Hope For The Better

"Beach Day"

"Trust me I know I had to raise His Slow self" she laughed

"How is everything you okay You anything , any advice about something, How is counseling going Im sorry I just wanna make sure your Okay babygirl".

"Im im okay actually things Are a lot better than a couple Months ago and im grateful, I do Have a question its about sex if its Not too awkward For you, Counseling is Better I talk to her about my past more And It makes me feel Better

"Thats Good Im proud of you, And No Beautiful Its normal Ask away"

"Thank you, I just wanna Know If I should Like return the favor after Getting Pleased or no I dont Know Im sorry I know Its weir-"

"Its fine love, Its Not A requirement A men Is Usually Satisfied With just Pleaee his Woman Sex Is More than enough to some, If you feel Like Returning The pleasure than okay but If not He Nots Gonna Die" She said laughed

"Okay thanks" I hugged Her Because I really wanna Please Kelly I just Dont Know How to Give Head and Im Scared Ill do Something Wrong

"Np, well Im gonna Let you finish cooking I have to take this big head child of mine to his coach house They're going out town for an aau meet im just suck in tired my money getting spent on this boy"

"Kids Are really expensive but thank you for stopping by ma I really appreciated your company"

"No doubt , see you hun... Demetrius Lets Go Before your late cause ian paying no 10 late fee ill be damned,Kelly take care of my babies hea me"

"Yes ma'am" they both spoke He got up and Hugged her And then Left

"Smell good in hea My food Almost done Woman" he asked Walking into the kitchen

"Yes Im waiting for you to assist me With the Plates" I smiled As he kissed me

*

"What Kelly Why do you keep staring at me like that" I asked Shy under his stare

We were Watching Tv Eating atleast I was until I felt His Stare

"Shit Feel Unreal" He spoke in a Low tone pulling me closer

" What feels Unreal" I asked Softly sitting my plate down to give me Undivided Attention

"This... Us being together do you know How Long Ive Wanted this shit to happen And Now that It Hea Ion want it to Go away I love you girl I love yoo ass Too much Shit Be Having my Chest hurting No lie"

"I- Kelly I dont Know what to say I live you so deeply I wouldnt Be here With out you I appreciate you so much Babyboy Im sorry you chest hurts From loving me J really am But I Hope This Feeling I have for you stays With me For a very long time" He caressed his Face and He Placed his Hands Over mine

"Commere dont Cry" He Pulled me On top and Held me

*
"You ready we Gotta two hour drive Im tryna Get there By time the sun set"

"Yeah can you tie this for me" I asked holding My Top up

"Damn yoo titties Look good" he smirked tying it For me Bouncing them

"Stop kelly Before my scraps Pop" I laughed covering them

"Nobody Told yoo ass to wear This Shit" He said picking me Up I was debating wearing This Because my stomach was out but I thought i looked cute in it I think Tomorrow Im gonna Go Get my Nipples Pierced

"Okay come On Im ready now" I giggled

*
I fell alseep Soon as we Got in the car

"Baby wakeup Im Boutta Get some to Eat Whatchu want" He asked

"Doesnt matter" I said Falling back Asleep I am So tiredd I dont know why

"We got Bout 7 minutes til the beach"

"Okay" I said Dozing off once Again

*

"This is Sooo beautiful" I smiled Wiping me Eyes I havent been To the beach in years This made me So Happy

"It really Is Just like you" He

"Thank you kelly.. Ouuu look the water clearrr lets go Swimm and The sun Is Setting

"You still remember how to swim Girl"
he asked laughing as I pulled him

"Shutup Yess I remember" I said laughing

He picked me Up the futher we went due to me Not being as Tall as Him the man is 6"7 And Im 5"6 Heck nahhh

"I can Feel and See the fishh" I giggled As They passed my feet

"Shit feel Weird as hell donna"he laughed and I nodded Then Placed my Head On his Chest

"Lets get out this Bitch Before We Get Ate"

"You so Scary" I laughed As he carried me back To shore

"Shutup"

We went to sit on the Towel

"Im proud Of you" He Whispered in my ear Kissing my neck

"I havent Done Anything to Be Proud Of "

"You have though, you could've Killed yoo self but you didnt you pushed through allat shit and Became a better Person lay"

"I still think about just not as much" I mumbled

"Shit I do Too But I wake Up every morning smiling because I got you And chloe In my life Giving me some to live for You should Too"

"I do And Thats Why I havent You make me Happy Kelly"

"You make Me Happy Too Babygirl you My balance in life"

We got quiet for a min and just watched the Sky turn Dark in the Moonlight Reflecting

"I love you beautiful"

"I love you too boogiebear"

*

"Apologize" He smacked my Ass As He Fucked me doggy style in  the back of the car

"Im sorry Daddy" I moaned quietly grabbing his Wrist

"For what lay"

I couldn't speak

"For what Lay, Speak or ima Go harder"

"I- im sorry for calling you boogie" I said meekly

"Goodgirl" He smirked going slower Giving me Time to Adjust

We going at it for a whileee I was Tired Asf And needed a shower

"Im boutta Get us A rooom Ight"

"Okayy"

After getting a room we ordered more food and I Fell asleep I was Soreee