You, since forever

Chapter 16

Three days had passed since she had told him that she didn't want him around. And from that day onwards, Taimoor came in the room after she slept and left before she got up or slept in study. He kept ignoring her and avoiding her. She had wanted that .Hadn't she ? She had asked for that . Then why was she missing him? Why was she feeling sad? Why ?

She missed his smart-ass replies. She missed those eyes contact they made from across the room. She missed those understanding glances they shared when Aiman appa , bossed around like a angry house wife. She missed his smiles. She missed leaning into him, while he held her shoulders in a protective manner. She missed everything. There little chats which turned into arguments, or his flirty side which she was exploring lately.

Haya wasn't aware of how Taimoor had defended her and brought justice to her until a day ago. And she would never had known it if Aiman appa hadn't confided. Now that she knew how Taimoor had pleaded her case and made her parents and everyone realize that she wasn't the guilty one. That she was the victim, how could she not respect him and love him? He had gotten her family back, no wonder that night her mother had come to inquire about her. How could she not be in love with him? He was the one who had always rescued her. Be it from the weird creep Afnan , or from the Salman , from her father's wrath, Taimoor had been the one who had gallantly rescued her. She didn't care whatever reason he had for that. Atleast her heart didn't . Her heart which was blind to everything but him!

Falling out of love is easy when you are on the stage on called 'PYAR'. Pyar ajj hai , kaal nai ho ga. (It is here today wont be there tomorrow. ) When you are in 'pyar' , it just takes one mistake, one action ,on wound to turn one's heart cold. When you are in 'pyar' moving on is easy. Moving on is an option available.

But when it comes to Mohabaat , you are ready to accept all the evil vices that are coming with the person. You are ready to pardon all those gunnahs(Sins) by labeling them as ghalti(mistakes). Forgiveness comes from within. Aur Haya ko Taimoor say Mohabat the.(And Haya was in Mohabbat with Taimoor.)

"Haya, yeh Taimoor kya keh raha hai? Woh wapis Islamabad ja raha hai Valimay k bad.(Haya what is Taimoor saying, he is going back after Valima)" Ammi asked pulling her back to the world .

What did he mean after Valimay ? It was Valima today. When was he leaving ? After as in immediately after Valima ceremony or a few days later. Her anxious heart filled with question she wanted to ask but she decided against asking them.

"Ammi, main kya keh sakti hoon. Koi kaam ho ga"(What can I say? There may be some work)" Haya replied as she busied herself braiding Ferozey's hair who had just came , rushing to her with a hairbrush and hair bands. It was better to focus her energies and thoughts on Ferozey's hair rather than look into her mother in law's eye who understood her like a mother.

"Tu beta ,tum uskay sath kyun nai ja rahi?(Then beta why aren't you going with him )" She asked. And Haya froze with shock. He was really leaving her. He had told his mother that he was going to Islamabad. And that too that Haya wasn't going. She wanted to cry. He hadn't told her. Haya felt her heart sink. He is leaving. She kept repeating that statement like a mantra in her heart which had refused to believe that he was leaving her.
She didn't have the answer to the question Ammi had just asked. Or she did? Wasn't she was the one who had asked him to leave her for good.

Realizing that her mother in law was waiting for her response, Haya lied. "App aur abbu akelay ho jain gay. Saman bhi chali gae hai.Udass ho jaen gay is baray say akelay ghar main. (You and Abbu are going to be alone. Saman is also not here. It would get melancholy in this huge house.) " Haya replied nonchalantly.

She had asked Taimoor to leave her and he did deserve it after betraying her like that . Then why in the God's name she felt as if something precious was slipping out of her hands. And she was the one to blame.

"Main aur tumharay abu ek dosray k sath hoon ge, akelay kahan hoon gay.(I and your father in law are going to be together . We wont be alone.)" Ammi replied as she gave Haya a kind smile." Ammi, baad main dekhain gay.(Ammi, we'll look into it , later) " Haya replied as she tied a band in Ferozey's hair to secure the slightly crooked French braid she had just made and Ferozey ran to the nearest mirror to get a look.