Always There
You think it's over,
But it isn't,
It's always there,
Waiting,
To resurface and take precedence.
That hunger you have for death,
The yearning you have to see your blood running from the slits in your wrists,
That intense sadness that brings you discomfort but is also a place of solace,
The longing you have for a life you never had but can swear you lived,
The way you struggle to breathe when your anxiety kicks in,
The voices traveling through your brain night and day telling you to end it all because it would be better that way,
The sleepless nights caused by your thoughts.
You think it's over,
But it is not,
It's always there,
Waiting,
To resurface and take precedence.
TionaH🦋