The Marionette ? Chuuya X Reader

41: Snowfall

"I am so fucking in love with you."

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* After kissing under the moonlight with millions of snowflakes falling overtop, there are no words in your mind to describe how you and Chuuya had ended up back upstairs, all noises around you two echoing and out of sync, your mind unable and not wanting to process anything but the man in your arms. Arriving at your room, the two of you practically fall through the door when you finally reach to open it, heavily breathing once inside when you push yourself away from his kisses only to close the door behind you, a gloved hand of his stopping you for a moment, tilting your chin to kiss you again.

"Are you sure? You may not be thinking right-"

"Shut up." You murmur, closing the door behind you before pulling on his tie to close the space he had created between you, both your lips moving together in a perfect dance, your hand undoing the tie as you slide the other down his chest to then unbutton his suit jacket, throwing it to the side when you're done, wrapping your arms around his neck now, entangling your hands in his soft, long hair as you only deepen the kiss further, your body missing his for too long.

Lighting dim in your room, just barely highlighting all your features and his though being just enough, hands sliding to your waist line, Chuuya begins untying your kimono layer's, the robe-like cloth sliding off your body as he gently takes your hand off him to do so, giving you gentler kisses as he does, favouring your neck while you naturally lean back to give him more room, body shivering as the layers come off, his kisses slowly becoming more aggressive. Once you're down to just your undergarments, Chuuya stops undressing you and moves back up to kiss your lips, cupping your face until you push him back ever so slightly, glancing at the gloves still on his hands and pulling them off swiftly, dropping them to the floor before placing his hands on your bare waist, his warm skin against your cool body pleasing, leaning in after to kiss him again, both your faces flushed.

If someone told you later on to re-tell that night's events, your memory would not do it justice; your senses heightened, your chest against Chuuya's, you know it will be a blur when you wake up in the morning, but for now you live in the moment where all you have is him.

Unbuttoning his shirt, this time taking the opportunity to kiss his collar bone with your hands sliding on his bare chest downwards, feeling the way the muscles under his skin ripple with every breath and slight movement in reaction to your touch, you let the shirt simply fall as you move on to his pants, pulling them off and looking up at his flustered face, blushing profusely though there is no embarrassment when your eyes meet, just lust.

Before you go any lower, Chuuya takes your wrists and pulls your hands to his shoulders so you wrap your arms around him as he places his hands under your thighs and lifts you onto your bed, dropping you so you land on your back with him on top, legs around his waist as he kisses your lips and whispers in your ear, leaning over you, hair falling over his face as his voice rings with aggressive jealousy.

"You don't have to do anything today, I want to watch you be under my control."

Barely getting out a "yes", your breathing hitched as Chuuya kisses you with tongue only to bite your bottom lip gently and beginning kissing downwards, you help the executive take off your bra; Chuuya gradually going from your breasts and in between to your stomach, your back arching as he stops at your pelvis, pulling down your underwear teasingly and following the trail of your newly uncovered bottom with kisses as he has been. Spreading your legs wider on the bed for Chuuya as he uses his hands to slowly rub along your inner thigh, kissing where his fingers graze leaving you breathless, all your nerve endings spiked in feeling, your lower core pulsating once he slows down his kissing around your outer vulva. Chuuya pausing as you grip your bed sheets, the anticipation to his motion's becoming too much, the rush a newer feeling to you, you finally speak up after a long few seconds, meeting Chuuya's smug glimmer in his eyes, your face red from embarrassment.

"Don't stop." You beg, watching as he finally goes down on you and letting out a gasp the moment you feel his tongue graze your clit, your eyes wide at the sudden mere taste of ecstasy. Nervous at first, your heart fluttering as sober thoughts of anxiety settle in as you're put through feelings you'd never felt before, you bite your lip when you feel yourself let out a soft moan; Chuuya's movements slow and gradual, his tongue French-kissing your sweet spot, your insides throbbing for more stimulation.

"I want to hear you, [f/n]. Don't worry, you're as sweet as wine." He tells you, his voice low and reassuring, hands on your thighs as he revels in your vulnerability with him, immediately going back to his strong, steady licks including a sucking pattern, every inch of you turned on by this man's care in ever touch, toes curling, your voice calling out his name in mumbles music to his ears.

Reaching your limit, Chuuya uses his fingers to add further stimulation at your g-spot, rubbing in the motion that most gets you worked up until he watches your hands clench the sheets and your whole body waiting for release. That is when he stops, getting up as you watch him with desperate eagerness, your eyes meeting his hungry blue eyes and drowning in the ocean in them.

"Chuuya..." you whisper, the red-head stopping you from getting up further by pinning you down, only letting go to take off his boxers, your eyes looking downwards to his enlarged, hardened member, shooting up to his face completely entranced by you, no fear in your heart, only need.

Pulling him into a kiss without another care, eyes fluttering closed, hands in his hair now as he moves his own to your hips, Chuuya teases you by rubbing his tip against your opening, shakily breathing against his lips as you go to wrap your legs around his waist and beg with your body instead of your words, letting out a deep sigh when he stops kissing you for a moment. In those few seconds, Chuuya enters you gently at first, you already being wet from his work before making it easier on you, moaning in his ears as he exhales.

"I love you, [f/n]."

With your permission, Chuuya begins to thrust, the pressure against your walls surprisingly pleasurable to you, the angle he's in rubbing against all the right places exciting you and making you throb, both of your sped up heartbeats synced as he speeds up, moaning you as you hold on to him. Asking him to go harder, Chuuya takes pleasure in seeing you so at mercy to his gestures, you gasping as he thrusts with more force, the sounds coming out of the both of you in whispers rolling of your tongues and in each other's ears satisfying you as you move your hips to enhance the feelings. After speeding up his thrusting as well, the hard feeling of him in you with you on him tightly making you not want it to stop, you both continue with your desiring kisses, each more yearning than the last.

"Yes..."

At one point, after a most aggressive thrust and perfect pressure on you g-spot, a spasm of euphoria shoots through your body as all the pent up tension is finally released, finishing against the body of the only person that's ever made you feel loved. It isn't long until Chuuya pulls out so to not cum inside you, the executive's pale face tinted pink, his body hot and shining with very light sweat as he now only holds you, your face hurried in his chest, your legs left without feeling.

If anyone told me to re-tell them what happened tonight, I wouldn't be able to do it justice; with my body against his and his arms around me as I listen to his heart beat...

Maybe it's the alcohol still in me or maybe it's the relief I've never felt before, but nothing feels real.

All the pain and the pleasure becoming one...

It's all a blur.

I can only feel him.

I only want to feel him.

I don't want to lose him.

Is this love?