There's Nothing Without You ??

37. A guilt surrounding her heart

Swara nodded but she was looking tired and Sanskar can easily see that.

Sanskar: Maa, is it important for her to go?

Ap: What? Why ? You want her to be here?

Laksh (tease) : Yeah bhai, why do you want Swara to stay here?

Sanskar understand his teasing but ignore and answer.

Sanskar: Yeah, I want her to be here so that she can take rest as she couldn't sleep at night properly. She was taking care of me as I got fever. So,.

Ap: Oh yes, I should have understand it.  It's ok Swara beta. You sleep for sometime.

Swara nods no and said that she is fine but ap didn't listen anything and told her to take rest. Ap and Laksh left.

Swara could not deny more so she agreed and slept for sometime. Sanskar smiles looking at her sleeping and lost in her.

Sanskar (monologue): I don't know what are you Swara. I just can't understand you. How can be someone so selfless and caring? The more I tried to know You, the more I get surprised. I m so happy that someone like you is in my life who can handle me. You understand me Swara. Kavita did so wrong to you and I blamed you but you forgave me and Kavita and even told me to forget whatever she did. You are such a wonderful person I have ever seen in my life. I don't know what's in you that I can't control myself to think about you, to look at you. Yoou are so special Swara. I don't know why but I don't want to loose you. A person like you. A friend like you.

After couple of hours Swara got up and gets fresh n up and helped Sanskar.

10 days later,

It was ten days since Sanskar was discharged. He was fine now. His bandages, from the hand and forhead were removed. He was just having small bandage on his forhead. In all these days, Swara took great care of Sanskar. Sanskar was also more dependent on her for medicines and his things. His trust on her increased. They got more closer. The bond between them got stronger. Sanskar was getting more confused about his attraction toward Swara and on the other side, Sanskar's closeness affect Swara so much. Swara was really having tough times to control her racing heartbeat and heavier breathe.

On seventh day, Sanskar demanded to go to office but Swara strictly denied it and ap also supported Swara. Swara even told Laksh to not to bring any files and documents to get his sign even as Sanskar was trying to do office work sitting in room only. Finally it was tenth day and AP allowed Sanskar to go to office but he had to come back home early and he will not take stress. Sanskar promised to do that and AP allowed him.

Everyone were downstairs. It was morning. They were having breakfast together. DP nd Rp left to office after breakfast. Laksh also left. Sanskar was about to go but remembered about some file.

Sanskar: Oh shit, I forgot my file.

He was going to room when Swara stopped him and told him that he is not gonna find it as She had kept everything in cupboard. She will go and bring it for him to which Sanskar agreed.

Swara went to their room. She opened the cupboard and she was taking out the file when something fell from the file. Swara got confused to see it. It was looking something small wrapped with small piece of paper. She bend and lift it. She kept the file on table and remove the cover paper from that small thing only to find a memory card. She got confused to see it as why it is kept here with this file? But then she remembered this was the same file which was with Sanskar, a night before accident and his talk about the presentation that he couldn't open because it was password protected. She look at card carefully and get shocked to realized something. The very next day, Sanskar met with accident. What if it was the same memory card.

Swara (monologue): No, no.. this can't be happened. I couldn't do that. Because of me, Sanskar came to Know the truth.

A tear escaped from her eyes. She remembered how Sanskar told her about the file and she helped him. Now, she understood why the password was "Sanskar" as it was her card which was having Kavita's confession. In all these days, she was close to him but he never told her how he came to know about Kavita. But now she knew that. It was all because of her one stupidity due to which Sanskar came to know the truth. She herself open the password lock. She remembered how Sanskar's accident happened. His condition, She was about to loose him because of her stupidity. A guilt surrounded her heart thinking she was responsible for Sanskar's accident.

Sanskar was waiting for Swara but she was not coming. So, he thought to check by himself. He went to his room and sees Swara standing near cupboard taking something in her hand. She was bowing her head down. So, he couldn't understand anything. He got confused and walked to her calling her name.

Sanskar( coming close to her): Swara..

Swara saw him with tears in her eyes. Sanskar got shocked to see her crying. Heift his hand toward her to cup her face but she immediately backed out.

Sanskar (confused): Swara? What happened? Why are you crying?

Swara just looked at the memory in her hand. Sanskar also sees it and get shocked to find the memory card. He remembered how he put it in the file but he never thought that Swara will get it. He got that she must come to know everything and she must be blaming herself.

Sanskar: Swara listen..

Swara move back and point toward herself: (sign) It was me.. It was me because of whom you came to know everything. It was me, just because of me, you met with accident. You were about to die. Your life was in danger because of me. How can I do that? How can be I so foolish?

Sanskar: Swara, Swara listen to me. Don't blame yourself. You didn't do anything.

But Swara was not ready to listen anything. Her mind was roaming around the incidents. Because of her, her Love's life was in danger. She moves back whenever Sanskar tried to go close to her to make her understand.

Sanskar: Swara, understand it please.

Again Swara move back. Sanskar was having enough of it. So, he swiftly move towards her and hold her.