I'm Not Crazy. | Creek

°? ~ Part Three ~ ?°

"Are you okay?" He asked.

No.

"Oh yeah!" I had to think of something quick.. "My uh.. My pet goldfish died, so I'm p-pretty upset about that."

I kept wiping away the tears that kept slipping down.

"Fishes have feelings?" The blonde asked me as she crossed her arms over her chest.

I blinked. "Yes.. My goldfish had feelings."

Only until he known the love of his life was with someone else.

All of a sudden, I was pulled into arms.

Before I could react, I felt arms around my waist.

Craig was hugging me..

I couldn't help it.

Him touching me, holding me like this.

I lost it.

I hugged him tightly and bawled my eyes out.

He tighten his arms more. "Let it out Tweek."

You have no idea..

After I made his sweater absolutely wet, I pulled away and rubbed my nose while clearing my throat. "Sorry."

"Hey no worries! I know what it's like to lose a pet. It's hard, that's for sure." Craig said in a sad tone, but yet still had a little smirk on his face.

Now I felt like absolute crap..

"I'm so sorry.."

"Don't be. Life is life. You get what you get." He told me.

"Still.."

We stared into each other's eyes.

The blonde looked at me, then back at Craig, then back at me, then back at Craig.

"Can you guys like stop eye raping each other?" She gently tugged on Craig. "Craig, let's go!" When he didn't leave with her, she just walked away and went to talk to her friends.

"You're l-leaving?"

"Yeah I forgot to tell you.. I told her I'd drive her home. I'm really sorry. Let's do that skateboarding idea another day?"

So much for that promise..

"Uh yeah s-sure! Sounds awesome." I gave him a half smile with a thumbs up.

"Awesome! I'm sorry about your goldfish. I'll cya later." He flipped me off, then pat me on the arm and ran away.

I watched him run away as more tears fell down my eyes.

When I couldn't see him anymore, I tried to catch my breath but then fell to my knees.

Breath Tweek you're having a panic attack, just stay calm and breath.

I cried quietly and continued trying to catch my breath.

I'm gonna die.

No you're not.

Stay calm and just breath.

I squeezed my eyes shut as I lean over my legs and grabbed my head while twitching hard.

Tweek, calm down.

Take slow breathes.

He doesn't want me.

Don't leave me..

I need you.

I finally relaxed after several minutes and just sat there while taking breathes.

I'm here, notice me.