I Won't Let Go | Markhyuck ??

Bus Beds

Mark heard a mumbling noise come from the area where the so called beds were. They weren't really beds. They were more like holes in the bus, big enough to fit a human comfortably, with a blanket and pillow.

Mark walked over to the source of the noise to see Hyuck lying there. Dead awake.

Hyuck hadn't slept. Not a wink. He couldn't get to sleep in this space. He felt a little claustrophobic. The only reason he stayed there was so he didn't disappoint Mark.

The older boy crouched down so he was sitting on the floor, now at the same height as Hyuck.

The younger boy quickly hid his phone before he smiled up at Mark guiltily. He had been caught.

Mark pulled the sort of face that said 'realy?' with one eyebrow raised at the younger and a smile on his lips.

"why aren't you asleep?" Mark whispered, trying not to wake the sleeping boys around them.

Hyuck pouted and turned around to avoid eye contact with the boy before being rolled back over by one of Marks hands.

"well" Mark asked raising both eyebrows to question the younger.

"I can't sleep in here. It's too uncomfortable!" Hyuck whisper-whined, still pouting.

Mark smiled before standing up and gesturing the younger to come out.

Hyuck followed Mark back out to where he was originally sat before hearing the younger.

Mark told Hyuck to rest his head on his shoulder as he pulled a blanket over the two of them.

After watching Mark write lyrics a little longer, the younger boy was now resting peacefully. Mark smiled at the boy before standing up and carrying him to one of the slightly higher up bus beds. This was so he could put Hyuck in without disturbing him, or any of the others.

Mark sat back down once again before closing his note book and staring at the black cover of the said book.

After staring for a few minuets, he put the book in his bag before walking over to where Johnny was sat, playing video games.

Johnny was one of the only other boys up. The others being Jungwoo, who was messageing Lucas, again, and Taeil who was trying to watch a movie with the distracted boy.

Mark grabbed a controller before sitting next to Johnny.

The two sat in silence for a while, engrossed by the game. That was until Johnnys character died and decided to strike up a conversation with the boy who was still playing.

"you two are cute" Johnny said, watching the younger boy shoot a few more enemies.

Mark gave Johnny a questioning hum, not sure what he intended by that comment.

"You and Hyuck. You're cute together. I think you two are perfect for each other. You weigh each other out. You are both more than comfortable around each other. And honestly I envy the two of you. Your relationship is so... perfect." Johnny said. The last word making Mark lose focus and die.

The younger boy looked up at the taller and gave him a questioning look.

Mark knew their relationship was far from perfect. The thing that had brought them closer together was the pain Hyuck was going through. And even when Mark was there he couldn't fully comfort the boy whom he loved. Mark wasn't even sure if Hyuck really loved him or if he just liked being around Mark because he was a distraction.

Johnny could practically see these thoughts swirling around Marks head by the look on his face.

Mark was looking down on his lap, his eyes became glassy. He had driven himself to this point. His own stupid mind.

Johnny poked the younger gently. "you OK?" Johnny asked, his tone gentle towards the younger.

Mark smiled up at Johnny. A real smile.

Although Marks mind was able to put him in that situation, it was also able to pull him back out. He was thinking of all of the fun things him and Hyuck did before Hyuck got ill. And how close they were even before then.

Maybe, by Hyuck getting ill it just made the two realise how much they really needed each other.

"yeah...thanks. Let's play again" Mark said, starting up the game again. Also beating Johnny for a second time.

As they reached the hotel it was 11pm. After waking the sleeping boys, they all made their way inside.

Mark made sure that Hyuck took his medicine before hugging him into a peaceful sleep.

Hyuck was quick to fall asleep in Marks arms. It always seemed to happen. Hyuck couldn't help it. Mark was a safe place. A place where he could feel comfy. A place where he could feel loved. A place where he could give love. A place where he could feel special.

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