by 4:30 in the afternoon i finally decided to make myself look somewhat decent. i did my normal full face of makeup. i straightened my hair.and i put my self tan on.
jake left because he had to go pick up his cousins from the airport. but he told me he'd be back around 7. which was perfect cause that way he could help me set up for tonight.
i was trying to pick an outfit. while i was rummaging through my closet,my phone starting going off. i looked at it. a facetime call. from noah? i picked up my phone and answered it.
"sup noah" i said. he smiled. he was in his room. "nothing nothing" he said. i looked at him with a scrunched face. he looked down with a smirk. "which one?" i asked holding up two different tops.
he pointed at the pink one. probably cause it covers more than the white one covers. i put my thumb up. "blue jeans or white jeans?" i asked. "white" he said. "jean shorts or like full jeans?" i asked. "shorts" he answered.
that surprised me. normally he would have said pants because they cover more and my ass doesn't hang out. i showed him these
"yeah i like those" he said. "okay perfect" i said laying them out on my bed. "you coming later" i asked him. he shrugged his shoulders. "are you gonna be pissed off when elle shows up" he asked me. i looked at him. "is she coming" i asked. "i assume so. i mean lee is going" he said. "awesome" i said sarcastically. he smirked. "you'll be okay,just stay away from her" he said. "have you even seen me stay away from someone that i don't like without saying something bitchy first?" i asked. "no" he said. "my point exactly" i said. he smirked.
eventually we hung up the phone. after talking for 2 freakin hours. i don't know. i'm just happy things are somewhat back to normal between us. i mean there's a lot of um... sexual tension between us. but there always has been. i'd never cheat on jake. well i mean a few months ago i had sex with jake then made out with noah the next morning but that was before me and jake were in an actual relationship. i don't know,as long as me and noah are in a civil and happy place,then i'm happy. some people aren't meant to be in relationships and should stay friends. i think that may just be what's best for me and noah. for right now at least. or maybe forever. i don't know. i kind of have this idea in my head that things will always work out the way they should. i think everything happens for a reason so don't rush anything. it'll work out the way it's meant to eventually. so i'm just letting everything do it's thing. what's meant to be will be.