That's not how I planned it

I know what you want

What I want from Deku. I want to be near him and be able to talk with him. That was the simple answer and Bakugou knew it wasn't the complete answer. If him feeling hot, his accelerated heartbeat and the thoughts of intimacy between Midoriya and himself are any indication, than it wasn't even close to being the right answer.

Do I actually want all this fucking relationship shit? Bakugou felt like he got pushed in directions again he would have never followed on his own.

"I don't fucking know, all right!", he was angry with himself for being so confused and unable to get a clear thought. His mother was understanding. She knew her son for the longest after all.

"My tip, think about it. You will fell better afterwards", she said with a caring in her voice only a mother could produce while talking with her child. Bakugou looked her in the eyes, and even though he didn't wanted to think about it at all, he knew she was right.

"Yeah, sure. I will go to bed", he said before standing up and leaving his mother. He wasn't grazed with much sleep this night.

As always, his mother had already left when he woke up. A fact Bakugou was grateful for. He didn't wanted to hear any last minutes advises or getting some meaningful gazes, Bakugou could only guess what they could mean.

Despite being awake for nearly the whole night, he didn't came to any conclusive answers. The aura surrounding him was more depression than anger. Didn't changed the fact that people decided to stay away.

He arrived barely on time and went into class just seconds before Aizawa did. That was quite favorable for Bakugou, he still felt weird from his talk with his mother the day before and didn't wanted to interact with Midoriya.
When lunch break came around Bakugou debated whether he should sit with Midoriya or if it would be better to stay away. He didn't really had a choice, it would seem weird if he suddenly didn't talked with Midoriya at all.

There he was at a table with Midoriya, Uraraka and Iida on the one side and himself, Asui and Todoroki on the other. The fact that Asui was sitting next to him filled him with an uncomfortable fear. She would never do him any harm and even if she tried, Bakugou would overpower her. The problem was that she was the most capable one to see through him. With everything he had on his mind right now, Bakugou wasn't sure he could act like normal.

"Are you alright, Kacchan? You are so quite", apparently he couldn't and it took Midoriya only a few minutes to notice something was off.

"I'm just fucking tired", he grunted back not looking him in the eyes. As a result he looked in Asuis direction and he noticed her all knowing gaze on him. It might also be his imagination, but it sure felt like that.

Can frogface not mind her own buisness? Bakugou was feeling as if he was in a cage, Asui to his left and Midoriya across of him. Two people he couldn't quite deal with right now.

"I'm sorry that I stayed over so long yesterday", Midoriya quickly apologized. Bakugou saw him bowing lightly and clicked his tongue. He dismissed the apology with a wave of his hand.

"That's not the reason, dumbass", he added, trying to get the conversation out of this direction. With this direction being anything relative to Deku, yesterday, his home or himself.

"Did you two manage to finish everything yesterday?", Uraraka asked Midoriya.

So much for talking about something else. Shitty roundface. Bakugou still refused to look at any of them.

"Ah, yes we did. Kacchan and I worked through it quickly. Even though it took longer than I thought", Midoriya answered a bit sheepish. Bakugou didn't liked that Midoriya was always so shy and timid when he talked with Uraraka.