In this chapter Y/N, yes you, sacrifices herself and drowns. So romantic!
"the most unnatural thing in this world.." I listened as the man held my arm "is that which kills another for it's own gain." He stated in his sharp aged voice, I remember how his hand was warm as I held it, mine were always cold, he held the umbrella above us as we walked through the gardens, he'd usually take care of me, "wouldn't you agree?", He asked, I wouldn't agree, I loved my father, nothing he did in my eyes back then was ever what others described as wrong, morally, killing is a thing one must do to gain, you couldn't age to be 121 without having killed atleast once, I'd see him kill, he'd kill for me, but, reluctant to be asked why I believed killing was okay, I nodded.
My caretaker was a philosopher some would state, he read to me a lot of the popular authors, Homer, Oscar Wilde, Jane Austen, Virginia Woolfe, he'd often ask me my front, how I felt, what I thought, he told me he would have read to me George Orwell, but George Orwell was influential and would probably lead to me being misogynistic, I had believed he really loved me, he was the father for when my real one was busy, so when he said something like that, it left me wondering, That only evil kills.
Even if my father killed for me up until that age, how was I any different for not letting it go to waste?
Why shall my life be better then theirs because I wasn't helpless at sight of my father?
That was day I lost trust, I trusted him and stopped eating, I stopped seeing my father more often that week.
I grew hungry and weak and could feel my insides start devouring even themselves, for the first time I glanced at my father and felt true fear, even as he sat in his arm chair reading a novel, George Orwell's Animal Farm, the only blood I could truly trust I was terrified of, even in the dark his yellow eyes glowed, they glanced at me as I stood behind the corner peeking at them, I believe what human was in me stopped there, he held our his hand requiring my presence beside him and he smiled, it wasn't my father, it wasn't a father at all, it was a demon, but even so, I couldn't stop myself, I had lost my own control, even if he had seemed like he was asking me to come over, it felt like a General ordering his or her army, I stepped forward to him and his smile crept away, a sign of fear and curiosity glinted in him, I took this moment, when I lion hunting a gezelle gets distracted, I ran away.
I ran as far and as fast as I could to escape what horrible fate might upon me, I ran and ran with what ounce of courage I had left and ran, until I tripped and fell down the stone stairs, hitting my head terribly.
I wake up mid sentence of "-she hasn't been eating, she's not healed yet." Then continue it with "it was her caretaker, I've taken care of him though, it will be him she drinks, to teach us all a lesson." I was shocked about what I was hearing I listened into the conversation more “I should have been more observant! The bastard would have killed her!” I would hear another voice reply “Well now she will be ok and recovering…it might not affect her mental health too much but it seems…she hasn’t eaten in…possibly a week or more so it might take time for her to fully recover from this” I would then realize how my old care taker was the evil one instead..my father was just trying to keep me alive.
We were in HongKong after the plane had crashed cause of The Tower of Grey….now we just needed to rent a boat to travel across the Indian Ocean. I stayed close to Kakyoin cause he is pretty much the only person for the moment that gives me comfort.
We walked through the city, they suggested we get food, that's when it occurred I hadn't dranken recently and there will be an enemy here, I'll watch out, he will recognize me, I'll slip off during the fight.
I started walking slower and they walked away without me.
I know Hong Kong well, I've mapped old and new cities out, so it shouldn't be hard to find them judging by Mr. Joestar's taste in food, so I could use this time to get myself a little "food", I would look around seeing if anyone could be a worthy victim.
The old man was saying something boring, looking at everyone exhausted from our journey so far when I come to the realization that the b*tch is missing, she's a part of our team now, she's proven to be equal even if she's a bit of a prick, I'm sure she's fine, but to be on the safe side of things I'll go look for her, honestly not being interested in what food the old man has to offer.
I looked around and saw a noodle shop“Hm..this will do for now..*” I would think as I went insideI knew jotaro would be followed me so i ordered two bowls of noodles just tp be thoughtful and as a sorry.
"hey," I call her out standing a three meters behind her to get her attention "group's left, what're you doing?", I ask.
I turned around holding the two bowl’s of noodles and handed him one “I was just getting some noodles.. I…uhh bought you some also..", I would look at the ground wanting to avoid eye contact, I seemed ashamed “I didn’t mean any of those things i said about you when we first met..i was just scared and panicked…I…hope you could forgive me..” I said
I pulled down my hat over my eyes and pat her head "good grief, I forgave you when I said don't do it again.", I then grabbed both bowels and carried them to a table "c'mon then.".
I sat down at the table with jotaro.
Since I'm a Vampyre, this had hardly any nutritional value to me, the sun hurt, burning really even if I could sit under it, so we were luckily in the shade, I tried to stuff as much in me as I could, but it all balanced out to be around 3 bites over the course of ten minutes, I was also running dangerously low on iron and vitamin D, since I'm a Vampyre I need obscure amounts of that, the reason as they why I drink blood, I can drink any blood, but huumenz are more common and easy to kill, I haven't eaten in a week, which is a deadly amount of time for even a huumen and I could feel myself crumble away, I didn't even have energy to sustain Punk Rock Girl.
I eat my noodles thinking about how i will be able to get the blood, To jotaro i seemed very exhausted.
I would think if i pass out from being low on iron i could just say i have an iron deficiency, I finished eating my noodles after forcing myself to eat them, I would sigh.
"hey," I questioned "you're lookin' a little pale, it's been pretty stressful these past couple days, you more I'm sure, you been takin' care of yourself, this is the first time I've seen you eat.".
Yea..i have had an eating issue..so i just have been struggling to eat food for the past few days..", I would have replied looking up at him slightlyI looked to the side “i cant lie…i…haven’t eaten for a week cause i have been scared of something”.
I stand up from the table we were sat at "just makesure to eat more, even if it's never the right time, if you want I'll check up on you, every now and then though, not to pamper you." I state standing up and offering her a hand to get up with "let's explore, I've never been to Hong Kong, let's go.".
“Sure, but lets go check with the group” i would say and i got up.
"they're fine I'm sure, I've not been able to escape the old man for days now, he's quite the annoyance.", I stated before realizing a tiny smile crept along me, I marked it off immediately "Kakyoin mentioned someone about a garden or whatever up this way." I say as I point up a hill past a few neighborhoods.
I look over at the area “ok lets go check it out” i would smile softly.
"After this lets check back in with the others….", I state.
I would get a bad feeling “hey oh…jotaro could we go back to check on the others im…getting a bad feeling”.
As I walked with the Joestar through the garden it seemed lovely, bright blue skies undescribable beauty, the statues we're amazing, different shapes and colours telling stories, the white clouds floating across the deep blue sky telling stories of their own, it all suddenly came to a stop as we both froze at the sound of a fight, of fire and metal, I can get out this time, I have to go see to avoid suspicion.
I would grumble “Good greif lets just hurry and help out” I would cover my eyes with my hat.
I would grab the girls hand without hesitation and made my way to where the noises were coming from.
He grabbed my hand, my instant thoughts were a sarcastic great, he then started tugging me, even better I rolled my eyes, this goes against my plan, but whatever, it's not the end of the world.
We finally make it to the area, the grey haired french men following Joseph, Kakyoin and Avdol, Jotaro let's go of my hand and he joins back in with the group, Kakyoin stops walking before Polnareff can notice me.
I would go to kakyoin so i wouldn’t be noticed by polnareff "how long do you suppose?", He asks me as we walk behind the group.
"hm?", I ask.
"he is a minion of DIO, if I recognized you... He should too, you just going to gas light him? Mr. Joestar doesn't trust you enough already.", He states.
“Well…he actually never saw me when…my dad….captured him so i feel like im safe for now.
He seemed to keep his eyes on Polnareff "okay, good.".
We all got on a boat, we had been moving for quite some time, half an hour maybe, however long Hong Kong was hardly in view anymore.
I would hear a commotion going on in some place on the boat.
I would watch as the crew drag out a kid from the bottom pf the decl.
It caused some commotion, especially when he jumped off the ridge, he landed in the water and began swimming away, it was all fine nobody cared much until the captain mentioned sharks, Jotaro jumped in after him at that I still didn't care until I realized I could gain morality AND sneak some blood off a shark.
I too jump in after them both, but Jotaro's stopped, strange... He pulls the hat off the boy revealing a head full of hair, it was a girl probably, I can see her point of putting on a hat, now more then ever with boats it's just common sense to be a stowaway and a boy.
Jotaro punched a shark using Star Platinum before he noticed me, he kind of pulled down his hat over his eyes and continued swimming, I drank the blood off the shark in the water.
I would have gotten back on the boat doon.
Great, not only did I find out the son of a b*tch was the b*tch itself, Y/N had to come help, as if she isn't worn out already, good greif.
I would look in the blue ocean noticing a dark shadow moving quickly through the water.
The old man started yelling as I turned my had behind us to notice something else in the water, no, not a shark, it had the body of a man.
I mumbled “it…could be a stand…”.
"good grief, Y/N, take this," I hand her the girl "I'll buy us some time.".
I looked over “uh sure..”.
I swim behind them and start swimming away from the boat, now I kind of wish I had listened to the old man and brought swim wear, just didn't seem right at the time
I quickly swam to the boat and got some help from kakyoin getting anne back up on the boat.
Kakyoin gave me a look, I didn't know what it meant, but it must be about whats happening, I know who the user is, it's completely expectable, it's the captain, he'll kill Jotaro, that will be the biggest help yet.
This wasn't any ordinary fish monster, it must be a stand, I swim noticing that Y/N and the girl have gotten back onto the ship and I start swimming back, I climb onto the the ship, though it tried to drag me back down, I kick it off and climb up and pull myself over the railing, exhausted, but reluctant to show it, "so, there's a user on board?", I ask moving all the eyes off me and onto the girl.
I looked back at jotaro “there most definitely is..”.
"huh?! Why are all you creeps lookin' at me like that?!", The girl squeeled, maybe I'm overreacting, but it sounded like a squeel, I knew it wasn't the girl though, I had a suspecion so I lit my wet match and pressed it against an equally wet cigarette, "I've noticed that when stand users smell smoke, a little vein pops up on a users nose.", All the users gasped, except Y/N suspiciously and touched their noses, including my suspicion, the captain "that was a lie actually, but we caught our idiot.", I point towards the captain.. The captain turns his attention to Y/N and states "I've already made the first move.", I think he's going to attack her until I noticed I'm already being attacked, barnacles are growing on my stand, the captain pushes me over board and we land into the water.
I would quickly reach and dive in the water summoning my standMy stand had immediately made a harpoon gun
I would be swimming quickly to get to jotaro as my stand would aim at darkbluemoon and soon it took the shot hitting darkbluemoon in the ribcage, After I got to Jotaro my stand made a dagger and broke the barnacles off of star platinum.
I would soon get to the surface and gasped for air I would slightly struggle to hold onto jotaro while swimming to the boat.
As I struggled to get a grip on the situation I noticed I was being carried by someone, last thing I remember I was being dragged down, now I'm being dragged up, but it quickly escaped when we started getting dragged down again, the water was spinning and it sucked us down.
The enemy had got us both, though he wasn't attacking Y/N despite her having stabbed him
I would not to floral as floral loaded the harpoon gun back again, But something cut my arm.
as we were about to battle running out of time, small shards spun with us, cutting both of us bloodying the clear blue water, something hit Y/N and she went limp sending some shock into me, she'd easily drown.
I would be loosing consciousness quickly, I would have let go of jotaro as i blacked out
Before I fully blacked out I would have gasped for air but I breathed in the water.
Sh*t, we're in a tight spot, I garb onto Y/N, she's choking, g*dd*mmit, Now lost for time and pissed off not even listening to what the former captain is saying all I can hear is "is that what you're thinking, Jotaro?", I send my stand's fingers through his stands eyes, and punching it, "no, I was thinkin' about how gross it'd be when you piss yourself in this water.", I state as I repeatingly punch him, I swim up to the top gasping for air before pulling Y/N up, I pull her arm around a life floaty and gasp for breath coughing still, a life boat had floated up, appearntly the boat was sinking or something, so I pushed Y/N on along with myself.
She looked sick, like someone had been choking her, the thought struck me and I may or may not have just blushed, but the boat I was on empty and no one else could do it, I placed my right hand over the left onto her chest like in the movies *I'm going to kill myself before she can if this works* I think as I push onto her with maybe to much strength and I hear a snap, that's probably a broken rip, I do it again immediately and then another, nothing, I close her nose and place my lips on hers breathing in before pulling off and continueing to push on her chest "c'mon, get up", I demand before placing my lips on hers again, they're soft and cold as if she'd already died, what do I care if she's dead anyway? Why does this matter so much? That she came under the water to save me?.
That she risked all of herself for me and ended up losing it sll.
"c'mon!", I yell as I push on her chest again, I hear two more snaps, a crack at one point, she's not dead d*mmit, the rip will puncture her lungs, along with the water and I'll have left her in the ocean, I'm not that cold, she's gonna wake up "GET UP, DAMMIT!", I yell, she coughs out blood and water and I roll her to her side where she begins emptying her lungs shaking harder then the boat.
I would be coughing hard, and I was very exhausted and in pain.
I could hardly move nor did I want to, I was shaking badly from being cold, and in pain. I wish I had enough energy to summon my stand to try and heal myself.
I would think to myself *” how…am I alive…” I would cough harder getting the rest of the water out, and I would be catching my breath even if it was painful to even breath.