saw him for the first time.

Muffin.

"Just give him time, I swear he will get better," Jackson said.

He's a powerful alpha, I seriously doubt he will have a soft spot, not even for me.

I need to call home as soon as possible, I'm not planning on staying here any longer.

Fuck the plan.