Strings Of Heart (COMPLETED)

chapter 19

I couldn't control my rage....i hate liars and cheaters ...she betrayed me just for money...

She even said ridimma is much more cunning than her...what right does she have to talk about ridimma....i questioned her upbringing....and she bursted out talking about my family....and about Mr Oberoi....

Acha bahut gussa aaraha hei janaab Ko ridimma ke baare mein burayi sunne mein
(Oh someone is getting angry on hearing ill about ridimma)

22 Oct 2016

Past fears kept crawling back....ACP Ranveer Singh Randhawa....

We received an envelope with sketches of that fateful night....the night which caused sleepless nights for me...the night which worsened prinku's anxiety disorder....the accident which caused me to depend on drugs again....

I forgot everything ...the promise i made to shivaay that i would never revert back into that dark phase of my life....

Omkara Singh oberoi...the drug addict....the broken omkara Singh oberoi...from a broken family where his father has a mistress and his mother is mending her own broken heart with alcohol....and daily humiliations from the same father ...for not stepping into business...for being an artist....for following my passion....the only solution to all my sufferings ....drugs....

The phase from which shivaay brought me back with the help of ridimma...

But i failed him...i failed them....the guilt of harming an innocent lady and causing her child to be mother less....i couldn't bear the pain....i couldn't bear the guilt....i failed....

Drugs??? I froze in my place imagining that....he was a drug addict?? He went through so much since childhood just like me....

1st nov 2016

Business business business...the word i hate....my so called father wants me to head the airline company he is gonna begin....he wants me to be a rival for shivaay...my brother...the father figure in my life....

How could he even think of that....

The accident guilt along with Mr Oberoi's humiliations calling me a disgrace to the family lead me further into drugs....

12 nov 2016

Another betrayal !!! From someone I never expected....ridimma....

5 years of relationship....knowing very well that i hate lies...she betrayed me....she joined hands with Mr Oberoi to get me into business...to make me the heir of Oberoi Industries....she broke my trust....

Jab bharosa tootha...dil tooteka...and my heart broke....

I believed her blindly....i even asked her to move in with me ....

Don't I deserve happiness in my life....?? Not even once??

He went through so much....he had been living in a hell....I didn't knew...

"Yeh omkaraji meri sivaayi sab log ko bhooli samjthi thi...sirf mujhe galat samajha..." I breathed out....
(He just thought everyone is innocent except me....for him i was the only person who was wrong)

"Don't you feel special??" I jerked back and looked at him in horror...when did he come...??

Oh god its already past lunch!!!

I quickly hid the diary behind me but he already saw it....ab kya sochega mere baare mein...

"Don't you think its inappropriate to read someone's diary without their permission" he asked with a smirk on his face...why the hell is he smirking now...

"Just....out of curiosity" i whispered

"Haven't you heard curiosity killed the cat" he asked

"Yes....i have even heard that the satisfaction brought it back to life" i said....i don't know what got into me....what kind of a counter dialogue is that....

He looked at me amused and then started laughing...

"You are something gauri..." He said in between his laughs....

That's when i remembered where he was...he was with his ex girlfriend...

"Bahut kush dikthi hei aap..." I said taunting and he stopped laughing....(u seems too excited)

"Achaa...kush tho hona chaahiye na....apni premika ke saath gumne gayi thi naa....yeh bhi bhool gayi ki ghar pe ek biwi aur bacchi bhi hei" i said through my clenched teeth....and I saw him smirking...(of course....u have to be...u were hanging out with ur girlfriend... U even forgot u have a wife and a child)

"Acha....biwi ko jalan ho raha he Kya??" He asked with a smug smile on his face...

(Seems like wifey is getting jealous)

"Mujhe koi jalan valan nahi hei...bas aadi pooch rahi thi ki dada dada Dada...." I said not looking at him....(I'm not jealous...aadi was asking for his Dada)

"Really??? But as far as I know...aadi apni dadu ke saath khel rahi thi...aur jab dadu saath mein hei tho usko kisi aur ki kayal nahi aathi" he said...(as far as I know...he was with his grandpa...and when he is with his grandpa he doesn't care about anyone else)

"Wo...wo....mein...mujhe aadi bula rahi hei...mein abhi aathi" i said and ran out of the room....(I think aadi is calling me...i will be back)

"I didn't hear anyone calling you" he shouted from inside the room....

A/n : hi guys...

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I have no idea on how to write a diary entry....the last time i wrote a diary entry was when i was in 10th ....as it was a part of English syllabus....so plss bare with it...

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