"I can't sleep."
He whispers.
"Do you want me to come and sit with you?"
You offer, before He nods his head in reply.
You somehow manage to escape from hyunjins arms. You walk over to where Felix is getting comfy.
You sit next to him before holding his hand caressing it with your thumb.
"Do you know why you can't sleep?"
You quietly ask him.
"I've just got a lot on my mind."
He whispers in reply.
"Oh okay, do you wanna talk about it?"
"I'm stressed from work. I feel like I'm not doing as well as I can."
He mumbles.
"Awww lix I can assure you, you are doing amazing. All of stays love you so so so much, we have never been disappointed by you."
You comfort.
"Yeah I know, chan keeps telling me how well I'm doing but I feel like I could do better. I'm just not satisfied with myself."
"I get you. I went through a phase like that too. Like someone would compliment me and it would make me more mad because I felt like everyone was lying to me. But my mum helped me to realise that I shouldn't beat myself up if I think I made a mistake, instead I should think of ways I could do better next time. I should work on the things that are bothering me. Then while I was trying to improve in those things I realised that the things I was doing before weren't bad I was just having self doubt, I had to reflect on the things I was struggling with to then feel better with myself. So instead of thinking people are just saying things to make you feel better you should look at it from a different perspective and you will soon realise that they were right and that you really were doing a lot better than you thought."
You reassure him.
"Thank you so much y/n, I will take your advice."
He smiles at you sweetly.
"Oh anytime lix I'm happy what I said helped."
"It really did help a lot y/n. I'm so glad it's not just me. I'm so grateful hyunjin is dating you. You are the best sister ever."
He whispers, before closing his eyes.
You continue to caress his hand till he eventually falls asleep.
After he is definitely asleep you walk back over to hyunjin.
"Oh y/n thank goodness you are awake I just had a nightmare."
I.n says in his morning voice.
"Do you want me to stay with you?"
You ask sweetly.
"Yes please."
He whispers moving over slightly for you to go and sit with him.
You go and sit next to him.
He grabs your hand and places it on his head hinting that he wants you to play with his hair.
You giggle slightly at him before continuing to play with his hair.
"What was your nightmare about?"
You ask, seeing how scared he is.
"Someone tried to hurt my mum and my grandma and my dad and my brother. He kept killing them."
He quietly says.
"Awww noooo I bet that was scary. But don't worry your family is completely fine no one is hurting them."
You whisper making him smile slightly.
He fell asleep after about 20 minutes of you playing with his hair.
You are finally free to go back to hyunjins warm arms when you tripped on a bag that made a loud noise. Your eyes shoot around the room checking if anyone woke up, you scan all the sleeping bodies and sigh in relief before you see Han sat up.
"I'm so sorry did I wake you up."
You question.
"Yep now I'm wide awake."
He giggles before standing up.
"Do you want any breakfast?"
He offers.
"Han it's 5:13am."
"Yeah but I'm not sleepy."
He says, slightly too loud.
"Do you want me to help you get back to sleep?"
You suggest.
He immediately runs back to his blanket and gets comfy, giggling in excitement. He wraps his arms around his huge pig plushie before patting the spot next to him for you to come and sit.
You sit beside him before he starts blabbing on.
"This is my plushie, I sleep with it every night."
He quietly mentions, stroking the plushies head.
"Awww it's adorable."
You smiles.
He rests his head on your lap and then grabs you hand and places his cheek in your palm, using it as a pillow.
You gently caress his cheek hoping he would calm down soon.
It took about 40 minutes of listening to him list reasons why cheesecake are his favourite desert before he eventually fell asleep.
You remove your hand from his cheek VERY carefully not wanting to wake him up, then you gently lift his head and place it on his pillow.
You walk back to hyunjin who has his arms wide open waiting for you.
"You're awake?"
You question.
"I missed you."
He whispers, while you climb in his arms.
You snuggle into his chest, absolutely shattered.
"Thank you for looking after them."
He smiles at you.
"It's okayyy."
"They all love you so much you know. I was scared of how they would react to having a girl they didn't know to well around. But they all love you so much it makes me really happy."
He says quietly before kissing you.
"Okay baby I'll let you go to sleep now,I will look after you like you looked after them. I love you."
He whispers before caressing your cheek.
"I love you too."
You manage to say before falling straight asleep.
*Hyunjin's POV*
I wake up before y/n, and smile softly.
"She's so cute."
I look up to see if the boys are awake and they are... surprisingly.
Han and hyunjin start talking a bit too loud and I get worried In case they wake y/n up.
"Guys can you be a little bit quieter please. Y/n didn't sleep well last night because she was looking after you guys so can you just keep it down a bit?"
I politely ask.
"Oh yes I'm sorry."
Han whispered.
"She held my hand last night, to help me sleep...and it actually worked."
Felix mentions.
"I knowww when I had a nightmare she played with my hair till I fell asleep."
Jeongin speaks up.
"And and and she stroked my cheeks while I talked about my pig and cheesecake. She stayed awake till like 6:00am with me."
Han giggles.
"I like her hyunjin, can we keep her?"
Jeongin speaks up.
"Of course we can. We are going to have her forever."
I smile before kissing her head.
I notice she is really warm and is sweating. I also realise she has gone really pale.
"What's wrong?"
"Y/n y/n are you okay?"
I try and wake her up