You're still not my bias: Jeon Jungkook x reader

27

But who was I kidding? Hearing Park Jimin live was my lifelong dream and it was in my reach now...

I felt my inner fangirl wake up from her deep slumber that Jungkook put her under.

HOLY CRAP! PARK ME JIMIN IS GOING TO PRACTICE WITH ME! God I cannot let him hear my deadass voice right now or he'll never be able to hear again. Maybe if I have an eargasm after I hear him sing, I'd get better at singing these songs?

"You tend to go in a trance with me... or are you the same with everyone?," he chuckled and I snapped out of my internal fangirl mode.

I blushed, as an answer.

When in reality my head was screaming: Yes, you and a dozen other handsome oppas that take my breath away... and other stuff in my dreams too. Haha, no not the dreams.. maybe... hahahaha. Ahem.

"Excuse me~," he said the same way as in those vines and an involuntary laughter infected us both.

Then he sat down and patted the floor beside him, gesturing me to sit.

I plopped down in a hurry before he changed his mind and asked me to sit farther away. Then blushed when our knees grazed.

Gosh we're making knee babies!

Goddammit, woman! Mental facepalm.

"Try singing," he said while skimming through the pages. "This one," he stopped at one and handed it to me.

My heart sank when I saw it was the one I wrote.

"Um.. it isn't on the album...," I said.

"It should be. It's really really well written."

And I blushed at the unintended compliment he gave me.

"Let's try this one, and then we'll work on getting it on the album. What do you say?"

"W-what? I don't think it's that great. The others are way better. I think we should stick with the ones we're sure are on it."

But he wasn't listening as he was busy building the melody.

I watched him as he composed the tune and adjusted the song and in doing so, sang a little to make me understand the tones and notes, the upheavals and down tones.

My heart was beating so loudly to have Jimin sing my song that I was afraid he would hear it.

It didn't even matter that it was a sad song anymore. Just his angelic voice as he sang softly and my eyes closed because the world dissolved around me.

And before I knew it, the song ended but the tears started flowing. Jimin sang the song as if he was feeling everything I felt while writing it and recreated it in a beautiful melancholy that surrounded and enveloped me.

"Did I sing that bad?," he said when he saw me crying.

I quickly wiped my tears and said, "it was beautiful."

"You know, I haven't exactly felt this way before... the feelings embedded in this song... but for a singer, that shouldn't be a problem. It doesn't matter if you haven't been through the situation a song depicts. You need to have the mind, the sight and the empathy to understand what it must have felt like to have suffered that way."

And I realized he must have seen me struggle before.

But instead of embarrassment, I felt gratitude and respect for him. Park Jimin was teaching me what it was to be a singer.

When in reality he just told me what it was to be a human...

"Thank you," I said, smiling feebly at him, overcome with emotions.

"Did you write it?," he asked, turning the tables too quickly.

Recovering, I nodded.

"You're very talented. I'm impress-ed," he winked, mimicking Taehyung and I laughed out loud. Gosh, I love cheeky Jimin.

"Who did you write this for? I'm very curious," he changed tact again but this time, I was taken by surprise.

What was I supposed to say?

"Who is the Fallen Angel?," he probed.

"That would be me," Jungkook said and we both, startled, turned around to look at him, standing with his arms crossed and leaning against the door frame.

Holy crap. What was he up to now?

A/n: can you tell I'm trying to get rid of this book? XD

Anyway, sorry for the dry chapter. I promise the next would be better. This one is needed for the continuity and transition of the story.

Please forgive such a boring update.

But the next one contains the original song by y/n and is going to be... well something.

Until then, I love you ♡

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