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Chapter Twenty-Three

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"No, nothing" Louis chuckled scooting closer to Zayn wrapping his left arm around his waist. "s'just the moonlight and you and you look so happy right now."  he admitted a slight blush on his cheeks.

"You sound like a Lana Del Rey song." he replied as he leaned into his side "But you look amazing in the pale moonlight." he sang quoting one of her songs

"I mean it though," he smiled setting his empty bowl of frozen yogurt down and pulling Zayn even closer. "you look amazing and we've had this conversation a thousand times but I want you to be mine and I want to be yours and I want us to be a family." Louis smiled bringing a hand up to cup Zayn's cheek making him smile with his tongue between his teeth.

At first Zayn shied away from his touch but as he lifted his gaze to meet Louis he not only leaned in to it but he leaned closer so that their foreheads were touching. 

Neither one of them said anything, Louis was waiting for him to reply and Zayn was running everything through his head. He was asking himself if he should give in, if he should trust Louis again and if he can be sure he won't run out on the kids as soon as something goes wrong or becomes hard.

He stared in to Louis' eyes taking deep shaky breaths, it was finally happening. This is what he'd been dreaming and hoping for- for the past four years. It felt like it happened too easily; One Direction being his new client, he and Louis finally talking to each other, Liam finding out about Louis being the boy's father, Louis finding out and now this

 Zayn nodded and Louis' breath hitched "W-what?" he asked shocked Zayn was actually saying yes.

"If I'm going to do this, if I'm going to let you fully in to my life you have to understand it's not just me and if you get tired or bored of me you can't just push the boys to the side as well. They know who you are and they know what being their dad means and if you leave...you will never see them again. I won't let you..." Zayn paused taking a breath as his voice cracked "I won't let you break them like you broke me. If you get tired of me that- it's fine but you cannot just drop them."

Louis nodded eagerly and leaned in quickly joining his lips to Zayn's in a slow, soft kiss before pulling away and resting their foreheads together again. "I won't. I promise I won't leave, you or them." he whispered grazing his lips over Zayn's again.

"Okay then, yeah, we're doing this." Zayn smiled "We're doing this."

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At about midnight Louis and Zayn were cuddled on the couch, Louis tracing patterns into the skin of Zayn's stomach while watching reruns of The Big Bang Theory

"Zayn, you awake?"

He nodded in response and scooted back so he was firmly pressed against Louis' front.

"You know when I come back on break after the South American leg of the tour, we should look for a place." He whispered his breath fanning against the back of Zayn's neck, when he didn't receive a response he added on "You know for the four of us, somewhere new, a fresh start you know?"

Zayn turned around and sat up on his elbow with a clearly shocked expression on his face as he looked at Louis. 

"Seriously? We've been together for..." Zayn drawled out looking at a watch that wasn't on his wrist "two hours and you already want to look for a house together? Moving with children isn't easy Lou."

"I know I know, moving when I was younger with my sisters was hard but we lived together before we can do it again?" 

"We dated for four years before we moved in together." Zayn replied dryly

"It would've been sooner if we had finished our A-levels at the same time." 

"I don't know Lou..."

"You don't have to answer now, I'm not back for three weeks all I'm asking is that you think about it babe." he smiled pressing a kiss to Zayn's temple.

Flopping back onto the couch, Zayn eyed Louis, his heart swelling uncontrollably at everything he'd just said and sighed "You will be the death of me Lou."

 [It's difficult to write about a date when you yourself do not date. Anyways, this is about as fluffy as I can get, was this even fluff? I dunno. 

Are you happy they are officially a couple now?! What do you think about Louis' suggestion to move in together? Is it too soon? And what do you think Zayn will decide?

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