I Won't Let Go | Markhyuck ??

Again

Mark wakes to the faint scream, the same one he had heard a little while ago. He quickly rushes to Hyucks room Taeyong there trying to calm a sleeping Hyuck but failing. Taeyong looks up at Mark with a look of desperation and sorrow. You could see how had he'd tried to help the younger.

The second the Marks skin presses against Hyucks, the boy wakes with one final shout. He begins trying to steady his breath as a tear once again escapes down his cheek. Mark pulls the younger into his chest.

Hyucks head rests on Marks chest. The tears seeping through his shirt.

Donghyuck eventually stops crying, his breath slowed down, his heart beating in sync with Marks.

The older looks down at Hyuck who is now sleeping with his face buried in Marks chest.

Taeyong looks up at Mark and realises he's got it under control so he makes his way back to his own room, ruffling Marks hair on his way out.

After having moved to a more comfortable position Mark pulls the blanket over the two of them and he eventually falls asleep again.

"aww, how cute!" Mark wakes to several members loytering in the doorway. Johnny quickly snaps a shot on his phone and smiles at his work. Mark gently shakes Hyuck awake.

The younger sits up, rubbing his eyes as he does so.

"good morning hyungs" Hyuck says a smile on his face. Inside he is a little bit embarrassed but he doesn't let that show.

"good morning Hyuck. Sleep well?" Jaehyun asks the smile broad yet sincere.

"yes, thank you. Mark helped me get to sleep after I had another nightmare." Hyuck remains calm. His expression blank. Mark smiles up at the older boys and rubs the back of his neck as he looks down at the sheets in front of him.

The older boys begin to feel awkward. They had all made their assumptions that something had happened between he two but were shot down at what hyuck said. Making them all feel bad for assuming what they had.

Taeil looks at Donghyuck who was now picking clothes out of his closet. "Hyuck... Are they back? " Taeil asks breaking the silence in the room.

All the boys knew that Hyuck was having nightmares after walking in that one night to the sort of worrying and depressing sight.

"Yeah, but it's OK, I can handle it now" Hyuck answered from digging in the depths of his closet. The older boys felt chills down their spines.

Hyuck had gotten used to these nightmares.

Yuta instantly walked up to Hyuck. Donghyuck flinched as he just managed to glimps the arms swinging at him when he came out from behind his closet door. Yuta pulled the younger into a hug, then followed by the rest of his worried hyugs, creating a mass group hug.

They all then dispersed leaving the room almost empty. Mark still sat on the bed and Taeyong stood at the door. Neither having joined the group hug.

Taeyong walked up to Hyuck when the other boys had left and gave him a tight squeeze. Hyuck could feel his forehead get damp when Taeyong pulled him closer.

Taeyong had been crying.

He pulled away from the younger and smiled at him, wiping the wet mark he had left on Hyucks head.

Hyuck felt bad for making his Hyungs worry. After this the boys day went on as normal. Mark went to get dressed in his room but not before giving Hyuck a peck on the forehead.

When at lunch, all the boys decided that they wanted to know how to help the younger when he is in his nightmare state. They decide that because Mark seems to be the only one who can do it at the moment, for the rest of the time they were home, he would try to teach/show them how they can help him.

The next two weeks were pretty calm, they did some promotion and some serious practicing. All the boys were anxious and excitedly anticipateing they day they were leaving to go on tour.

Everything was smooth sailing until two nights before they were leaving. It was Johnny's turn to figure out how to help Hyuck. Johnny was the most important one to understand how to help hyuck as he would be rooming with him whilst on tour.

Johnny sat in the corner of the room, watching as Hyuck slept peacefully. That was until Hyuck started tossing and turning. It started off quite slow but slowly got faster as he started breathing, fast and heavy. He started shouting a little wich got Marks attention, who was in the bathroom when it started.

Mark came out of the bathroom to Johnny panicking slightly. He was stood next to the boy. He looked up at Mark as if to say 'HELP ME!'. Mark quickly rushed to Johnny and explained how to hold Donghyuck and how diffternt things might help on different nights.

Johnny tried everything Mark had suggested. Hyuck was now pale yet stained pink from tears. Sweat coving his face and neck. His breathing not slowing down for one second. Mark had not seen Hyuck this bad.

Mark tried stepping in to help Hyuck. But the boy wouldn't wake. He wouldn't calm. Nothing was working. Mark really began to panic at this point.

Hyuck was now being held tightly to Marks chest. Mark wouldn't let go of the boy.

"GO GET HELP!" He yelled at Johnhy who instantly rushed out of the room. This woke some of the other boys who made thier way to where Mark was sat, his eyes fludding as Hyuck squirmed in his arms, shaking, breathing heavily, sweat covering his upper half. Mark didn't care how sweaty Hyuck was. He wasn't going to meat go of the boy he loved.

Johnny came rushing back in with a paramedic, pushing past the other boys.

The paramedic told Mark to put Hyuck up on his bed. Johnny pulled Mark away from Hyuck and held him into his chest as Mark tried to struggle free but gave up shortly when he realised that Johnny wasn't going to let go.

It took the paramedic only a few minutes to calm the younger. Giving him a ingection with a sort of medicine in it to calm the boy.

The second the paramedic stepped away, Mark rushed to the side of Hyuck. Taeyong spoke to the paramedic outside of the youngers room and thanked him for helping them while the paramedic gave Taeyong some pills for Hyuck to take.

Mark refused to leave the youngers room for the rest of the night and couldn't sleep. He just sat of the floor next to Hyucks bed.

The next morning Johnny came to wake up the boys to find Mark just sat there. His eyes stained red from tears. Johnny looked at the boy feeling sorry for him. He proceeded to try to wake Hyuck up, but Hyuck just groaned in return rolling over to face the direction of Mark and away from Johnny. Mark looked up at the beautiful drooling boy.

"you wake him, im hungry" Johnny said softly before practically storming out of the room.

Mark stood himself up and stepped over to Hyuck. He kissed Hyucks head, stiring the younger slightly.

"again" hyuck groaned softly. Mark smiled and planted another kiss on Hyucks face. "again" hyuck complained pouting, enjoying the feeling of Mark against his skin.

"get up and then I might kiss you properly." Mark grinned happy in his thoughts. Hyuck shot up at this, his hair flopping over his head.

Mark chuckled at the youngers action. "Your so rediculous" he laughed as he pecked Hyuck on the lips.

"I know, but that's what makes me so great" hyuck smirked, as Mark walked out.

The boys both got dressed and walked into the kitchen at the same time. The older boys shoot Hyuck a worried look after what had happened last night, making the younger squirm. He did not want this attention right now. He smiled at them. A genuine smile. He didn't want to think anything of last night.

Mark laced his fingers into the youngers hand as they walked to sit with the others.

The boys day continued as normal. They started packing and finished off prep for their tour performances. They were all ready to leave to go on tour tomorrow.

All except one.

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A/N

Sorry for the long dramatic chapter.

Hope you liked it. Thanks for reading.
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