13 Things to do before I die

Chapter 11: Someone I can rely on

"y/n we will be going to the cafeteria, you'll come with us?"

Seokmin and Soonyoung asked, while they were now standing in front of me.

"Nah, I've brought my snack"

I answered, they nodded and the two of them went out, I took my homemade sandwich that my mom prepared for me, I was about to take a bit when I heard my classmates whispering to one another

"You know what? I heard that y/n is going to die"

I took my earphone out of my pocket as I placed it on my ear, I'm not listening to music I just want to pretend that I don't care.

"Yeah, they even said that she won't even last for another year now"

My hold on my sandwich tightened as I felt my eyes getting teary, no I shouldn't cry, I don't want to cry in front of these people who will never understand me.

"She's even getting paler and uglier everyday"

Should I really have to endure these things? Can't they just mind their own businesses?

"I can't believe that she had the guts to come to school"

They're so mean, I was about to have a bite so that I can hide my hurt feelings when someone suddenly grabbed my hand.

"Seungkwan?"

Wait, how long has he been here? Right he didn't went out with Seokmin and Soonyoung earlier.

"And I can't believe that you're talking as if all of you are perfect"

Seungkwan rolled his eyes as my other classmates just looked down.

"She never wanted to be sick, but you, it's your choice if you'll change or you'll keep that rotten attitude of yours"

And that's when he pulled me out of the classroom, he dragged me towards the back of the school building and that's when I felt my tears began to fall.

"Yah y/n, don't let their words affect you"

I just looked down as I let my tears fall, they're right, I'm going to die soon, then did I even bother to go to school?

"What's the worth of everything? I'm just going to die anyways"

I said while still not glancing at Seungkwan, but I can feel that he is staring at me and a few moments I heard a deep sigh as he sat at the grass while he leaned on the wall.

"What happened to you? Where is the y/n that I know?"