*Trigger warning: mentions of sexual assault
Eva POV
"Are you okay" Anna asks me as I go downstairs in the morning
"Yes why wouldn't I be"
"You had a panic attack Eva, and you don't usually have them"
"Well I did but I'm fine now I promise"
I'm not fine, not at all.
Seeing Connor yesterday brought back flashbacks again.
I want to tell Jess so badly but I can't.
Just then Sab walks into the kitchen.
"I'm sorry for letting him round Eva" Sab says
"Don't worry about it"
"Where's Jess" I ask Anna
"I don't know I haven't seen her all morning" Anna replies
"Neither" I say
She wasn't in bed when I woke up and I have no clue where she's gone.
Hopefully nothing has happened that's the last thing I need.
Just then the front door opens and Jess walks in the house.
Thank god for that.
I run up to her and get a strong whiff of something.
It's weed.
What the fuck it's only 9AM.
"Jess" I say
"Mhm"
"Have you been smoking weed" I ask
"Yeah" she smiles and then hugs me
"It's 9AM though"
"So"
"Who did you smoke it with"
"I went round sway and me, Blake and Bryce smoked it" she replies
She goes to kiss me but I dodge it and push her away slightly.
"Hey" she frowns
"I'm sorry but you stink of weed and the smell gives me a headache"
She just rolls her eyes at me and walks off.
I hate it when she smokes weed for some reason she just becomes so rude, I thought it was meant to make people relaxed but clearly not.
I go back through to the kitchen to find Anna and see her in there with Jess and Dev.
Jess was busy raiding the cupboards for food.
"We're going to the santa Monica mountains today, do you want to come" Anna asks me
"Sure" I smile
"Bub are you going" I ask Jess
"Mdyge" she says as she eats a slice of toast
Ugh and she has no manners when she smokes either.
"Please speak when you've finished your mouthful" I say
She swallows her mouthful and then speaks.
"Maybe"
"Is that a better way to say it" she says but I ignore her I can't be bothered
"Anyway so we thought we'd go to the Santa Monica mountains and then in the evening go out for a meal" Anna says
"Sounds good" I smile
Jess then goes upstairs I Imagine to go to her room.
I go through to the living room to see Katie and Daisy.
"What are you watching" I ask as I sit down on one of the couches
"Vampire diaries" Daisy replies
"Oh right" I say
"Are you okay" Katie asks
"Jess has annoyed me"
"Why" Daisy asks
"She's smoked weed" I say
"Oh right yeah I can see why you're annoyed" Daisy says
"She just becomes this really rude person" I say
"Yeah I know what you mean" Daisy says
"Ask her to stop smoking it then" Katie says
"No I can't do that"
"You can"
"Maybe" I say
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I go upstairs a few hours later and walk into Jess's room.
She was awake and on her phone.
Hopefully the weed has worn off.
I lay down beside her and she pulls me closer.
"Hey baby"
Thank god it has worn off.
"I don't want you to smoke weed anymore" I say
"Huh"
"I don't want you to smoke weed anymore, you turn into this like really rude person and your not very nice to people" I say
"I'll stop then" she says
"Wait really" I say in shock
"Yeah it's upsetting you and the last thing I want to do is upset you"
"You don't think I'm being a bitch" I ask
"No why would I"
"I just thought you might maybe"
"Well I don't" she smiles and leans in to kiss me and I kiss her back
"I love you" she smiles as she pulls away from the kiss
"I love you more"
I look at her phone to see she was watching my tiktoks.
"And you call me a simp" I giggle and point at her phone
"Wow I got caught" she laughs
"You're a bigger simp than me"
"Whoa no way"
"Yes you are" I laugh
"Am not"
"No you definitely are"
She then tickles me and I squeal and laugh even more.
"Stoooop" I say but she doesn't
"Please" I ask and pull puppy dog eyes
She stops tickling me and leans in and kisses me instead.
I smile and kiss her back.
I go to deepen the kiss when Jess's bedroom door flies open.
"Eww gross" Anna says as she see's me and Jess
"That's why there's a thing called knocking" I say and stand up and go over to her
"Anyway are you two ready" Anna asks
"Nearly" Jess says and runs to her bathroom and we hear the shower turn on a few seconds later
"That's a no then" Anna laughs
"Yeah it is"
We go downstairs and see everyone ready.
"Jess is getting ready" I say
"Okay" Dev replies
"Is she okay now" Daisy asks me
"Yeah it's worn off now and I asked her to stop smoking weed and she's said she will" I smile
"Well that's good"
Around fithteen minutes later Jess runs downstairs.
"Ayo I'm ready" she shouts and wraps her arm around me
"Let's go then" Dev says
Me, Jess, Anna, Dev and Katie get into Dev's car.
"Are none of the others coming" Jess asks
"No because they're all boring" Katie says
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Jess POV
"Bub" Eva says as she catches up to me
"Yeah" I say
I already know she's going to ask for a piggyback.
"Can you give me a piggyback please"
"Of course" I smile and so does she
"Thank you" she says and she jumps on my back
Eventually we get to a point where it's a really nice view.
"Let's get pictures for Instagram" Katie says
We all get pictures for Instagram and then make a few tiktoks.
After a while we go back to the car.
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"That was the shittest meal ever" Katie groans as we get in her car
We'd just finished our meal and gone back to Katie's car.
The only problem with the meal though was not the food itself but the fact we were sat outside and the whole time had paparazzi around us.
"Yeah that wasn't the best"
I sit in the back of Katie's car with Eva.
Eva's barely spoken since we've been to the Santa Monica mountains, I don't know what's wrong with her but I'm worried.
"Bub are you-"
"I'm fine" she snaps as she cuts me off
Something really isn't right.
Katie drives back to Jah and when we get back me and Eva go up to my room.
As we get in my room I pull Eva closer towards me and kiss her passionately.
"NO" she shouts at me and shoves me against the wall
I wince in pain as my back hits the wall.
Eva runs out my room and I run after her.
"Eva what's wrong" I ask and grab her arm
"GET OFF ME AND DON'T YOU DARE HURT ME" she screams and pushes my hand away
"Baby it's me I'm not going to hurt you" I say reassuringly and pull her into a hug and she breaks down in my arms
I pick her up and carry her back to my room and lay down on the bed with her.
"You're not going to force me to do anything are you" she asks through sobs
"No never baby"
"I'm sorry" she cries
"I should've told you this sooner"
"What is it" I ask concerned
"Wh-when you were in a coma one night all the girls were out but I stayed in and um Connor came round" she says
"I didn't want to speak to him so I went up to my room but he followed me and th-then he tried t-to"
She takes a deep breath before speaking.
"Ra-rape me" she says and bursts into tears once more and hugs me tighter
That fucking piece of shit Connor.
"H-he kissed me and then I couldn't pull away and then he picked me up and chucked me onto my bed and pinned me down he th-then took my sweatpants off and h-he tried to stick it in but lulckily I managed to push him away and I did punch him really hard and then he ran away"
"I'm so sorry baby" I say and hug her
"I don't know what to do" she cries
"I kept all the sheets and clothes I wore that night but I just hate going in my room" she cries
"You don't have to go in there baby"
"We need to call the police" I say
"But that's only when you're ready to" I continue to say
"But what if they think I'm lying"
"They won't baby I promise look you have the sheets and stuff from that night and there's security cameras in the house that would see him following you up to your room"
"Have you told anyone else" I ask and she shakes her head no
"I'm here for you baby I promise" I say and hug her tighter
"This is my fault if I didn't kiss him that time he wouldn't have thought that was acceptable" she says
"No, no, no baby I promise you that this is not your fault he is just a sick form of a human being"
"And we're going to get you the help you need and like I say I will always be here for you" I say and she smiles
Inside I'm so fucking angry, the prick deserves to be killed but I don't fancy a death sentence in prison so that won't be happening.
I can't show Eva how angry I am though it will stress her out more.
I also feel guilty if I hadn't had got so angry that day at those two men then they wouldn't have crashed into us meaning I wouldn't have spent four months in a coma and therefore I could've protected Eva.
"Do I just phone the police and tell them" she asks me
"Yeah and they will send someone to get a statement from you and then forensic people will come and take your sheets away to find his DNA on it"
"And you will also be provided with support"
"But I've got you" she says
"I know but I mean like a Councillor"
"I'm scared to talk to the police about it bub, I only trust you"
"I know it will be really hard to talk to the police but I can be there"
"You promise"
"I promise"
I hold out my pinky and she shakes it with hers.
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"CONNOR" I shout at the top of my lungs as I walk into his apartment
So I kinda got too angry and drove to Connor's apartment.
I see him in his kitchen and I storm over and punch him round the face.
"You fucker" he shouts and punches me back and I stumble slightly
I punch him really hard in the nose and he falls over.
I then get on top of him and continue to punch him.
"This is your fucking payback you piece of shit how fucking dare you do this to Eva" I shout and continue to punch him as tears stream down my face
All of a sudden someone pulls me off him.
I look to see who has a hold of me and see a police officer.
Another police officer runs forward and grabs Connor and puts him in handcuffs and arrests him for sexual assault.
The police officer then puts me in handcuffs.
"Hey" I exclaim
"I'm arresting you for assault" she says
"But he deserved it"
She ignores me and walks me back to her car and makes me sit in the backseat.
Shit Eva isn't going to be happy.
A/N: I just want to make it clear that this is for the story only and I know that Connor isn't like this and would never do something like this.