Unrealistic future「Mikasa x reader」?

1.

A picture that faded in front of my eyes. The more I tried to recognize what it was, it got more and more fuzzy. Things that were never spoken out of my mouth, wouldn't leave my mind at the moment. My lips formed a attend to think detailed about it.

"Oh right.. you should have been since 10 minutes with Mikasa." Ymir layed a finger on her lips. Her index finger played a bit with her bottom lip. I grimaced my face, in a very bad way describing it-well at least in the nicest version. There was no way I could describe how my bad mood rosed. It got many steps up in my stairwell, something I didn't wanted to go with today.

"And you're telling me this now?" I questioned irritated. Asking her it while raising one of my eyebrows. I clenched my fists looking at her. She then eyed her eyes with mine. After doing it she just shrugged what caused my mood to go through the ceiling.

She just shrugged the fact off, that I should have already been with Mikasa, attending to what she called me for. My body talked another different language than my mind did. Historia just gave me at the moment a emphasizing smile. She wanted to say something but bit on her lip. She shrugged then slightly smiling. What caused me to crack into a small smile too.

My smile faded in seconds, "and you decided telling me this important matter now?!" I panicked at the situation instead of being some brave heroine that finds a good solution for the problem. So I just decided in seconds I would be that panicking damsel in distress. "I'll have to go, fix what you didn't tell me at all first!" I exclaimed while I was 'running' that could it be called. What I knew from myself this was never my best strength.

Out of a different perspectives it would be possible not to find the difference between a panicking animal and myself. How irrational has it to be? It was more as if I was catching after my goal not to get any further late.

"I don't care and you know that!" Ymir called after me. I didn't turned around, I continued getting into my way. Her tone had something sassy in it. I rolled my eyes at it, I was feeling as if this was a bad reality show or something like this. But after a second thought I decided to make a turn for seconds, I let my eyes delight her facial expression. On the bright sight I turned forwards again with a big bright smirk. "It's not my problem." she added, which was totally true.

Though I knew Ymir didn't had that much of something on herself that she would catch up a bullet for anyone, she is still a good hearted human. Even if it was like that she had her special personality too.

I faced forwards, the set was lively. Something I loved about working on projects like these. Even if it was sometimes only for a couple of months. I smiled as I approached Armin, he was invited today to the set. My heart got a bit more warm as I saw him, I just felt save in the present of my childhood friends.

Armin Alert was one of my childhood friends. I am really close to him besides Mikasa, Eren is sometimes like a buz in the butt.

A male with the personality of a sweet honey pie that is into books. He is very smart, most times got the highest grades out of class while I hot apartly in 2 subjects from him some private tutoring. A true nice guy, I loved him as one of my best friends.

At all even Eren, also if it's sometimes strange around him if we're with Mikasa it's most times pretty nice. I'd loved it back then where it wasn't starting to feel awkward for me.

I acted fast in that moment, I waved at him smiling. I spoke up, "hey Armin is it ok if we'll talk later on?" I questioned in a nervous tone while standing there in a way that looked crooked. I rubbed nervously the back of my head. I cracked a smile that I knew about; we would laugh about later on in the future.

He turned his attention towards me. Locking his pair of blue eyes into my (e/c) ones. He looked me deep intensely into them. Both of us were for a couple of nanoseconds busy with looking at each other. Until he broke it, "Oh. Yeah of course I just was by Mikasa." he told me, I got nervous at the mention of her name. Sweat started building on my forehead, my skin got warm.

One thought runned like a lightning through my mind. 'What if Mikasa is getting mad at me?' I thought.

That gave me the absolute rest. My smile dropped and Armin immediately noticed what was up with myself. He was one of the people who knew me better than I knew myself, what was in fact in second thought somewhere hilarious. He smiled at me warm and mouthed a 'go' I smiled at him in a thankful way. While I turned my back to him I continued getting my way towards Mikasa. Deep in myself I hoped and if it was just so small.. that she wasn't mad at me. My punctuality was usually on point. With desperate positive thoughts on a thread is prayed it'd be okay this one time.

I exhaled exhausted as I finally was able to get into the near of Mikasa. Small sweat drops of my fire heat. It felt hot and I bent down while I supported myself with my hands on my thighs. I inhaled and exhaled one last time before I went straight point to Mikasa. Waiting in mind for the worst lecture of her, I'd looked into her grey at the moment steel eyes. They looked chilled just for the moment, but still.

As I faced her she looked me into the eyes. Goosebumps went all over my skin, the bad feeling of it got me crazy inside.

"Y/n where were you?" Mikasa demanded. I bit on my lip, I knew I had to answer, but I didn't exactly wanted to. "I had some problems with the communication.." I muttered the last parts in some kind of annoyance. It wasn't meant to be towards her, still wasn't it a good reason why. The raven didn't let her pair of eyes off me, "I was worried about you." She answered in a mother tone. A tone of her voice I was already since a long time used to.

My (e/c) eyes widened in shock I stared from her at the ground. 'Did she just?' I thought still shocked of the previous situation. I raised my head up from the ground. I didn't know how to express anything at the moment.

"Mikasa!" I cried, still shocked, but suprised. I had no words for it, "you should be angry at me!" I exclaimed disbelieving. She looked at me with a questioning expression. While my emotions were playing dumb pranks with me. "I just came late you can't be that chilled normally I would have probably lost my job if you weren't my boss!" I squeaked.

"Someone else would have fired me if I was this late-" I spoke fast what stopped as Mikasa cutted me of with putting her index finger on my lips. "Exactly." she only retorted at my words.

I felt uncomfortable, was that all meaningless for her? Or why did I expected anything at the very moment she is straight and in love with Eren. "Let's talk this out with a coffee." she suggested. I didn't understood anything.

"Eh?"