What if..what if..
"..Y/N? Y/N!" Zane shakes me, "Are you okay..?"
He looks into my eyes, clearly seeing what's happening.
He whispers, "Is it about Matt being at the party?"
I silently nod as I bury my head into Zane's chest, desperately needing comfort. He hushes me understandingly, and pulls me into a warm hug. His brotherly touch was all I needed to calm down.
After a few minutes I feel okay.
"I'm ready. We can go now, I'll be okay." I tell him, pulling away from the hug I needed.
"Are you sure? You don't have to go-"
"No, I want to go. I want to meet your friends and be more involved with them. You know I don't have many friends back home." I cut him off.
"Alright, if you ever feel unsafe, come find me. I'll take you home." he tells me with a warm, understanding smile. I simply nod in return as we walk to the door, Heath silently following us, knowing it's a moment to be silent for.
(TIME SKIP TO ARRIVING AT DAVID'S HOUSE)
I felt a lot better since that anxiety attack. I really never get those..it's weird. Zane is like a brother to me, so having his hug was like having a sibling that actually cared for me. My siblings back home, weren't so nice and supportive of me. None of my family really were. That's another reason I came back here, to live here. It's also why I never said goodbye to my family. They wouldn't miss me, I know that. But right now, I want to have fun. Get my mind off all this sad shit. Just have a fun night, forgetting my worries.
We went inside, and almost immediately people were screaming and drinking. Reluctantly, I grab myself a beer and silently chug it. I knew I was going to get drunk out of my mind tonight, I almost planned on it. I don't know what I'll do, but if I do something, I'm sure I'll regret it. But tonight I don't have a care in the world, right?
"Hey! Y/N, right?" I hear a voice from behind me, it's David.
"Yup, that's me. Girl with the mask." I answer with the best smile I could make.
"I didn't really get to introduce myself, I'm David, and these are all my friends. I'm sure you'll meet them all and I think they'll like you. You seem really nice and pretty cool." he says with an extended hand, the other hand holding a camera.
"Yeah," I say taking his hand, "I'll be happy to introduce myself to everyone. Drunk or not," I joke.
He laughs as I walk away to get another beer, this time slowly taking large gulps instead of chugging it. As I drink my beer, a tall guy walks up to me, his skin tan, and his hair thick. Looks like a real douche, if you ask me.
"Hey babe, I'm Todd, but you can call me Toddy." he introduces himself.
I roll my eyes and take another swig of beer, "Y/N."
"You're pretty cute."
"You're pretty not my type, I'd expect to be friend zoned, buddy," before he can talk I speak again,
"..and hey, douche, if you try anything with me when I get drunk as hell, you will not see the end of it from Zane. Got it? Good." I walk away, not wanting to be in even a foot radius of this guy.
A/N hey toddy is pretty cool he's just gonna be a douchey fuck boy in this lol sorry if u like him just so you know there won't be any more toddy in this chapter
Soon enough I'm on my fifth beer, prancing around and yelling about the party. Getting cheered on by everyone I see to chug on my sixth.
"Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug!" I hear everyone chant, even Zane. He's probably happy to see me smiling today.
"Woo-ooh!"I yell out, until someone catches my eye. They're walking towards me. Or am I walking to them? I can't tell. Soon enough everything feels numb as I feel myself falling and hitting the ground.
Black. Everything is black. I see nothing except an empty void.
But I hear voices. They're saying my name.
"Y/N? Y/N! Y/N!" over and over until a slit of light appears. I can see it now, I'm on the ground. Zane is peering over me. David has his camera, vlogging the whole thing. There's someone else..
They're blonde..is that?
"Matt..?" my first word since waking up from the blackout.
"She's awake! But..why'd she say my name?" he yells out.
I feel myself clinging to an arm, it's Matt's. Soon enough my eyes widen and I jolt my arm backwards. I stumble upwards, holding onto a chair.
"I-I'm fine. I just need to be somewhere qu-quiet." David nods and turns the camera off, leading me to a spare bedroom. I plop myself down on the bed, silently thanking David as he leaves the room. I'm not done with this party yet. Not yet. Come on it's not a party until I've drunkenly made out with someone.
Just need some time to sit.
About 20 minutes goes by and I'm able to walk, the party still raging now that I'm okay. I leave the room and scream,
"WHAT'S UP BITCHES? I'M BACK AND BETTER! HEATH! COME HERE!" I point at Heath, him obviously too drunk to say no.
I grab Heath and throw him on the couch, jumping on with him.
"WooHOOO! DRUNK MAKE OUT BITCH!" As soon as I yell this I grab Heath's face and smash his lips onto mine. He doesn't object, and I don't think of what's happening. Soon enough, I'm sitting on Heath, full on making out. I pull off soon enough and jump off the couch, leaving a flustered Heath sitting there.
"HELL YEAH-" I turn to see Matt. My face sinks. Why did I do that..? I'm too drunk, that's why. It didn't mean anything. If anything I would've rather it be Matt, but I'm drunk. I can't even predict what I'll do tonight. I need to leave before I make out with more guys I just met.
Suddenly Zane comes over, and will you just guess who's next to him, looking completely sober? If you guesses Matt, you're absolutely correct.
"You're Y/N?" he says with almost a sad look on his face.
I feel my face heating up, and not from the alcohol. I feel so warm around him, I've never felt this way with anyone. He's my biggest crush..but why does he look sad? Maybe he wanted to talk to me? And I just went and made out with Heath..I feel so stupid.
I snap out of my trance and answer, stuttering, "Y-Yes, and you're Matt.."
"Yep that's me, listen I need to take you and Zane home, you're both in no shape to go driving home, and I'm surely the only sober one here. David is fine with leaving Zane's car here, so don't worry about that. Come on," he says all this as he grabs my arm, the other hand holding Zane's arm.
"Oooh! Y/N getting contact with Maaatt!" Zane coos.
"Shh!" I hush him.
Matt leads us to his car, almost immediately, Zane passes out in the back and I sit in the front, half awake. Matt helped the drunken Zane put his seat belt on before helping me. As he helps me I use one of my hands to cup his cheek.
"I like you. You're nice..I like you a lot." I drunkenly giggle as he obviously gets flustered. Quickly, he pulls away and shuts the door to the passenger seat, while going to the other side and opening the door to the driver's seat.
Soon enough we're driving, and I drift off, thinking about Matt, and the night I just had.

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inseparable - A Matt King x Reader story
RomanceYour name is Y/N, you watch the vlog squad every day and they are the sole reason you became a vlogger. Zane, a really funny guy in the vlog squad, is your best friend. Although you live apart, him in LA and you in H/T (home town) he still facetimes...
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