That made Lapis tear up even more. It's her only reasonable reaction to her perfect union crumbling before her overwatered eyes.
"Lapis, please don't start," Peridot interjects, "Can't this wait 'till after?"
"I know, I know, it's just..." Lapis fights to compose, "You leaving and all...I'm afraid...you might forget me."
Lapis became so troubled to the point of letting go of Peridot as she flipped over to become face to face. When she managed her way around Peridot began cleaning stray tears leaking from her lover's eyes while gently caressing her face. Lapis could only close her eyes and nuzzles her face into Peridot's careful touch.
Both of them stayed like this for awhile. Enjoying the familiar warmth they shared together from being close contact. They have fallen accustomed to the heat, practically addicted to it for a long time. Peridot kisses her girlfriend's lips tenderly until Lapis persuades her using lip magic to reel into a much more intimate kiss that went on for minutes.
Lips began to separate for air and with their mouths still near, Peridot had to make her point known, "This will be hard for me too, you know it's funny how I end up being strong for the both of us."
"A lack of sleep and a full night of worrying could do that to anybody," they shared a snort filled laugh together and as it dies down with shared remorse, Lapis shared more of her feelings, "It's a scary feeling to have knowing that this might be the last time waking up in bed with someone you love the most."
"Well maybe not this bed," Peridot winks, "I could stow you away in my dorm for a night or two."
Her saying that did reserve some hope for Lapis, it gave her a boost of glee.
"Remember junior year, our first night and all of those 'sleepovers' we've had? Then morning came, you would jump out of that window to run around to ring the doorbell so my parents would think I only came for a ride to school," Lapis mentions.
"Kinda hard to forget those cold mornings jumping from a two story window and landing on wet grass," Peridot follows back, "Even at that point we strived to make it work. Also I helped you come out to your parents last year and now I get to use the front door! They're even happy for me for getting accepted. All I'm saying is how could I forget the girl I put so much effort to be with everyday? I love you, remember."
Lapis chokes up when Peridot continues sharing exactly what she needed to hear right now. All of the sweet sounds of affirmation made her all bubbly inside.
"I love you too! I love you so damn much it hurts," Lapis locks eyes with her lover and accompanies a airtight squeeze on the little one's sides. She pulls her in for yet another kiss, because there could not be too much kissing at this point.
During their heated sloppy embrace, Lapis slides her hand under Peridot's oversized shirt to graze her thigh. Their tongues wriggling like two worms in a garden, Peridot moans in her lover's mouth from the added stimulation below.
Their lips part, Peridot protests, "mmm... maybe I should shower first, I feel a little...gross this morninnnnng," Lapis lain more kisses along the neck and jawline creating a staggered whimper.
"Really? Because I think you taste great twenty four - seven!" Lapis exclaims met with Peridot's blushing eye roll, "In fact..." Lapis says before disappearing under the covers, "why don't we have a quick reunion."

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FanfictionLapidot lemon drop! (Say that 4x fast then read it!) Mature Smut. Human AU. #5 - lapidot 05/05/2020
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