Unrealistic future「Mikasa x reader」?

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I let a small smile slide of my lips, "so you wanted my company while we have our lunch break?" I asked still smiling, analyzing the girl. There was a well known expection that she would start reacting in a certain way. "And you wanted me to accompany you~" I mocked her emphasized the me in the sentence.

She seemed to ignore the comment what sensed bad to me. Well I knew she mostly ignored my stupid comments just at the fact she decided to stuck with me after all the things we went through told me it everytime.

However this, wasn't the normal way she ignored those comments. There wasn't this facial expression not the usual look in her eyes. Nothing seemed to show me what was up with her, but there was one thing that I knew; Mikasa bothers something, extremely obvious. "Hey Mikasa, what's wrong?" I questioned in concern. I was observing her face changing slowly from a something most called normal into something greatly concerning. She didn't even seemed to give the slightest attention at the moment towards the question.

"Mikasa?" I repeated calling her name questioning, "honestly what's wrong?" at the second time questioning this she seemed to take some attention towards it. I had the best reasons now to have some concern about what was bothering her mind. "It's nothing I'm just thinking about something.." she answered me, trailing off.

And there was it again, this look on her face, something about it was special. I frowned, "Eren~?" I teased her while smirking brightly. She started blushing in deep crimson tones trying to hide her embaressment meanwhile.

I had to laugh at her behavior about Eren, it was in some kind of way amusing. Something always got me happy when she was showing a bit more of her emotions. She looked in my personal opinion beautifule while doing it.

"You were thinking about him, weren't ya?" I smirked. After seconds she gave in and nodded, I laughed in triumph. I took a sip of my coffee looking down at it it made me realize in what a situation we actually were. I had put the cup down after it I started playing a bit with my hair out of boredom.

"..I was thinking about the trouble he caused lately." she admitted. I wasn't suprised at that sentence, it hurted somewhere yes. I was still used to this all, the pain, the talks about Eren and so on. At some point it might never change, I didn't cared about that at all. I layed my eyes on Mikasa leaning my head on my palms. I yawned big my eyelashes started to feel heavy.

Her eyes shot up, "you met Armin earlier, right?" she asked. At this question I felt total awake as if there was a gunshot. I looked up to her eyes removing from the pose I had which was the reason I'd had to look up to her. At first I had nothing in mind when it came to this.. later it got me.

"Oh yeah, that was nice!" I exclaimed cheerish. Sounding so dreamy that was almost ridiculously funny in a way. In fact I would have loved to talk longer to Armin, he was such a cute friend. The advantage at it was I got to get a lunch break with Mikasa now. Even if it sounded strange to others our friendship was something differnt what also affected our work.

It was something that came out in the end as good through or friendship we could understand each other even better, sometimes it was even for me out of my sight very unconfortable when Mikasa noticed the state I was in when it came to feeling heart broken.

The only reason for it was that it was one sided love, not recommending or healthy, but I couldn't just ignore her to get some feelings away. She is my best friend and on the opposite telling it her would be the worst idea ever. I knew it would change something it always changes things if that happens.

"Why do you ask?" I asked her while blinking with my eyes. My pupils were getting bigger, I was kind of asking myself what she was exactly doing. To describe it more preciously, I was very interested at what she wanted from me.

"I was asking if you were speaking with him about something certain." Mikasa said. It got me by surprise in that moment. The second time on this day, in this lunch break. I had sorta confused thoughts. It didn't even sounded like a question.

"Oh someone's kinda interested~?" I asked with a slight playfulness tone I'd liked that sound somehow. Just as I thought about answering in some way  she gave me a moody look. Which could tell something like 'are you serious..'

While she did that I'd made my mind up for the answer to the not so clearly question she asked me. "For real now—I couldn't properly talk to him." I answered honest. It was the sad blank truth I was talking about.

Something popped into my mind like some pop up store out of the nowhere nor ads on websites from the browsers. The thought I had didn't let go of me. My eyes shot up at it, I had put my index finger on my bottom lip. While slightly playing with it the thought I had at which I reacted how the sound of a gunshot would affect me was crazy.

As if a sudden realization hit me, a light bulb glowed up over my head in that moment. "So~" I smiled bright, "where not gonna talk about the fact you still didn't asked Eren on a date?" I questioned her with a reproachful look on my face.

"No I didn't." She replied short. I had to think creepily in that moment at some short and also short tempered fictional characters. "Uhuh.." I hummed bored, "ask him out already!" I snickered softly. Mikasa made again one of those motherly moments where she was looking at me as if she was looking down in dissapointed with me.

"It's complicated enough with his behaviors of getting in trouble sometimes.." she muttered in a tone I heard fealy rare at that rate. I learned my head on the palms of my left/right hand again. I yawned, "so you'll need someone to practice with?" I asked.

I saw how she clearly hesitated before answering. She seemed to be in thoughts. I took her small reaction as a yes. I smiled evil, "so this would be a date I'd put my lesbian ass on?" I had a devilish tone in my smirk.

As I saw her face I decided to add a fast, "just kidding! don't get your pants wet. I won't do anything with that lesbian me on you." In mind I just added you being as straight as a circle. I also added I wouldn't do anything as long as you wouldn't want me too..

I was may a total disaster of a person, but I wasn't in any way someone who could ever thinking about doing something against the will of others and the self will.

"So we have a deal?" I asked slyly. What interested me mist right now was the fact if she would accept the offer. Apartly I just wanted to do something with her like in the old times...and—on the other side my side that was thinking more about the crush on Mikasa was seeing it as a opportunity to be alone with Mikasa once again.

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"Deal."