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"Hey, has anyone heard from Logan?" Dylan asked walking into the firehouse's kitchen with her uniform on. Mouch shook his head from the couch while Herrmann looked up at the young girl who was tying her hair into a ponytail.
"No, why what's up?" He asked and Dylan sat down next to Otis and shrugged her shoulders.
"Twin thing." She said and Matt walked in with Rebecca following after him. Logan watched as Rebecca sat down next to her and Dylan looked at Matt.
"Hey, Lietuenant, have you heard from Logan?" She asked and Matt shook his head and looked up at the girl.
"No, I haven't, is she alright?" He asked and Dylan shrugged and watched as Kelly came in with Amy and Jeff next to him. Dylan furrowed her eyebrows inwards and watched as Amy walked to Capp who was in the fridge and they talked, knowing that it wasn't Kelly's day to take her younger sister.
Matt watched as an expression flashed across the young firefighter's face and he stood and spoke.
"Hey, we're taking a trip, let's go." He said and everyone from Truck 81 stood and followed after their lieutenant.
After driving, they made it to the 21st District and Dylan and Matt hopped down from the truck and went inside. They walked to Sergeant Platt's desk and Matt spoke.
"Hey Sarge, not sure if you remembered me, I'm Matt Casey, I was just wondering if Logan Rayner came into work today?" He asked and Trudy tilted her head and looked at the both of them.
"Logan Rayner transferred out of this district four days ago." She said and Dylan looked up at Matt with wide eyes and before he could say anything, a call came through their radios and Dylan and Matt ran to the truck, thanking Platt.
After their call Matt had pulled Dylan aside and looked down at her confused.
"I can't believe she transferred." He said and Dylan nodded and looked at Jeff who was reading an article. She stuck er finger up, signaling for him to wait and she walked over to the man and sat next to him. He turned to her and raised an eyebrow and she spoke.
"Have you spoken to Logan?" She asked and Jeff sighed and turned to her.
"Yeah, we broke up two days ago." He said and Dylan looked at him with wide eyes and she licked her lips and spoke.
"What?" She asked and Jeff nodded and turned his attention back to his paper.
"Yeah, I haven't been able to contact her since, figured she'd like to be left alone." He said and Dylan nodded and placed a comforting hand on his shoulder and stood up and walked to where Kelly, Shay and Matt were talking.
"Jeff and Logan broke up two days ago." She said and Kelly turned to her and raised an eyebrow.
"They were together?" He asked and Dylan's mouth fell open slightly at his statement and Shay gave her a concerned look.
"What?"
"I don't have a good feeling about this. Logan would never-" She said and looked at Matt with a knowing expression on her face.
"What is it?" Shay asked and Dylan sighed and looked at all three of them.
"She found out who our birth father is." She stated lowly and Kelly raised an eyebrow and spoke.
"Really? Who is it?" He asked and Dylan swallowed thickly and spoke.
"Voight." She said and Matt looked at her with wide eyes.
Matt, Kelly, and Shay stood at Logan's apartment after their shift and breathed in looking at the solid 34C on her door. Kelly had left Amy with Herrmann and the three of them had decided to make a visit to the girl knowing that she could probably use it. Kelly raised his hand and knocked on the door three times, and not a single response was thrown out. Matt placed his hands on the door knob and twisted it, the door opening instantly, causing Kelly to get worried, knowing how Logan was when it came to her home.
Kelly was the first to step in, with Shay right behind him and Matt on her tail as they took in the apartment. The smell of alcohol was strong as they looked around the place seeing many bottles of all different kinds of alcoholic drinks. A loud noise had come from the living room indicating the TV was on and Shay walked to the living room looking for her close friend.
Soft snores came from the couch and Shay walked over to it and saw Logan hidden under her large Sherpa blanket that hid her entire body. Her black hair seemed to be matted in a bun as her makeup had been smudged down her face as if she had been crying the previous night. Shay had never seen the young girl this heartbroken before and it killed her to see her in pain. She walked around the couch and lightly tapped on her shoulder.
Logan jerked and opened her eyes seeing Shay in front of her and she squinted and looked at the TV seeing the cop show being played in the background. She grunted and put the blanket over her head and spoke.
"If you're looking for your package, it's downstairs in my mailbox." She muttered and Shay shook her head and sat down next to her.
"Honey, no. We wanted to check on you, and I'm glad we did." She said and Logan pushed the blanket off of her and sat up, looking around. She saw Matt and Kelly standing behind her and she shook her head ligthtly.
"What are you guys doing here?" She asked, her words slurring slightly and Matt walked to the back of the couch and spoke.
"Logan, we heard about what you found out and we knew that you weren't handling it too good. We talked to-" He said but she cut him off.
"Don't." She said and Shay looked at her and placed her hand around her shoulders.
"Why don't we go and take you a bath? Kelly will walk you to the bathroom and I will show Matt where the garbage bags are he and Matt will clean up out here." She said and Logan stood up and walked to the bathroom. As she looked at herself in the mirror she couldn't even recognize the person staring back at her. She knew that when she had ended it with Jeff, that things were going to get worse but with the new information she had found out, emotions started to bubble up within her. She watched as Kelly got in and she let out a laugh.
"I always screw things up." She said and Kelly shook his head and helped Logan out of her shirt, leaving her in a tank top
"No you don't." He said and Logan laughed again and spoke.
"It's why Jeff and I aren't together, and why Hank didn't raise me, it's why Mom left." She said and then laughed again, this time the laugh ending in a painful cry.
"I mean, I couldn't even handle living in the same state as you because I loved you." She said to Kelly and Kelly looked up at her, his heart stopping as she finished her sentence. He let out a shaky breath and Shay walked into the bathroom and she looked at Kelly.
"Matt's waiting for you." She said and Kelly gave her a hesitant nod and turned quickly to leave.
After Shay had helped Logan take a shower and she had combed out her hair, Kelly and Matt cleaned to the best of their ability, making sure everything was nice and neat and Kelly tried to keep himself composed as Logan let out how she truly felt about the man.
Shay held Logan's shoulder and sat her down on the couch and spoke.
"Why don't you take a vacation for a couple of weeks?" She said and Logan looked at the TV feeling somewhat sobered up.
"Herrmann said Amy could stay with him and Cindy, she's great with their kids"She said and Logan kept her gaze on the TV and turned her attention to the Squad 3 sweater that sat at her table.
"That's Jeff's." She said and Matt nodded and grabbed the sweater and Logan looked at Shay.
"Yeah, I'll take it." She said and Shay nodded and kissed Logan on the forehead. She bid her, her goodbyes and soon after so did Matt. Kelly walked up to Logan and raised an eyebrow, seeing if she had remembered anything she had said. He placed a hesitant hand on her shoulder and gave it a light squeeze and he turned to leave her apartment.