Newt x Reader - The Heart

The Inevitable

I look at Thomas as see Tears brimming his eyes as he listens to Teresa very closely.

"All you have to do is come back, and all of this will finally be over. Please, just come back to me. I know you'll do the rig-" before Teresa can finish her voice is cut off and silence swarms Thomas and I. Thomas and I look at each other as we both slightly smile, for the first time in a while, hopeful. We both turn to pick up Newt but when we turn, he's already standing which causes my breath to hitch in my throat as Thomas and I look at Newt, his back turned to us.

"Newt" Thomas and I say at the same time as we look at him, completely baffled on what were seeing. When he turns around I release a shaky breath as I see what has happened, why he can all of a sudden stand on his own.

He turned.

Newts gaze lands on me as Thomas whispers his name one last time before Newt launches himself at me.

"Y/n!" Thomas says as he pushes me to the side, causing Newt to fall to the ground. When I hit the ground my head scrapes the concrete, causing pain to flare up on the side of my face. I scream in pain as I hold the side of my face. "Run!" Thomas says before Newt gets up and launches himself as Thomas.

"Newt! Stop it!" I cry as I stand, slightly dizzy at the flow of blood running down my face. Thomas and Newt are now rolling on the floor fighting each other. As they seperate, Newt looks at me on his hands and knees but it's actually Newt this time.

"Newt!" I yell before he looked back at Thomas and says words I will never forget.

"Tommy, kill me!" Before he runs towards me, tackling me to the ground.

"Newt! Please, it's me!" I cry as I push him away from my face and Newt stops fighting with me. He looks at me, pain and horror in his eyes as he slowly reaches for my face. I flinch a little but am immediately relaxed at the feeling of his touch. Thomas come up from behind but stops as he hears Newt talk.

"I'm sorry…" Newt says before he reaches for the gun in his belt,  cocking it before pointing at his head.

"No!" I yell before pushing the gun away from Newts head, causing it to slide against the floor. This causes Newt to get mad as he continuously forces my body to the ground, my neck flaring in pain as Thomas tackles Newt off of me.

The world around me spins as my head gets worse.

I look over at Newt and Thomas and see Newt pull out his knife, and continuously slashes it towards Thomas before he straddles him, putting the knife up to his chest, penetrating a tiny bit as Thomas lets out a blood curdling scream. Thomas kicks Newt off of him before crawling up to his feet.

I shake my head as the dizziness fades slightly and my vision clears.

I see Newt coming closer and closer to Thomas with the knife slashing at each other back and forth until they meet.

"No!" I scream as the knife plunges into Thomas. I get to my knees as tears stream down my face.

It's not until they pull apart I realize that it's not Thomas who was stabbed but…

Newt.

"Tommy…" I hear Newt say before he looks at me, a small smile tugging at his lips before he falls to the ground, Thomas catches him half way and lightly places him down.

"Newt!" I scream as I crawl towards them.

Thomas looks at Newt from above as I rest my head on Newts chest, tears coming out like a waterfall onto his shirt. I look at Newt as I cradle his face, tears from both me and Thomas coating Newts body.

"No,no,no…" I say as I look for any sign of life but nothing happens.

I look at Thomas as I can feel his gaze on me. His eyes are filled with tears as he meets my tear stricken face.

I look up and see Brenda staring and Thomas and I, tears already meeting her eyes. I look at her hand and see bliss, which makes the tears fall even harder.

We were so close yet so far…

I feel Thomas grip my hand for a short moment, causing me to look at him. I see him stand as he looks between Brenda and Me before he turns around and walks off. I want to stop him but, I have no words. Im to weak.

I look back at Newt as I do the only thing my body will let me.

I scream.

I hold back the scream when I feel a pair of hands wrap around me. I look up and see Minho, his face emotionless as tears fall down his cheeks. I wrap my arms around Minho and cry into his shoulder, needing the comfort. I look and see Fry kneel down beside Newt, tears meeting his cheek.

I look at Newt as I cry into Minho's shoulder, his face and eyes motionless but I still try and come up with a logical reason that he's alive. Trying to convince myself that hes not dead, that he will come back to me, to his family. But I already know the answer to the question.

Hes gone.

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So uh, that just happened.

I feel like we were all excpecting it, even though I knew I wanted Newt to die at the end of this I still cried while writing this because it genuinely hurt me. I hope you guys arent sad, on second though i hope you are sad because that means im doing a good job at writing emotion! Anyways this chapter was one of my favs to write and I am actually really happy with how it turned out. Tell me what you gusy though of this chapter and the emotions you are feeling.

Btw that means that the next chapter is the final chapter fo this amazing journey. Im gonna save all of the mushy stuff for next chapter but I just wanted to say thank you for everyone who has stuck with me from the beginning, I will be doing a appreciation post after my last chapter pretty much tagging the people who have been here from the beginning, who always showed me their love and who sometimes voted for my story because I dont want them to go unnoticed. ❤

So until then I hope you enjoyed that chapter I will see you guys soon(I hope😅)!

Love you 3000. (Yes I am still saying that, dont hate😹)