BTS 8th Member : Song Hana : ??? [!DISCONTINUED!]

?Not A Brother Nor A Father, I'm A Man? ?Requested?

"Okay. I'll be down after, but you can start the movie without me." Y/N said to Jimin.

Then they heard a loud crash followed by a scream from downstairs. But it was obvious it was from speakers and it was really loud.

"Looks like they already started, and hooked it up to the speakers." Jimin sighed and nodded to them before heading out, closing the door in the process.

"So what did you want to talk about, oppa?" Y/N looked at Jin again.

His gaze was soft, yet firm, like the way he's holding her arm.

"Why.... Why always them..."

"Huh?"

Jin's eye's glared at hers, surprising her and slightly scaring her.

"Why do you always pick them, and not me!? You always choose them over me! I was never the first one to be picked, I'm always the last one! Jungkook or me, Jungkook. Yoongi or me, Yoongi. Namjoon or me, Namjoon– it goes on. I'm always the last straw, you never look at me first! It's always them! WHY?!"

As Jin yelled those words, the loud music from the TV downstairs covered it and the others probably didn't even hear a word, but Y/N did.

The eldest member's grip on her arm had slightly gotten firmed. He panted quietly from his outburst, still glaring at Y/N.

Y/N, on the other hand, was shocked. She didn't know what to say, she didn't know that Jin felt this..

"J-Jinnie, I..." She couldn't find any words.

"Always them, not me. Whenever they ask for you, you go there and leave me. You always leave me for the others. I know I'm being selfish, but I'm tired of it!! I'm so sick of it!" He yelled once again, the loud music from downstairs still going.

(A/N: I'M SO SICK OF THIS FAKE LOVE -fake love- FAKE LOVE -fake love- FAKE LOVE -fake love- ← Me, trying to sing both the song and fanchant- and even the instrumental.)

Y/N slightly teared up. "I-I'm sorry, J-Jinnie-oppa. I didn't know this was how you felt. I-I didn't notice.. I'm sorry if I hurt you.."

Jin's gaze softened, eyes stopping from glaring when he saw her eyes glistening. He put his hands on her shoulders, turning her to fully look at him. She looked up to him with guilt in her brown orbs.

"I just want you to know.. I don't want you to just think of me as if I'm just your big brother or father-figure. I want you to think of me as a man. I.. I think of you as a woman, Y/N, not just a female bandmate.." Jin said slowly.

Y/N focused on his gaze, still surprised. She then looked away. Jin sighed.

"Look at me." He said.

Y/N inhaled quietly and looked at him again to meet his soft gaze.

"I wanted to tell you this a long time ago.." He said, his hands on her shoulder relaxing a bit.

"W-What is it?" Y/N questioned.

"Song Y/N.." Jin looked at her seriously but gently, "I love you."

Y/N world stilled.

He... what..?

"E-Eh?"

"I love you, Y/N." Jin repeated.

Y/N face burned red as she looked down to avoid his gaze. Jin chuckled at her reaction.

Then he lifted her face up. He stared into her eyes before it drifted to her lips. He slowly leaned in and placed his lips on hers.