*Deku pov*
Uraraka suddenly appeared infront of us. She looked oddly coy. But I guess that made alot of sense. This is the first time me and Todoroki had officially been together since the event. I guess that she still kinda blamed herself about what happened.
But then I recalled that me and Uraraka had made up. It took alot of time, but our relationship was mostly back to where it originally was. But I wasn't sure if Todoroki knew that or not. Or if he thought that we were still upset at eachother.
But the things I was mostly concerned about was how Todoroki felt about Uraraka. I'm sure he still had some pent up feelings that he couldn't express. Especially when the last time he saw her was when she said that nobody cared about me and things like that.
"Look Deku, Todoroki, I just need to say this. Especially to Todoroki. But I just need to make sure that all the previous tension between us is gone. If you want to listen to me."
I looked at Todoroki, and he looked at me.
"Alright, you can continue."
"Well it's just, I don't want to give you guys the idea that I'm against your relationship. I'm really not. It's been a long time since all the drama happened. And I've thought about everything multiple times. I wanted to make sure that everything like that is clear with you two."
"It's okay, I understand everything Uraraka."
I looked back up at Todoroki, wondering what he was going to respond.
"Look Uraraka, I guess I can understand where you cane from. Alot has happened. But I suppose that if you really have the guts to confront us, that's it's probably true. So I accept your apology."
I saw the smile grow on Uraraka's face.
"Thank you two so much for understanding."
And then, she left. It was abit quiet between me and Todoroki as we made our way over to the dorms. I was somewhat concerned but thought it was best to stay silent. Todoroki said that he would drop me off at my room and we would part ways there. But that didn't happen.
"Deku, I feel like we need to talk."
"Huh, about what?"
"Well, it might be a tad private. Can we talk in your dorm."
"I mean, I guess so..."
I was growing more concerned. I mean it was the first full day that Todoroki was back. Did something happen already, or was it about Uraraka? But I knew that it had to be important.
I sat down on my bed, and Todoroki sat next to me.
"Look, I just really want to know. Can you really trust Uraraka."
"What do you mean, of course I trust her."
"I mean can you trust her now. Really after all that's happened."
"What do you mean. Uraraka said sorry, it was like she really meant it."
"I just feel like after all she's done, and after all of her actions and the horrible consequences that happened. I'm just not sure if she completely means it. She might just be tricking us or something."
"N-no, she wouldn't do that."
"Are you sure? I mean, look at all that has happened already. I can understand if she feels sorry for her mistake. But being able to fully apologize without holding and grudges. I can understand if you can forgive her, your always try to look for the best in people. But the other way around..."
"So you're saying, you can't trust her."
"If you want me to be honest, yes."
"I know she meant what she said, she's my best friend."
"Wouldn't it make sense though, if she knows that you'll believe her because of your friendship..."
It made sense, but I didn't want it to. I wanted to trust that Todoroki could be right. But I also wanted to trust that Uraraka actually felt bad for everything.
"Well it all leads to this, who would you believe more."
"W-well, I-i..."
I paused. I wanted to believe both of them. But I knew that most likely only one of them was right.
"I don't know..."
"You don't know? After everything that's happened. Between us, between her."
"Todoroki it's not like that!"
"Like what, like Uraraka is more trustworthy than me."
"That's not what I'm trying to say!"
"Then what are you trying to say then."
"..."
I couldn't speak. I knew that in that moment Todoroki expected me to stand up for myself. I was suppose to say that I was able to trust him. He saved me life, he risked so much for me. And I couldn't even say that I trusted him.
"Here, I'll give you some time to make up your mind."
And just like that, he left. Doing what he said. Leaving me with my thoughts.

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You're The Only One (a tododeku story)
FanfictionAfter Deku got into a big fight with Uraraka he has to learn how to deal with his emotions properly.