Illusion [bill cipher x reader]

Chapter 15

"Hmmmmn, boring." He said.

"Can I go there?" Stars filled my eyes.

"No," He replied.

"But I'll bring it to you." It send shivers down my spine when he said it.

The door closed itself and a door opened automatically, making me go there.

I went out my room. I went to the living room where Bill is. He was sitting in the sofa. This is where I realized that his triangular eye patch was open, revealing his other eye. It was tinted yellow and seems like he's seeing something that I can't see. The mindscape, maybe?

"Hey, Bill," He suddenly closed his eye patch. He stopped when he looked at me.

"Uhm, can you do me a favor? Can you blow the candle inside the jack-o'-melon when it's 08:30? Thank you." But he's still staring at me.

"Bill?" Snapping my finger in front of him.

"Uhm, sure, whatever you say, Sunflower." I chuckled and left the cabin.

Bill shook his head and sighed. He held his head for a seconds and grinned.

"Don't be distracted, you know exactly why you want her. She's the information you need for the journals." He reminded himself.

"All I need is to feed her never ending flattery, sugar talk, and compliments and she will gave in. It's really funny how naive and gullible she is." He laughed softly.

The door closed as my heart sank, knowing I was right all along. It was all an illusion. He was trying to make me fall from the little white lies he gave me. I was starting to believe that he was changing but I was wrong. I was part of his stupid games as he had tricks on his sleeves.

"I was going to tell you that..." I turned around and it was him. He's looking down, not wanting to face me.

"But I don't know how to say it." He said softly.

"I come up with this idea, showing you that memory instead." Our eyes met for a second but he broke off.

"What are you pulling this time, Cipher? What kind of manipulation are you putting me in? I already knew and I was right that you need me for your selfish desires. It's power, isn't it? He's right, you can't be trusted." I said bitterly.

"Thank you for making me realize on how stupid and pathetic I am. Good job for that." I said sarcastically. As I felt the hot tears on my cheeks.

"I wish I never met you. I wish I didn't accept your offer. I wish you didn't save me from those monstrous gnomes if I only knew where it leads to." I said it with thorns.

"But I didn't. Sure, it's true. I'm the bad one. I thirst for power but will you ever realize that you keep me sane? I want you to know the truth. I want you to know that I was wrong. I regret all of it from thinking I could deceive you. It was one of my stupid decisions. I admit, I'm a liar, silver-tongued, but I'm brutally honest with you. I meant everything I said. It's all real... It's not an illusion to me. I hate to admit that you make me weak and strong at the time, isn't that crazy? Because I'm falling for you! Who's the pathetic one, right now? For sure I am! I'm so sorry. I know you hate me right now. You can back off our deal if you want..."

"No... Just... Please give me some space to think about it." He went near me and reached his black handkerchief. Even though I want to refuse it so bad, I still accepted it and used it to wipe my tears off 

"If that's what you want." He snapped his finger and everything's fading. I opened my eyes and I was in my room. It's already morning. I stood up and there's a sunflower on the nightstand with a note attached to it.

I'm sorry my sunflower.
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"Sooo who's that boy you're talking to?" Mabel smiled widely.

"What?"

"The boy you talked last night! The blonde one!" Mabel exclaimed as Y/n choked on the air.

"Uhm- Uh- It's... Uh... William."

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.REH NIW OT TSUJ GNIHTYNA OD LLIW EH

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Dear Journal,

Hope I'll never lose her.

-Bill Cipher

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It's really funny on how every chapter I wrote was all on the spot and I'm absolutely nailing it. To be honest, I don't have any timeline to this story, if I do have it, it's all like this. How they meet -> Bill is interested to Y/n -> ??? -> ??? -> ??? -> Ending. I'm wheezing! That's the reason why sometimes it takes weeks for me to update but I'm really determined for finishing this story since writing and fangirling Gravity Falls are my hobbies. Thank you so much for reading this, it means a lot to me. Stay safe and all the love (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡