Sayaad's Pov.
I have to control my emotions, I can't just breakdown.
I have to take care of the Kid, she's in shock.
Nathan, the gun grazed him and he lost alot of blood as for Azaad he got shot on his back trying to save Azrah and Zamzam.
That lunatic so called father is now Dead.
"Zam! Kid!", She's just staring at me till we reached to the hospital.
Not a single tear she shed and this is bad.
After sometime Gulzar, Imraan , our Moms reached but Kid, She's just zoned out.
It's killing me more, i couldn't do anything to protect her.
I walk towards her and pull her into a hug, in sometime Gulzar Imraan and Humaiza joined.
I heard a sobbing sound as she hugs me back and breakdown.
"It's all my fault, all of t_", I cup her cheeks.
"No, don't blame yourself", She looks up at me.
"They'll be fine?", She pouts as i smile holding back my tears.
"Did Allah ever let us down?", I ask and she shakes her head and went to hug her mom.
Sometime later.
Doctor came from Azrah's ICU as me and Kid rushed to her.
"How is she?", Simultaneoisly we asked.
"She's fine, out of danger", She replied.
I wanna ask but i am scared.
"And t_the baby?", I more like whispered feeling my heart beating rapidly.
"I am sorry i couldn't save your baby", I felt my everything slowing down and pain rapidly flowing in my body.
"Sayaad", I look at Zamzam as she hugs me.
I couldn't hold myself back and cry, cry more on her shouders as i heard sniffles from her.
She felt it, Azrah felt it few days before all these.
She was crying, mood off i thought it's just pregnancy hormones but i was damn wrong.
Only mothers can feel when their children will be in danger.
She didn't want me to leave, her condition was bad whenever she would pray she would break down in sujood until i had to break her prayers and hug her to calm her down.
I wish i could sense it maybe i would have never left her alone.
"Sayaad go see her", Mom pats my head as i shake my head.
I don't know how to face her.
She got to know about her Mother's demise, She lost her Dad, Our baby and her brother's critical.
What will i tell her?.
"Fine but atleast Zamzam you go, one of you should",
I look at Kid.
She can't.
She left the room, i don't know where to.
Zamzam's Pov.
Azrah lost her baby.
She was happy.
They lost their Dad and i can't face her at some point it's my fault.
Azaad!.
I ran towards the terrace of the hospital crying myself out.
Ya Allah I can't live without him now, He's my everything.
I lost him five years back and you brought us together please don't make me alone again i won't be able to survive.
Staying ontop here for sometime i lost track of time and now sun set.
I felt a hand on my forehead as i turn to hug the person.
"Daddy, i am the reason for all these", I cry so hard as i feel his hand on my back.
"If i would have just left Azaad then_ then maybe ", I cry hard as Dad sits me down.
"Az_Azrah lost her baby daddy she was happy and Sayaad h_", I hug him.
"Zamzam look at me", I shake my head.
I am scared if i let my Dad go then this nightmare will never let me wake up.
"Look me at my child", He pulls away as i cast up staring at his green orbs.
"First don't blame yourself for everything that's not in your control", He wipes my tears as he cups my cheeks.
"Zamzam, Whatever happened we can't change it right?, we usually leave things to Allah he's the best knower", He sighs.
"Dear, now you have to do what you are supposed to, Sayaad needs you the most and you know it", I cry.
"Bu__", "Shhh!".
"Azrah needs you, She lost her both parents Zamzam, Her baby and her brother who is your Husband is critical", He hugs me.
"She's left with only you and Sayaad, She needs you, Go to her and leave everything in Allah's hand", He calms me down.
"What if something ha__".
"Dear these what ifs and maybe are the reason we will always think about past, Now don't think negative", He helps me get up.
"Say bismillah and go to Azrah as for Azaad, He's strong we all know it right?", He asks as i nod.
"Shall we?", He asks as i nod again.
I walk in the room as i find Azrah cring holding onto Sayaad.
How should i just face her.
I can't.
I turn to leave as i heard my name.
"Zamzam", A soft voice yet had alot of pain in it.
I turn and find Azrah staring me.
"So you just gonna leave me now", She sniffles as i cry.
"I am sorry", I whisper casting down.
"I am sorry i d__",
"Come here", She calls me as i walk towards her and hug her.
"Why didn't you come in Zamzam?, why?, you and Sayaad need to stop blaming yourselves", I cry as she smiles.
"I am the one who lost everything, My dad, Mom everyone", She cries as i look away.
"And now even my husband and my bestfriend don't want me", She chuckles while sobbing.
"Azrah t_", I try speaking but she stops me.
"I_i am so used of every pain but my baby, my baby too had to leave", She breaks down as i rub her hand.
"I am sorry", I whisper.
"Zamzam, I would have been devastated if Sayaad, you and the whole family wouldn't been there for me", She smiled as i wipe my tears.
"Sayaad i am sorry, i couldn't prot_tect ou_r b_", She breaks down.
"Azrah, as long as you are here with me safe and sound, that's all matters", Sayaad takes her other hand.
"I just can't lose Azaad! i can't lose my bro_", She sobs as breakdown with her.
"Shh", Sayaad calms us down.
After a while.
"Do you know Azrah for a moment i thought I was gonna be told to chose between you and our baby", Sayaad kiss her hand.
"Sayaad, our baby's in better place right?", She looks at Sayaad as he nods.
"And so as Mom", She casts down pouting.
"I should have told you about it sooner", Sayaad sounds guilty.
"I knew it Sayaad, i just felt it and the way Azaad's, Your's and Zamzam's face would change when i ask you about her i instantly knew", She smiles.
"Yet reality hurts always", She smiles while tears kept on flowing.
"Zamzam, don't worry we still have you our baby", Azrah tease as i smile.
"He'll be fine, Allah can't hurt us more than what our heart can't take it right?", She asks as i nod wiping my tears.
"And Sayaad, we will have 8 babies only if you have that strength", She winks as i chuckle at Sayaad's widen eyes.
"Just never leave me alone both of you", She let tears roll down as i wipe them.
"We won't".
"Azrah", I call her as she looks at me.
"I know it's not the right time but forgive your Dad for whatever he's done", I say as her face changes to different emotions.
"I know he hurt you so bad, h_he even c_",
"Zamzam", She stops me as i sigh.
"I always forgave him and did forgive him, He hurt me always did but i always loved him", She sobs.
"Whatever he's done i__Do you know for the first time when he was beating me i saw his eyes swelled with tears, his hands legs hesitating Zamzam he__he was hesitating but i__",
She breaks down as i squeeze her hand.
"I forgive him for everything he's done and will always pray for him and love him always", She smiles wipimg her tears as i smile.
"Proud of you both", Sayaad smiles.
I left the room since she needed to rest that too after being scolded by Sayaad that's when she slept.
I walk outside and find Imraan and my Dad.
"Azaad's out of Danger", Dad informs as i sigh mumbling Alhamdulillah.
"He's shifted to a normal ward you can meet him", Dad informs again as i nod.
I walk in and find Azaad, my Husband attached to wires and beeping sound and my sniffles only can be heard.
I walk towards him and take his hand bursting into cries.
"Please wake up".
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