Voice Of Reason

Chapter 4

Waking up the next morning, I am on my side with Happy's arm around me pulling me closer. I feel his morning wood and decide to jump in both feet. I start to slowly grind my ass against his hard member and feel him thrust against me a little more. He slides his hand down my stomach and into my panties before slowly rubbing his fingers over my clit in slow circles, driving me crazy. I reach behind me and slowly stroke his hard cock through his boxers and realize just how big he really is. I feel his lips on my neck before I remove my hand from his cock and start to slide his boxers down with one hand. He removes his hand from my panties to lower his boxers and I slide my panties off. Keeping my back to him, he guides his hard cock to my wet entrance and enters me slowly. Giving us both a minute to adjust, me to his size and him to my tightness, I start to rock back and forth slowly before he starts thrusting in and out slowly. Picking up the pace a little bit, he starts to rasp in my ear. "Fuck little girl. You're so fucking tight. I don't know how long I'll last." he growls. I start rocking to meet his thrusts and his hand is rubbing fast circles on my clit and it causes me to fall over the edge, finding my release with stars behind my eyes as he finds his release inside me. "Holy fuck." he says. I laugh softly and ask "That a good holy fuck?" He looks at me and say "Hell yeah. I didn't realize you were that tight." He says. "I didn't realize you were that big so I guess we're even." I tell him. He smirks at me and says "Guess we are." He pulls me into his side and kisses me softly before we doze back off for a little longer before there's a banging on his door. "Church in ten brother." Tig yells. "I'm coming." he says. I start to get up and he says "Hang out at the bar and I'll take you home after church." he tells me. "Okay but I'm keeping the shirt." I tell him. "Okay." he says smirking.

After church, he takes me home and I tell him I need a shower. "You wanna help?" I ask. He smirks and follows me to the bathroom. We get into the shower and he takes me against the wall and is being gentle. "Harder Happy, please." I beg. He thrusts in and out harder and faster and I find my release with him finding his right behind me. After we get out of the shower, he asks "What happened to the little girl hiding out in her office?" I look at him and say "Oh, she's still here. But, I don't know. It's like you said, you see me." I say and it's like he gets it. We sit on the couch just talking and after a couple of hours his phone goes off. "Yeah. Be there in ten." he tells them before hanging up. "Club calls." I say. "Yeah." he says. I walk him to the door and he says "I meant what I said. You're my girl." I nod and say "Okay." before he kisses me softly and I say "Be careful." before he heads to his bike to leave.

Monday morning, I walk into the studio and to my office. Lyla follows me in and says "Okay, talk to me. What happened after we all headed to bed?" she asks. "We talked a little and then yesterday morning, we hooked up." I tell her. "Really?" she asked. "Yeah. And it was amazing. And after he had church, he took me home and we hung out there until the club called him." I tell her. "Have you heard from him this morning?" she asks. "No. Not yet but he will when he gets time." I say. "You haven't heard from him because he was with me." Ima says, walking up to the door of my office. "Whatever." I say. "Well, apparently you didn't satisfy him so he had to come to me to get taken care of by someone that knows what to do." she says. "That's enough Ima." Lyla says, shoving her out the door and closing it. "Just go." I tell Lyla. She looks at me for a minute before walking out the door. I walk to the office door and lock it. Sitting at my desk, I knew this was too good to be true. A few minutes later, Luann knocks on the door. I open it and she sees me upset. "Lyla told me what Ima said. Take the day sweetheart and get your head together." she tells me. I nod before heading home. I walk in the house and lock the door and fall to the couch sobbing.

A little later, the guys walk into the studio and Happy heads to my office and Lyla stops him. "She's not here." Lyla says. "Where is she?" he asks. "Luann sent her home. She's pretty upset." she tells him. "What happened?" he asks. "Ima told her that you were with her this morning, that since Missy didn't satisfy you that you had to come to someone that knew what to do." Lyla tells him. He immediately gets pissed. "Happy, you need to stay calm and go talk to her." she tells him. "I need to handle this bitch first." Happy says. He walks over to Ima and says "What did I tell you was going to happen if you didn't leave Missy the fuck alone?" he asks. "I didn't do anything." she says trying to act innocent. "Bull shit. You didn't tell her that I was with you this morning? Talking about how she couldn't satisfy me? You better get your shit and get out and don't show your fucking face here again. You come near my Old Lady again and I'll gut your nasty ass." he says as he is almost nose to nose with her. She runs away and gets her things and leaves like she was told. When she heads out the door Luann tells her she's fired and Jax says she's banned from the clubhouse. "You called her your Old Lady." Opie said. "Because she is." he tells Opie before walking out the door and heading to my house.

I hear a bike pull up but don't move. I don't want to see anyone and I know who it is. I hear a knock on the door but I don't answer. He knocks again and says "I know you're in there Missy. Answer the door." he says and I move to the door. Opening the door I say "Just go away please Happy. I just want you all to leave me alone." I almost beg. He pulls me to him and when I try to pull away, he doesn't let me. "I wasn't with her." he tells me. I stop fighting him and he picks me up and carries me to the couch. Sitting down, he pulls me to his lap and cups my face and makes me look at him. "I wasn't with her. I was working at the garage today. But you don't have to worry about her anymore. She's gone." he says. I look at him shocked and he says "Luann fired her and Jax banned her from the clubhouse after I laid into her. I told her if she came near my Old Lady again, I'd kill her." he says. I look at him shocked and go to stand up but he doesn't let me. "You're my Old Lady. That is if you want to be." he says. "Happy..." I start. "Do you want to be?" he asks softly. I pull away from him and stand up and this time he lets me. "Happy, you don't want me as you Old Lady. I was stupid to think I could be with you. Please just go." I say as the tears start to fall. He stands up and walks over to me. He kisses me softly and says "Just think about it okay?" he ask. I nod and he leaves. As soon as the door closes, I slide down the door and sob into my hands.

After I get myself together, I move to the couch when Lyla knocks on the door. I open the door and she pulls me into a hug and I start sobbing again. She pulls me to the couch and sits me down before sitting next to me. "Talk to me." she says. "He asked me to be his Old Lady." I tell her. "He told Ima you were, in front of the club." she says. I shake my head. "I can't be his Old Lady." I tell her. "Why not?" she asks. "Lyla, he has all these women around him all the time. They are all prettier than me, skinnier than me and more experienced than me. He should cut his losses now. Hell, I can't even give him kids." I tell her. "What are you going to do?" she asks. "I can't be with him. But his club owns half the studio so I guess I need to put in my notice and find something else." I tell her. "No, you're not." she tells me. "What else and I supposed to do? I can't be what he needs. And to have to watch all the other girls all over him? I can't handle that." I tell her. "Honey, the only one that thinks you can't be with him is you. There is nothing wrong with you." she tells me. We talk a little more before she leaves. "Just think about what I said." she says.

I'm sitting on the couch, staring at my glass of wine when my phone rings. I answer the phone, not looking to see who it is. "Hey little girl." he says. "Hey." I say softly. "Are you okay?" he asks. "I don't know." I tell him. "I think I have a solution to our problem." he says. "What's that?" I ask. "Let me take you on one date. If I can't convince you that we can work by the end of the date, I'll leave you alone and won't bother you anymore. But if I can convince you, you have to agree to get my crow and be my Old Lady." he tells me. "I don't know Happy." I say. "It's one date. Just one night." he tells me. I think about it for a minute and say "Okay." I hear him sigh on the other end of the line and he says "Thank you little girl." We say our goodbyes and I sit there wondering what the hell I'm getting myself into.