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"Grace"

“Cas!” Dean exclaimed, suddenly sprinting forward and pulling the angel into his arms as his grace seeped out of his neck and into a little glass bottle. Then suddenly his neck was healed with some of his grace and Cas was left standing in Dean’s arms, not needing them to hold him up any longer. 

“Here,” Castiel whispered, handing the bottle to Dean that was glowing with his face. “This is what you need to live again,” 

“But Cas I-” 

“No, you deserve a happy life Dean Winchester and if that means I have to be human and fall to earth then so be it,” 

Suddenly Dean could feel his soul leaving his body as Castiel's grace surrounded him as if he had given the grace permission to heal him. 

Then suddenly Dean was in the bunker, Jack standing beside him alongside Cas. He thought about the memories that had come back the minute Castiel had touched his forehead. The memories of him and Castiel in nasty fights. 

All of which ended with Castiel exclaiming some form of, “I did all of it for you… I’m in love with you,” Everytime he would gasp and instantly put Dean to sleep with two fingers to his forehead, also erasing the memory. 

Castiel had been in love with him this entire time. 

The hunter's mind was spinning as he didn’t know what to think. Castiel had told him that he loved him… His best friend, and angel. Well not anymore. And it turns out that he had known that he had loved him much longer than he thought. 

Dean felt like a total dick… He also felt heartless for not seeing it sooner. 

“Cas I-” Though right as he turned toward the angel he heard a gasp from behind him. 

He turned around and saw Sam standing there, Miracle by his leg. Sam looked like shit wearing Dean’s sweatshirt with tear stains down his cheeks. 

A day had already passed since Dean had left… Dean figured that out almost immediately. 

“Sammy…” Dean whispered his voice cracking as suddenly he was sprinting into his brother's arms holding onto him tightly. 

He thought that this was all gone. That he wasn’t going to see his brother… His beloved brother for a long time. 

And now here he was back with his brother. 

After Dean and Sam broke their hug, Sam went right over to Jack and Cas pulling them into a hug all three of them together. “I-I thought you guys were gone for good,” Sam admitted, causing Dean to shake his head and place a reassuring hand on his brother's shoulder. 

“Well aren't back… And it’s going to take a lot more to get rid of me,” Dean reassured. 

This caused the two brothers to smile at each other. After that things were the way that they were supposed to be. Sam, Dean, Eileen, Castiel and Jack all at the kitchen table. Jack was eating his favorite cereal, and the rest of them had beers. 

Then nightfall came, and Dean was alone in his room smiling like the goof that he is. He was with miracle, in his hotdog pajama pants and he had a shirt on that said “I killed hitler” though there was one person that he couldn’t get off his mind. 

And as if on cue there was a knock at his door. Next thing he knew it Castiel was in his room. 

“I um… Need help buttoning my shirt because I forgot how,” Cas whispered sheepishly standing in the doorway, his shirt all buttoned up crazily, definitely now how it’s supposed to be. 

Dean got up with a smile going over to Cas slowly and gazing him up and down through a chuckle. Their bodies were close as Dean could feel the heat rising to his face as his finger accidentally collided with Castiel's bare skin. 

“You son of a bitch-” 

“What?” Castiel questioned and confused his head, shooting up causing him to meet Dean’s eyes, their faces now inchest apart. 

“You heard me you son of a bitch! You had me the entire time! I was going to tell you in purgatory! You had me… You always had me! If you wouldn't have put me to sleep all those fights I… Well, it doesn’t matter because you’re back you stuid son of a bitch and you’re not going to make anymore stupid deals,” 

“Y-You love me too?” Castiel questioned feeling a wave of emotions hit him like a rock to the face. 

“Of course I love you… I just didn’t know that angels could feel,” Dean explained as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.. .He thought that had made it obvious to the blue-eyed angel. 

Obviously not. “You saved me once again… And I guess that doesn’t matter anymore since you’re human now but dammit Cas I wish-” Suddenly Castiel's lips were on his shocking the elder Winchester as he quickly leaned down and deepened the kiss.

“I love you to Dean,” 

“I’m sorry I didn’t say it sooner Cas… But now I’m not going anywhere- you have me,” 

This caused a wide grin to form across both their faces as their lips instantly locked again. 

There was no doubt in Dean or Castiels mind that after that there would be alot kissing.