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Struggle is a Gift

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(Y/N):Okay finally Hey Shido 

Dina:Hello excuse me (Y/N) is it?

  (Y/N): Yes thats me

Dina:May I excuse you for a while

(Y/N):umm

In his Mind:

I really want to talk to Shido but I am gentleman and plus she kinda looks like the girl who attacked me and Kurumi as you look behind her as you see Shido bump into Origami

I really want to talk to Shido but I am gentleman and plus she kinda looks like the girl who attacked me and Kurumi as you look behind her as you see Shido bump into Origami

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Okay I don't want to interrupt that  and such a lovely sight oh get a hold of yourself no dirty thoughts

(Y/N):Sure what is it?

Dina:Are you the one who ran of during the spacequake

(Y/N) In his Mind:Should I tell her no lets just lie either Kurumi or some Authority might get angry I don't know which is scarier so yeah lets use the same excuse

(Y/N):Yeah that was me I just left something very valuable in the classroom so I ran off its sentimental

Dina:liar first of one its pretty obvious you dazed off thinking of a lie and plus I saw you ran out of the building

(Y/N) In his mind:Oh great should have spent some time okay act relaxed and don't look worried or stressed

(Y/N):Oh easy its because its blocked and I sorta of had an urge to look outside

Dina:Okay

(Y/N):why are you asking?

Dina:oh nothing just curious okay bye

(Y/N):Okay

shes gotta be the attacker but why are they young and mostly female uh I thinks lets set that side off oh finally Origami left 

Okay Hey Shido

When you aproach Origami and Shido the Spacequake alarm went on AGAIN and they ran off not noticing you were their left hanging oh well shelter it is 

At the Shelter

Hey wait where's Shido did he ran off again well I can't leave I am in the shelter now sure hope Shido is okay seriously there is something strange going on

I think I need to rest my eyes


As you were resting your eyes you got another visit from Richard

Richard: Hello (Y/N) How are you

(Y/N):Wait I fell asleep oh I sure hope nobody does weird things to me while I am asleep even I don't interact much with other classmates but their clowns 

Richard: So  whats bothering you now I called you here now for some sort of interview

  (Y/N): Oh I don't know Richard maybe aside from Kurumi,the girls in metal,Dina,Shido,spacequakes,unknown phenomena and my struggles I am been really good

Richard: Just go with the flow okay lets have ourselves a chat how are you able to comprehend all this mess

  (Y/N): I don't know even I am suprised I don't know if its my will or just plain evolution cause I remember watching a show I forgot but it has 2 main characters a grandpa and his grandson and yeah as they deal with unknown calmly I think we humans can deal with absurdity and with the unknown its very complicated

 Richard: hmmm you are very interesting you really are a rare gem in this world

   (Y/N): Thanks its because  I chose who I really am I don't seek approval and praise I just really am and if other people don't like my true self then so what its their problem I wake up everyday to live my life not to make them accept me

Richard: Great thinking so lastly do you have a purpose in life?

(Y/N):A  Purpose I really don't know I am a genius but a genius can be defined in so many ways I am still on the search and you know it can be sometimes depressing seeking for what you are 

Richard: Here is  a tip don't seek for a purpose it will naturally come when you are unaware  just live your life happily your life is a miracle because I believe what you are really seeking is not a purpose but a state of being truly alive

 (Y/n):Thanks Richard 

Richard: Your Welcome (Y/N) now I believe the time is up Good Luck thanks

(Y/N):ah really stress relieving thanks Richard oh okay I am fine no pranks oh the spacequake is over oh hey Tonomachi how are you

Tonomachi:I will hold your hand sweetheart shhh your safe with me

(Y/N):Still with his "Girlfriend"

Oh well time to head home


as you went home had dinner and got ready to bed you were thinking some things 

hmm   you are really seeking is not a purpose but a state of being truly alive

when were the times I was truly alive oh yeah searching for Shido do I really feel alive and motivated or is it just pure adrenaline should I  intervene with this Conflict would I just be a stowaway or its it really none of my business was I caught up with the conflict or just really coincidence

I am so confused but I am kinda enjoying it hahahahahaha I have lost my sanity its so confirmed wait I thought I already confirmed when I lost my sanity studying for the exams oh yeah its different oh well 

Its just the beginning and maybe this will make me strong 


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