BEEN THROUGH

Courage

"I need a rest!" Lisa said with a deep sigh.

"Yet again, we never get used to it." I commented.

They all just gave me a shoulder pop.

"I guess it's time to go to bed." I suggested.

Chae and Lisa was in their pajamas already since they got home earlier in the afternoon while Jennie and I just got home past 11.

As I plopped my body down on the mattress, my phone lit up and beep indicating that it has a new message. I picked it up immediately with the thought that it was Sangwoon unnie, but it was Junmyeon.

"Are you really ignoring me big time Kim Jisoo? Did I do something wrong? Let me know. Please! I'm begging you, let's meet before my enlistment happen. Please."

I heave a deep sigh after I read his message.

Should I meet him and let tell him that I know about the two of them?

I closed my eyes as I made my decision.

That's right. If this is what you want, let's meet once again Kim Junmyeon and never crossed each others path. I wanted to end all of this, enough with your lies and enough with my fantasies over you.

"Meet me at the Han River. Tomorrow. 9pm."

Message sent.

There's no turning back. Let's end this bullshit tomorrow.
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"Hey chu, how are doing?"

I was on the hallway inside the building when I got to see Mino oppa, we then walked together to the cafeteria since it's almost lunch time.

"I'm fine, how about you?" I rebutted.

"Guess who's having a comeback?"

"That's good good to hear."

"What are you doing here, by the way? You're just alone?" He asked when he notice that I wasn't with my members.

"Yeah. My manager called me for some solo activity meeting." I answered back.

We sat down near the windows, to have some prosperous views inside the building, we talked a lot about our members, shared some laughable moments during trainee days and so on. We are already half way of eating when he asked me suddenly the question that made me uncomfortable.

"Ahmm, by the way.." He paused for a while then cleared his throat, "—are you seeing someone recently?" He curiously asked.

I choke the food that I was eating and my eyes was full rounded in surprise. He immediately reached the glass of water and gave it to me.

"I'm so sorry, that was just so random." He apologised but he looked at me suspiciously.

"Why did you ask that all of the sudden oppa?" I asked ignorantly.

"Junmyeon." He answered.

"Ohhh." I murmured.

"Is there going on between you two?"

"No. Nothing!" I immediately answered.

He looked around the cafeteria, trying to make sure no one else will hear his sentence since it was half full of staff and new trainees.

"Junmyeon told me everything chu... You don't have to deny." He said in a whisper tone.

"Oppa, it was just a misunderstanding." I defended.

"Yah! Junmyeon wouldn't asked for my help if his not into you."

"What help?" I furrowed brows upoen hearing his sentence.

"Oh, sorry, my bad!" He said while fakery laughing.

"Wae oppa?"

"Junmyeon asked me to know your whereabouts a few months ago, so one time, I sneaked out into your manager's office and get to it. When you're planning to do a vacation in Jeju." He explained.

I heaved a sigh upon answering.

"That's why he was there."

"Chu, I don't know what's going on between the two of you but why can't you give him a chance to explain if ever he had done a mistake with you. Junmyeon is a good man." He said.

"Oppa. I just want to be at peace now and focus on my career, I don't want any distractions right now." I replied.

"Oh well. If that's what you really want. Just make sure you won't get hurt if you made your decision."

"I'll go ahead first oppa." I said when I already finished eating my meal. I immediately exited the cafeteria and take a look at my watch. I still have plenty of time before I will meet him, so I decided to went to the practise room to have an alone time.

"Junmyeon is a good man."

What Mino oppa said still echoing inside my head. There's a part of me that tells me that I need to end this, on the other hand, my thoughts is pushing me that I still want to hear his explanation.

I headed my footstep towards the music system and played the song "Stay". I positioned myself into the floor, hearing this song makes my soul calm.

A minute later, my phone lit up and beep, indicating that a message was received, I softly reached the rectangular shape object and open the icon.

I dropped my phone upon seeing the photos that was again sent to me. No need an explanation, I already saw enough proof that their together.

And in that, I made my decision. Let's make this final goodbye be happen.