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Before I knew it, I started crying as well. Only thinking about how Taehyung must have cried himself to sleep calling out for his mommy. "You suffered? How much? Your suffering doesn't compensate all the suffering he did. Because of you Taehyung has abandonment issues. He's scared of being left all alone."

I tell him all the time how much I love him. So, he doesn't forget. I know how much he's scared I'm going to leave him just like his mother did. No matter what I'll always be by his side. Telling him how much I love him is something I'll keep doing for the rest of my life not only to remind him, but also for myself. Our love story didn't start in a way that it usually happens. Nevertheless, it's still valid. Our love is real and stronger than ever.

"He suffered a lot, didn't he?" She broke down crying. Seeing her like this hurt. She's also human. Making mistakes is normal, but you have to think about the people around you. They're usually the ones who get hurt the most because of your mistake. "Bora, listen to me. I beg you don't ever leave him."

"Wasn't planning on doing that. Unlike you my love for him goes beyond my own desires." I stated and got up. I was about to walk away when this immense pain took over my whole body. Is this again some form of gas because this hurts like a bitch? I fell on my knees crying and screaming.

She ran over to me and screamed for help. I was laying in her arms. "Bora, honey. Keep calm okay I'm going to help you."

"My babies." The pain was too overwhelming. Everything, went black in a matter of seconds.

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She has been sleeping in that hospital bed for hours now. It's getting late. Jimin called me when I was at work. He told me that she had cramps. I'm terrified right now. I still haven't heard anything from the doctors. What if something happened to the babies?

I told her not to go out. She doesn't listen. I know she gets bored, but she's carrying twins. That's double the weight.

"Why the hell did you take her out?" I asked Jimin who was sitting across from me. He's clearly still in shock.

He rolled his eyes at me. "She showed up in front of my door saying she was bored. What was I supposed to do? Besides, I didn't think this would happen. She looked healthy and happy."

I rubbed my forehead. Bora, Bora, Bora. You're going to be the death of me one day. Listening and obeying. Why is it so hard for you to do? Why?

"Taehyungie?" I got up and walked over to her. Her eyes were still closed. Her lower lip quivering. Tears streaming down her cheeks. "Taehyungie?"

"I'm here beautiful." I kissed forehead to let her know that I'm close. I caressed her cheek and brought my other hand to her belly. I read that the babies can feel everything the mommy can. Whenever she's stressed, they are too. They feel every emotion.

She opened her eyes and looked at me. "I'm sorry." I smiled and kissed her lips gently.

The doctor walked into the room. "Bora, honey I have the results."